10. Love is dopamine
"I know, Zhao Shuai is under too much pressure to stay here."
Zheng Xiuli said: "Especially, he has me. Girls need to spend a lot of money on dressing. He can't withstand these pressures, so he chooses to leave."
Speaking of this, he changed his smile and looked at Zheng Guolin and said, "You are better off with Bai Lili before graduation." Then he asked him, "Did you expect this step long ago?"
Zheng Guolin just smiled without answering.
Zheng Xiuli asked again: "Hey, I don't understand, what's better than me, why did you choose her?"
Zheng Guolin continued, "I won't choose you, right?"
Zheng Xiuli's face turned slightly red, and she nodded and said, "Yes, why?"
Zheng Guolin smiled strangely: "Because we are too familiar with each other, I can't bear to harm you."
"Take it down, the genius believes in you!"
Zheng Xiuli also smiled, and then she felt a little melancholy: "Isn't Zhao Shuai the same? I left me and ran away?"
"Zhao Shuai has a conscience than me. He will not leave you at will. I know him. If it were me, I might not be able to do this."
Zheng Guolin's words were a bit serious.
Zheng Xiuli was a little moved when she heard this.
What Zheng Guolin said is probably the truth.
Compared to Zhao Shuai, he is indeed a little cold from the outside.
Zheng Guolin was thinking in his heart.
Now, Xiang Guoqiang has begun to trust him. Maybe one day, he will have some power to help Zhao Shuai and get him back.
Zhao Shuai, who returned to his hometown, once called Zheng Guolin. He was already in his hometown and helped Zheng Xiuli contact work, but Zheng Xiuli refused to go.
Zheng Xiuli's decision actually made her point. If Zhao Shuai leaves, it means that it should be over between them.
When Zhao Shuai called Zheng Guolin, the middle-aged Zheng Guolin had not yet traveled back in time. Naturally, except for agreeing to help Zhao Shuai persuade Zheng Xiuli, there was nothing else to do.
Zheng Guolin now may bring Zhao Shuai back to save the crisis between the two of them.
But at this time, there was nothing in the eight characters, and he couldn't say anything to Zheng Xiuli.
Give her a hope. If she fails to succeed, the feeling of disappointment will be even more unbearable at that time, and maybe it will completely destroy the relationship between her and Zhao Shuai, which has already become very fragile.
Zheng Xiuli already felt that the topic between the two was a bit too heavy, so she changed the topic and asked: "Where is Bai Lili, you haven't contacted each other?"
Zheng Guolin chose Bai Lili, but he didn't really find someone he was unfamiliar to harm him as he said. He really likes Bai Lili.
Compared to Zheng Xiuli, Bai Lili is calmer and has a more temper towards him.
As graduation approached, it was Bai Lili who proposed to break up, not him.
In the last semester of her senior year, Zheng Guolin used his work-study and frugality to secretly rent a house outside the school.
It was at that time that he and Bai Lili often secretly went to the house he rented and lived together.
After graduation defense, one night, the two of them secretly went to the house to spend the night.
That night, both of them were lying on the bed, and Bai Lili suddenly told him that he could not have both fish and bear's paw.
She said, "The fish, she got it, and from then on, she knew what it felt like to be with a handsome boy, and she was content. Below, she needed to look for Bear Paw."
After the two were in passion, Zheng Guolin was tired and didn't think about what she meant and fell asleep.
The next morning, Bai Lili was not wearing any clothes and sat on the bed like that. She watched Zheng Guolin wake up and sat up. She suddenly said to him: "Did you break up?"
Zheng Guolin was startled and thought she was joking.
Bai Lili repeated the topic of fish and bear's paw after their passion last night.
She was born in the country of fish and rice in the south of the Yangtze River. She has seen the lives of the rich and the lives of the miserable college students.
She didn't want to live a hard life, nor could she live it.
After the breakup, she would wait for Zheng Guolin for two years. In the past two years, if Zheng Guolin had hope of making a comeback, she would marry him. If not, just...
If she didn't say it, Zheng Guolin knew what it meant.
She said so calmly that every word was stuck in Zheng Guolin's heart. He suddenly felt that this woman was not the Bai Lili he knew at all. She was too cold and cruel!
"What about our vows and our feelings? We were so loving yesterday. Isn't this all there for just one night?"
He asked her hysterically.
Bai Lili smiled at him.
"Guolin, calm down, this world is so cruel. So what if we are together? Do you want us to live a life of miserable life? Will our next generation live miserable life like us?"
"Do you know what life is? For rich people, it is life. For poor people, it is to survive and live!"
She told Zheng Guolin this.
Zheng Guolin still remembers Bai Lili's smile that morning.
That morning, he felt that he was deceived by her.
He could not understand no matter what, love, a sacred thing, was actually regarded as a fish and bear's paw, and chose it at will.
That morning, he tossed her to the fullest, revenge her, and vented on her until he was exhausted.
Bai Lili did not resist.
He didn't notice that she lay on her back and didn't move, letting him vent, but her eyes were filled with tears.
He never mentioned to anyone that the reason for their breakup had never contacted Bai Lili again.
It was from that time that he no longer believed in love and did not want to live a miserable life for the post-80s generation.
Therefore, in order to live another life, he attacked Yang Shiman.
Zheng Guolin, who has returned from time to time, no longer hates Bai Lili.
Because with his current thinking, Bai Lili is right to think about this matter.
Now, Bai Lili's phone is still stored in his cell phone. He hesitated many times and did not dial.
The two-year agreement has passed.
With Bai Lili's conditions, it is not difficult to find a wealthy man who can meet her needs.
He didn't want to get involved in her life anymore.
Zheng Xiuli mentioned Bai Lili, and Zheng Guolin smiled faintly and said, "It's the past, let it go."
Zheng Xiuli stared at him and asked, "Tell me the truth, have you ever really loved Bai Lili?"
Zheng Guolin laughed again: "What is love? It is hormone, dopamine. Scientifically, dopamine lasts for the longest time, at most, only three years. We have graduated for three years, and you still care about these things, is it interesting?"
Zheng Xiuli said for a long time: "Guolin, I found that you have changed."
"Is that?" Zheng Guolin looked at her and smiled, "I have become more handsome, right? So, I usually don't appear in front of you with Zhao Shuai. I'm afraid that if you compare yourself, you won't be able to withstand the blow that he is not as handsome as me."
Zheng Xiuli glanced at him and scolded: "You are so beautiful. To be honest, I found that you are more cynical than before. Your mind is full of secular things and is not romantic at all."
Zheng Guolin sighed and said, "We are living in the secular world, sister! Try not to think about things that are not appropriate, because we don't have time to think about them. You should think about it now, should you continue to suffer here, or listen to Zhao Shuai, go and find him honestly, and set up a warm and comfortable nest in that small northern town?"
Zheng Xiuli shook her head firmly: "I won't go, don't talk about this anymore. I've already thought about it, you can tell him that if he loves me, come back. If he can't come back for me, it's over!"
Chapter completed!