Outside the hospital operating room, Liu Mang was silent.

Yang Lihua was kicked in the stomach, and this kick finally defeated her already fragile Zigong, who was as fragile as paper.

She was bleeding heavily, she had a lot of blood, and her snow-white pants were dyed red.

When she was sent to the hospital, she was already in shock due to excessive blood loss. Now her parents and Liu Mang are waiting outside the operating room.

Yang's father ignored the hospital's ban on smoking and smoked cigarettes one after another in the corridor, and the cigarette butts had already covered the marble floor under his feet.

Suddenly, the light in the operating room turned into a green light. The doctor came out of the operating room and saw Yang's father smoking slightly frowned: "Please don't smoke in the hospital."

"Yes, I'm sorry, how is my daughter?" Yang's father said in a crying voice.

The doctor took off his mask and showed a look of fatigue. She shook her head and said, "Zi Yu Gong has been cut off."

As soon as these words came out, Yang's parents and Liu Mang were shocked at the same time, as if they were thundered on the sky and covered the sky. Liu Mang stepped forward and said, "Doctor, how is she now?"

"She is awake now, but I hope you don't stimulate her. She is weak now," the doctor said.

Yang's parents were about to go in immediately, but Yang Lihua whispered inside: "Amang Armand"

Liu Mang squeezed away the crowd and immediately came to Yang Lihua's bedside. Yang Lihua was carrying a ventilator and had an instrument on her finger that she didn't know. She grabbed Liu Mang's hand with her needle-covered hands and said, "Amang, where are our children?"

Liu Mang's heart shrank violently, and he gritted his teeth and couldn't speak for a while.

Yang Lihua smiled, tears slid down the corners of her eyes. She looked at the blue sky and white clouds outside the window, and said, "It's great, look, our daughter is in the sky. She has grown a pair of small wings and she has become a little angel."

"Why do you think you are a daughter?" Liu Mang was already in tears.

Yang Lihua's eyes were infinitely gentle: "Because I dreamed of her yesterday, she said to me: Mom, you told my dad that I can't come anymore, God said he couldn't bear to leave me, so I asked me to accompany him again, I love you and I love my dad."

"Woo" Liu Mang had already cried like a fool, covering his mouth, tears kept falling.

Yang Lihua stopped crying. She suddenly remembered something. She said to the outside, "My parents, I want to eat wontons."

"Okay, let's buy it for you," said Yang's parents.

At this time, Yang's father was very guilty. Everyone present knew that a woman without a son or a palace was even more cruel for this woman than killing her.

Yang Lihua took out a piece of paper from the side, and she trembled her hands and held a pen: "I want to drink some water, can you give me what little?"

"The doctor said, you had surgery just now, you can't."

"Then apply a little bit on my lips." Yang Lihua smiled gently, her smile was very pure, just like the purest and flawless angel in the world.

"Then, okay," Liu Mang said, leaving the ward.

Yang Lihua looked at Liu Mang tenderly, and she smiled slightly: "My man is so handsome."

After a while, she placed the banknote on the table. She took a deep breath, suddenly pulled out the needle tube on her hand, and immediately sat up.

But she had not woken up all the anesthetic yet, shaking like a drunk person. She staggered towards the window step by step. She looked into the distance and found that the floor she was now very high. Looking into the sky, the blue sky and white clouds in the sky were intoxicating.

The senior management did not make her feel a little afraid of heights. She just felt that she wanted to become a bird at this moment, and then spread her wings and fly.

She closed her eyes and showed a smug smile

Yang's parents who came back from buying wontons outside had a serious face and were holding a lot of food in their hands.

Smack

At this moment, the roof of a car in the distance suddenly sank, and followed by the scream of a woman.

"Not good, someone jumped off the building"

A day later, Liu Mang sat by the river. He looked at a piece of letter paper. The words on it were crooked, and each word seemed to be written by Yang Lihua with all her strength.

"Amang, I can meet you. Maybe God has given me the best gift of this humble life."

"It's really ironic to say that I'm not a believer in God, because in my eyes, God has long been dead, and it started from the moment I fell into the devil's cave."

"Once upon a time, I also hoped that I would have a wonderful life and a beautiful love, but it seemed that the beautiful dream did not belong to me. My vision was dark, and it was also filled with sorrow and sleepiness."

"Last time, you didn't say that, I asked me what medicine I've been taking, I dare not tell you, I have been depressed for many years, and since I came to the old street, I have gradually improved a little because of you, my life is full of colors again."

"I hate myself very much, my dirty body, my lingering life, my everything about myself, sometimes, I want to tear myself apart immediately, then knead it into a ball, throw it into the fire and turn it into a ball of ashes."

"Our child, what a sacred word. Her new life is the continuation of my life. In fact, I am with you. I suffer from cold words every day. My heart is like a knife. I have had the idea of ​​suicide seven times. You are still young, and you can find something better, and I am just a corrupt walking corpse."

"If my life is compared to a burden, then the child may be the last straw that crushed me. You are so nice to me, but I can't give you anything."

"Every inch of my body's skin has the past of other men's teeth marks. I am not clean, but you are as clean as a newborn lamb, without any filth in the world."

"I polluted you, but you still love me. I thought you were just playing around, and I thought it was a lie. You just loved me for a while, but I would rather be buried in this lie and be immersed in that moment of peace."

"When I know that it's not a lie, when I know you are serious, when I know that you really want to marry me, I'm very panic and scared because my past is the gloom that I can never disappear."

"I don't ask you for forgiveness because I'm sorry for you. My arrival has caused you great harm."

"I"

“Born as a human being, I’m sorry”
Chapter completed!