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304 The journey of Dongba 104

But I don’t know if such a thing can be achieved.

Because many things are like this, things always have two sides and helplessness. Some things you think are good, but in fact they are useless to you, and some things they don’t work for you, but in fact they are very useful to you, and life is the same. For example, when I come into contact with these things and people, I always feel that these things have brought me some very good inspiration.

But I have always been very distressed and helpless about whether it is useful to me. Because I don’t know whether these things are useful, I also know that these things may have some unnecessary impact on me.

But no matter what, I have to persevere. I hope this matter will have a result, there may be problems, difficulties, and some situations that may be unclear.

But this is not a complicated thing for me after all. I believe these things will make me reach a more reasonable and perfect level. Isn’t it just to write a few words to make some money? I may have some backward and old-fashioned ideas. The books I read now are not enough, not enough, and I cannot learn more experiences and lessons from them. I need to find more things from here, as long as I want to learn, only in this way can I get better, or in other words, the efforts I put in should be valuable. This kind of thing is not a complicated thing. After all, it is just a sentence, learn more, read more, think more, and write more.

Is it really complicated? Not complicated at all.

But now some things have been hidden in me, leaving me with no time to take care of myself.

For example, children, parents, families, etc., there are many reasons and factors, but in fact, these are all excuses. As long as you want, you can still squeeze out time and energy, and contribute to your dreams.

But I can't do it. I always waste my energy on other meaningless things. It can even be said to be wasting my energy, wasting my time and life. I have been estimating that I may have a short period of 5 and 8 years of struggle. In the future, if I have 40 consecutive days, if my parents are older and have problems, you have to be responsible. Many things are not as simple as you think, and it will be so easy. At that time, there are still children and many things. Many things will be dispersed on you, making you feel that you will soon save a little. I have an older brother, although I am three years older.

But he can now say that he can make his life worry-free. So, I am still three years away from him. Can I catch up with him in these three years? Even if I can't catch up with him, can I make my life worry-free? This is really something that makes me feel very, very difficult to say, and I feel that there are some difficulties.

Because I don’t have confidence, I feel that I have flaws in many aspects.

But, from another perspective, is your brother free from flaws? He also has flaws, but no one is perfect.

But you have to see the bright spots in yourself, and you have to change all your shortcomings in yourself. In this way, you can better exert your abilities and realize your dreams.

Otherwise, you will still achieve nothing after all. At least this is to be self-disciplined, make yourself energetic, affect yourself, and gain more. This is enough.

Otherwise, what you learn and understand will lose color and meaning. Such things are really meaningless. In addition, from a new perspective, you have to consider what is suitable for you and what is not suitable for you. You may think that if I write these things, is it really useless? In fact, this is true. I am also confused about how to choose on the road of choice, whether it should follow the government or follow other routes, I can't figure out.

Because these things are like a maze, interfering with your vision, leaving you with no choice, and not knowing what to do next, and you feel that you are walking right.

In fact, you are not taking the right path. You know that you can't take the wrong path. This path is the right path.

But I think I should be a relatively lazy or timid person who doesn’t like to accept challenges and enjoy these things that cannot be said.

But I always have a point where I think I don’t do things well, don’t cause trouble to others, maybe others give me a lot of money, so I might consider it.

For example, like the colleague who made so much money in a month, I might consider it and sit down with a bit of bullet.

But now I feel that I don’t need to use my scalp, and it’s not better to do what I want to do. Sometimes I tell myself, think about what you experienced when you were at work and when you were a salesperson? What did you feel? At that time, the most painful thing made you feel the most helpless and what was it like when you were helpless? Now, you can do what you want to do at home, and there is no objection at home. This should be a very happy thing. To put it bluntly, it is also a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. If you want to seize them, you must not waste it. But now you are still in a daze every day. To put it bluntly, sometimes you always make yourself exhausted.

As a result, I do some meaningless things, play games, watch anime, and watch American TV series, and this thing is a never-ending feeling. After I finish the goal I set, I go to bed and learn after I finish it.

But brushing your teeth doesn't hurt. The first one brushes, the second one brushes, and the third one brushes all over this line, gives people a sense of endless feeling. Son phenomenon, I read the article, some people are very self-disciplined, and they said directly that there is no other way except to learn from you. People like them have no more resources and no more conditions in their lives. There is only one thing they can do, which is to constantly improve themselves and work hard, so that there is a way out.

Otherwise, you will always know that you are living a life of drunkenness and despair. Fortunately, what you are watching below is far less than what the senior management sees, and the scenery you see at the senior management is far beyond your imagination.

But you don’t have the ability to climb up, and you are constantly numbing yourself. If you don’t need others to suppress you, you will pull yourself down.

So this is really a very sad thing. I always feel that I should be able to learn from it and gain some knowledge from it. I really should handle these things well. The simplest thing is, if you say you should take care of your children, then when I was in the evening, the child lay down. Can you take down the book here than writing and reading notes on the branches? This doesn't seem to be much of a loss for you. And from all aspects, reading is definitely beneficial. People who don't read are really useless. They have made so many cartoons and so many American dramas.

In fact, it is relatively meaningless. The first thing is that you may indeed learn something like giants, dirty forces, etc.

But the effect is not great.

Because after all, there is a big gap between things in this area and online literature. So from this perspective, you cannot find more learning paths, so if you are better, just go directly to visit.

Because you are planning to engage in our profession, these things should bring you great help. So why not do it? In addition to this, we can also learn more vocabulary and master more things, and try to write by yourself. It is definitely not possible to rely on pronunciation alone. The ability to start writing also needs to be improved. This is also a very important thing. In fact, I am also thinking that I can't keep going like this. In the past few days, I may make my own manuscripts. After finishing the manuscripts, I still have to start writing and write. Today I will make a bigger one and try to save more manuscripts.

Then tomorrow I will resume the manuscripts every day, make some reading notes, write them, and write them every day. It is a matter of whether I have to write them or not every day. Even if I write 1,000 words a day, it will be a slight improvement for my writing style. Don’t bother with the words written like this, it doesn’t make sense. Is it okay? Will anyone read it? As long as I write them all, there will be progress in the end.

Of course, this is not written in 1,000 words or 2,000 words. We must write with our hearts, rather than writing this kind of flowing water, writing such meaningless things, and strive to do this.

In fact, it is difficult, but not difficult. So I booked to write two pictures every day before, but now it seems that I have gone all out. I think I should pick it up, even if it is not well written or even if it is written very badly.

But as long as I write 100, I still make progress. It is said that breast milk is a place to pick up money, and I don’t believe it.

But if I could use this month to write a book and bring me an income of 3,000 yuan, I think it is still worth it. It doesn’t matter. Paying and waiting does not mean rewards. Can Hefei not be equal? ​​I think that spending some money on the text you write now is a very good harvest. I just enlighten myself in this way, hoping that I can get some inspiration and inspiration from it.

But I don't know if such inspiration will work for him.

Because I can't get feedback, I can only say that in front of the mirror and in the myself in the mirror. You should do something, that is, do everything you want to learn and do as much as possible, and strive to save more time.

Otherwise, your time will slowly disappear, and you may unknowingly enter another level. Now you are really close to middle-aged people, so as a middle-aged person, you should be more responsible for your own affairs and personal coffee. So your family, in the future, and children must consider it in all aspects. This may be very tiring, but there is no way. This is the responsibility of the middleman. I believe that I can do all these things well.

Life is boring, I know that.

But there is no way. You can't change your own life even if you want to change it. There is a saying that you can't adapt to life, so enjoy it. Life is like this. Maybe you think it's too failed and too hard for me to live like this.

But you have to think about it carefully. Some people may fail and work harder than you. These things are inevitable and you can't change them, so we can only accept them. Moreover, there are some possible opportunities in this world that give you some better feelings. If people work hard, there should still be a way out, at least they will not have a way out no matter how hard they work.

But even that will be the case, there will be some special people and special talents who can stand out. These people are very strong people.

So they are used to be called heroes, and we are also an abalone for such people, and we are very appreciative and respectful of them.

In fact, everyone is a hero, and you can do this. It depends on whether you want to do it. I have already given a lot of suggestions to myself in another world. I hope he will do it and do it. I don’t know if he can do it before. He replied to me that he has started to formulate a study plan now, which is a good thing. So whether the study plan can be implemented depends on himself.

After all, he has a lot of things at home when he is middle-aged. He just hopes that he can overcome difficulties and move forward bravely. This can only be a good explanation for him now. In addition to these things, now I have temporarily returned to my body. I began to think about what to do next. The things have been bought, nothing has been done. I began to prepare for the next step of action. I know that I must find a way to leave and hurt you. It should be something within these three days. However, whether I can leave here smoothly within these three days is still unknown.

Because everything is very slim and very ethereal, you can't say whether this thing will be unexpected? There are always some unexpected things that bother you, making you unable to understand and bear such problems. In the future, there may be many things that leave you in a situation where you don't know what to do. When encountering such a situation, many people are helpless.

Actually, I am the same. Although I am a person with some abilities, I can use some magic to be a court wizard, and I am also an earl of the country.

But in some aspects, I am still a very failed person. As a traveler, I have not gotten out of my predicament for so long and have been staying in one place for 10 years. This is really not a good thing. I should have been traveling and traveling until I return to my hometown when I was old.

Then I was covered with glory and scars, so that I could gain the tension of others, but now I have become a comfortable and good-looking count. This situation really makes people feel very sad and helpless. I also know that this situation will definitely bring people a very bad feeling, and I feel like I am a waste.

But I know in my heart whether I am a waste or not, and some people are concerned about my situation.

But some doubts and bad feelings, they felt that everything I did was really bad and helpless, or that what I experienced was a disaster for them.

But I think this is also a kind of wealth. In this way, many things in life always have some things that make you unsatisfactory, something that makes you feel incredible, or you think such things are simply unreasonable, but such things are ultimately the same sentence, which will not make you feel bored or tired.

Because you are bored and helpless, there is no way to do it. You can only accept that things cannot be changed. Everything has been solidified. If you want to change, you can only change yourself. I think this sentence is right. If you can't change the world, then change yourself. I will change myself now.

To be honest, I haven't changed myself at all. I can't change it. I think I'm so old, what's the point of changing? Another thing I don't want to change myself. Change something is a very painful thing. I always have to endure a lot of discomforts and discomforts, and make myself go from one level to another, and make you write from right hand to left hand. This is indeed a very painful thing, and many inconvenient things are placed in front of you.

But if you don't do it, don't break these rules, don't break these rules.

The final result is still the same, and I hope I can break these rules.

But I don't know if I have the courage to try it out before.

But in the end it failed and only lasted for 4 months and 5 months, about half a year.

But such a world is a torture and pain for me. I also think I am not suitable for such a job. I don't think I thought it would be just replaced before. He was interested in this matter. She liked these things, and he felt that these things should be done for him.

So he has always had a very good idea and a feeling about these things. Maybe he can't understand many things for him, and he doesn't know what to do with these things. However, sometimes, he is afraid that the children will think that this thing can train a person from one perspective and from another perspective. He will soon enter the role, although he spent three years and five years doing this job.

But for me, these 5 years.

In fact, he has actually been integrated into it for a long time.

It’s just that I’ve made myself stronger in 5 years, and I’ve been working hard to integrate in the past six months.

As a result, if you still can't integrate, this situation will cause people to feel bored and depressed in life.

Because this kind of thing is really painful and powerless. No matter how hard you use it, you don’t feel like this. You can’t remember any splashes when you hit the quagmire. This feeling is so troublesome.

But I think the job I am now in is the same. No matter how much energy I put in, I can’t remember too much water. Maybe I have to prepare to write 10,000 words every day, which looks a lot.

But if you write all the garbage, the quality will all be discharged if it drops.

The final result is also meaningless. So when faced with such a situation, you are also thinking about what to do is the best situation, or what to do to make yourself better and more comprehensive improvements one by one. He is still smart enough to change himself. There is no other way. You feel that the future society can't change anything, you can only change yourself. Perhaps some people you may change are your sons.

But you don’t know if your education for your son is normal or correct? I suddenly realized that I had realized that I entered my body in the parallel world before. Did something that was indescribable or something that made people feel strange? It is very possible, but this kind of thing eventually makes people feel helpless and unsolvable. I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what to do, or I don’t know what to happen, or I don’t know whether something that will happen in the future that will make people unable to solve and understand.

But I also know that such things may not give me too much time to consider. I have to seize the time and collect it quickly. It takes very little time to use it. It is really possible that it is 5 years or eight years or even shorter.

Because you don’t know when there will be an accident at home that will happen to 1,000. If you say something like this, it will be more discouraged and unlucky.

However, this is really something you should consider. Just like what I said before, there was a change in the family and family. At this time, the only thing that can survive is money. If you don’t have money, you can survive anything. Unfortunately, I don’t have a penny now. What I really told you is that there is not even a single deposit. What should I do if there is such a risk? Once there is a problem, it is the rhythm of relapse into poverty and the rhythm of collapse, and the whole family will fall into a dilemma and fall apart. This is the result I don’t want to see.

So I have to seize the time and develop as soon as possible, at least I don’t have to be in a mess. I earn 30,000 or 50,000 yuan a year, so that I can save this money in the future to take precautions. Although 30,000 or 50,000 yuan is really a drop in the bucket for them sometimes.

But these things finally didn't work. I kept thinking that these things really need to be considered carefully. How can I overcome this difficulty? I think there will be many such difficulties in the future.
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