434. The more you want, the less you will get it
Zheng Guolin regards Shu Ya as his sister but not as his own woman, which is exactly the same as he did not want to marry Zheng Xiu Li.
He and Zheng Xiuli are not in love, but because their relationship is deeper, their family affection and friendship are deeper, so naturally they will be closer to her.
The same is true for Shu Ya.
He doesn't want Shu Ya to suffer because he is not loyal, and there is no difference between him and Zheng Xiu Li to suffer because he is fraternal.
Therefore, being able to push Zheng Xiuli out and let her and Zhao Shuai not let her suffer because she is following her is the most natural thing for a man who doesn’t believe in love and finds a woman just for enjoyment.
This state of mind is probably not something that men and women only know how to understand love and loving diet.
Shu Ya understands Zheng Guolin's state of mind. He always treats Shu Ya with brother-sister because he doesn't want a second Zheng Xiuli, so that he can't treat all the women he likes freely.
Having said that, one Zheng Xiuli has made him exhausted, both physically and mentally. If there are more Shu Ya coming out, he will not be able to live directly. Maybe he will really go missing and run away, so that others will never find him again.
Shu Ya and Zheng Guolin have been together for many years and have been able to understand his difficulties.
Therefore, she would not be embarrassed by him. Marrying Wu Xi directly and bringing their brothers closer together is the best choice.
Marrying Wu Xi is not because of love.
In fact, both of them are relatively introverted and it is difficult to open their hearts to each other. Although they have been together for more than a year and have a harmonious relationship with each other, they do not know each other so much.
Today, Wu Xi wants to say what she is saying in her heart, and Shu Ya is certainly willing to listen.
She sat down and said, "My brother is there in the hospital. His mouth can make him say he is alive, so I don't need to go there right away. He just wants me to go there when I have time."
Wu Xi said: "That's good."
Shu Ya looked at him and smiled and asked, "Do you want it? I'll make a cup of tea for you and get it?"
Wu Xi also smiled and said, "Then we might as well go directly to the study to talk, where all the tea sets are available."
Shu Ya agreed and said, "Okay, from the time of getting married to now, you have either been busy with film and television companies or venture capital investigations. We really don't have time to talk together. Today you are not busy, and it's a good opportunity."
The two of them went to the study room upstairs.
In the study, there are two rattan chairs. In the middle of the rattan chairs is a small square table. On the square table is a small sea of tea and a set of glass tea sets, which makes it quite romantic.
The two of them sat opposite the tea sea, brewed tea and drank slowly. After a while, Wu Xi started to speak slowly.
"When I was a child, my dad was not yet at this position." Wu Xi began, "So, from the beginning of school to high school, my life is no different from that of ordinary children. If I don't study well in school, exams, and study well, I can't go to a good school.
At that time, my father had a low position, but after all, he was an official, and our family's living conditions were relatively better. Perhaps because of this, I was always in a state of overnutrition and had been chubby since I was a child.
When I was a child, I didn’t know my hobbies and didn’t realize anything. After I went to high school, I realized that my appearance was not favored by girls.
To be honest, I was quite inferior at that time and felt that if I didn’t study hard, I would have no advantage. But I used to be greedy for fun, and my academic performance was always bad. The high school I went to was also an ordinary high school. There were more naughty children in the school and the learning atmosphere was not very good.
Although I knew I had worked hard and studied hard, it was a little too late and I only got into an ordinary university.
When I arrived in college, my dad had a higher official position and I had more superior conditions.
Studying is really tiring, although my dad hopes that I can take the postgraduate entrance examination and will easily be able to work in the agency in the future. I also know that this is a better way out.
But I can no longer control myself. Most of my time in college is spent on playing.”
Shu Ya asked him: "What do you use to play with?"
Wu Xi smiled and said, "What can I play in college? People of my size are not like your brother. They play basketball and ballroom dance. I mainly play online, and the rest is chasing girls."
When Shu Ya heard this, she couldn't help but smile.
Wu Xi said: "You laughed, just thinking to yourself, as long as I am, I'm afraid I can only chase others but not, so the remaining girls are the ones?"
Shu Ya denied, "No, I didn't mean that. I mean, most of you boys go to college like you, chasing girls is the main course."
After thinking about it, he said again: "You actually look good, not as serious as you said. You have a white face, wear glasses, and look very gentle, very good, really."
Wu Xi laughed at herself and said, "You don't need to comfort me. In college, beautiful girls like your brother, and they don't like fat people like me."
Shu Ya said: "Is my brother handsome? I didn't see it."
Wu Xi said: "Being handsome doesn't necessarily mean being a slutty. Your brother is handsome and has a sunny appearance and his toned figure. This is what beautiful girls like."
Shu Ya thought about it and said, "Well, it makes sense, and then say it."
Wu Xi said: "I am not ugly, but I also have an average appearance and will disappear if I throw it into the crowd. Therefore, beautiful girls don't like me, and I don't like them in general.
But it doesn't matter. Our dad is just a golden signboard, and I have money in my hands. From then on, I used the conditions to give girls something that others could not afford or could not buy, or imply that my dad had the conditions to leave the other party in the city to deceive those beautiful girls."
Shu Ya asked: "You have cheated a lot?"
Wu Xi admitted frankly: "There are five or six, all of them are school beauties."
Shu Ya was startled and said, "So many, I can talk about two in almost a year."
Wu Xi said: "They promised to be with me because of my father's status and money. Such women are just cheating and playing around. Do I really agree to them? You don't know, if I talk about one, I feel more inferior in my heart."
Shu Ya looked at him in surprise and asked, "Why?"
Wu Xi smiled bitterly on her face and said, "Because they were with me not for me, but for the sake of money and being able to stay in this city, they were willing to be with me. I am also a more sensitive person. From the fact that they were with me and were inadvertently exposed, and their contempt for me, I knew that none of them really liked me.
So, after chasing a girl, it became a kind of revenge. I got it and cheated on me. I lost my interest and then I didn’t have it.
Don’t you like me, like money and opportunities to work in the city? The more you want to get, the less I let you get it. You don’t want me to get it, but I want to get it, so that you can completely lose what you don’t want to lose!"
Chapter completed!