Chapter 186: Bliss and loneliness, drink to the moon
Chapter 1,86: Bliss and loneliness. Drinking to the moon
After a lot of clouds and rain, many years of long-term wishes were realized. The elders who were tall and above, who used to see themselves as children, like puppets, and like toys, were all under themselves at this moment, moaning and letting themselves be free to fish and meat.
Xiang Yuer is full of confidence at this moment. She has a hundred years of life. She has no glory in her current life before. She should be like this. Holding a seven-foot sword, killing the heroes of the world, and sleeping with the beauties of the world. As long as she has strong strength, she can do anything and get anything. This is life.
Xiang Yu'er left her bedroom and walked in the mountain gate of the Jile Ecstasy Sect. Countless disciples of Jile Ecstasy Sect saw him, and looked in awe in their eyes and saluted him respectfully. This kind of respect comes from the heart.
All the disciples of the Jilei Sui Sect are full of enthusiasm. At this moment, the Jilei Sui Sui Sect is no longer the soft persimmon of the past. They can be bullied at will, and everyone is extremely happy.
You can get what you want and make your friends and relatives so happy. What regrets do you have in your life? Xiang Yuer is extremely proud and happy. There is nothing happier in this life than this moment. It is so happy.
The young man was successful and proud, with a sword in his hand, wishing he could be taller than the sky.
At this moment, he needs someone to share, and everyone is like this. At this moment, he thinks of that senior, the number one person in the world who selflessly helps himself.
He quickly walked to the forbidden area on the cliff below the mountain gate, and he knew that the senior would definitely wait for him there.
When she arrived on the platform, Xiangyuer shouted:
"Senior, senior, I won, I succeed, I..."
After shouting loudly, Xiangyuer found that there was no one on the platform, only four words:
Be good at doing it yourself.
The senior disappeared, left, and returned to his Xuanyuan Sword Sect. Never see him again.
It's like a child who has finally achieved success. He returns home and wants to talk to his parents, but at the moment he goes home, he finds that his home is gone, his parents are gone, and no one listens to his efforts. His success becomes meaningless.
At this moment, the joy that made him extremely excited suddenly became meaningless. In an instant, Xiangyuer felt a kind of loss, an extremely painful loss, as if she had lost everything.
He sat on the platform, alone, speechless.
Loneliness, boundless loneliness, pours into my heart.
He didn't know that Yu Zecheng was by his side and kept looking at him gently.
Xiangyuer is now at a critical point in life. It is easy to kill a group of enemies, but it is difficult to break through this paradise of bliss.
What is the ultimate happiness? It is the ultimate happiness in the world. But what is after this happiness? It is said that happiness does not last long. Extreme happiness leads to sorrow. After the paradise is the endless pain after losing this happiness.
Back then, the predecessors of the Pure Land Sect started their sects, used this process of pursuing Pure Land and never gaining the ability to temper their minds and nature.
At the same time, by gaining the Pure Land, losing the Pure Land, and pursuing the Pure Land again, in the process, awaken one's own mind, understand what one really wants, and use it to sacrifice one's mind, move one's mind and endure one's nature, understand the heaven and earth, and finally reach the omnipotence and ascend to the immortal world.
The Pure Land Ecstasy Sect looks at pursuing happiness in life, but in this pursuit, it is actually to temper itself by using the pain of gaining loss and seeking but not getting.
The center of the flowers remains unmoved, and I know all the emotions in the world. The ultimate bliss disappears from the quietness of the body and soul, and only after the ultimate is the soul.
Therefore, the Pure Land Soul-Entertainment Sect was rampant in the world and no one could stop it, but it was like after this Pure Land, happiness would definitely disappear after it.
After several great disasters, the predecessors were finally exiled, their skills were lost, and their sects changed greatly. From the original pursuit of various paradise, they gradually moved closer to the feeling of being in the water and the feeling of being in harmony.
Because the magic tricks are lost, this is necessary, because this kind of happiness is the easiest to obtain and is the most basic instinct of human beings. As for the final breakthrough of the realm of paradise, it is even more lost.
Therefore, the Jile Ecological Soul-Enjoying Sect is becoming more and more destructive, which is the fundamental reason.
Why did Fairy Shuiyu revival the Pilgrimage Sect? In fact, when she was in love with Xiang Manyi, it was the peak of her Pilgrimage.
But suddenly, the fragrant clothes were killed in battle, and the flowers fell on the stems, and the mandarin ducks broke their wings, and the paradise instantly turned into extreme pain. The water jade fairy broke through the paradise realm of paradise and achieved such success.
Xiangyuer and Yu Zechang wanted to bring him back to Xuanyuan Sword Sect and take him as Xuanyuan disciple, but Xiangyuer chose his own path and would not join the Xuanyuan Sword Sect. He was a disciple of the Jile Ecstasy Sect and the Dead Soldier Jile Ecstasy Sect. Since his son made the decision, his father could only do his best to help.
I feel sorry for parents in the world. For the sake of their son, parents can give up everything.
Xiang Yuer is completely a second-generation ancestor. Under the spoiled spoiled by Fairy Shuiyu, he knows the sufferings of the world.
However, during his contact with him, Yu Zecheng discovered that Xiang Yuer was not the kind of evil person who bullied the weak and deprived others of their happiness at will. Instead, he became a puppet of others and was bullied.
It can be said that there is a kind of weakness in his personality, but also a kind of strength.
Seeing that the sect was about to perish, I fantasized about using emotions and using my own body to change everything, but was abandoned by others. My hard struggle was just a toy in the eyes of others, and I have to say it was a kind of sorrow.
When he swung his sword and killed his past lover, how many people knew the pain in his heart.
Therefore, Yu Zecheng taught him the supreme sword technique, so that he could regain his self-esteem, and run rampant around the world, so that he could do whatever he wanted, and do whatever he wanted.
Xiangyuer is different from others. His birth was when Nayaxiang was the chief commander of Shitihuanin, and when she realized the way of light, she was born with the laws of heaven. He could be said to be born as a true master of the emptiness and true master, and was born with the laws of heaven.
The control of the laws of heaven is completely his instinct. Compared to all monks who have been practicing for countless years, they have the laws of heaven and are one step ahead at the starting line.
Therefore, he can master the supreme sword technique within a hundred days in the martial arts space and control the tenth-level flying sword. He does not have to work so hard to achieve such a state of mind, which is an innate advantage and cannot be changed.
At this moment, Yu Zecheng's sudden departure made him lose that kind of bliss in an instant and gradually become in the realm of bliss.
Xiangyuer sat there, uneasy, and the senior left like that, without even saying goodbye. Finally, she sighed and returned to the sect.
Back at the bedroom, the five Zhenyi, Zhaixing, Qingyi, Ziwei, Narcissus and Muyan, treated him with completely opposite attitudes, some were as enthusiastic as fire, while others were extremely cold.
Xiangyuer enjoys the treatment of the emperor on earth here, and countless beauties are around her, and she can do whatever she wants.
But over time, an indescribable loneliness appears in my heart.
In the past, he was surrounded by countless beauties, and all beauties could give everything for him. After reading all the flowers, the happiness of the body was completely unattractive to him.
Now I have the initiative and do whatever I want. The joy of picking all women gradually disappears.
Looking at the countless beauties in front of him, their graceful and beautiful bodies, now in his eyes, they were red pink skeletons, and they didn't feel anything at all.
Instead, my heart was cold and there was no trace of feeling.
Will these people behave like Arou and the others? In fact, they just treat themselves as playthings and will only betray themselves at critical moments.
Xiangyuer doesn’t know, really doesn’t know.
Walking among the sect, countless people saluted respectfully, but he saw awe in their eyes. Apart from awe, he did not notice worship, and had no other feelings. They were all afraid of themselves, maybe they were just afraid of themselves.
After bliss, there is endless loneliness and endless distress.
The fragrant fish wandered among the crowd, but among the thousands, it seemed that they were the only one, lonely here.
Where is my way, what should I do in the future, where should I go, what is my life, why am I born in the world, what is the meaning of me here, and why am I alive?
Countless delusions kept popping up in Xiangyu'er's mind, and he didn't know what to do.
The happiness of the past has no meaning, and life has no direction at this moment.
Xiangyu'er was like a walking corpse, walking around step by step. Before he knew it, he returned to that platform. This was originally a place where he dated women, but those women betrayed him and died under his sword.
It would be great if seniors were here, Xiang Yuer kept imagining in her heart.
Walking into the platform, he suddenly smiled.
The senior appeared before his eyes again, and he did not abandon himself.
There was a stone platform in front of the senior. On the stone platform, there were four meats and four vegetables, and a pot of turbid wine. Yu Zecheng was waiting for him silently.
Xiangyuer walked over quickly and shouted:
"senior……"
I couldn't say anything anymore, only tears fell.
Yu Zecheng smiled at him and said:
"Is it lonely? After bliss, is it endless loneliness?"
Xiangyuer nodded and said:
"Yes, endless loneliness. All the happiness of the past has no meaning."
Yu Zecheng said:
"No, happiness or happiness, it's just that the angle is different. Come and sit down and have a drink with me."
The two sat down, savory wine, and raised their glasses to drink.
Yu Zecheng said slowly:
“This is your own choice, and I respect your choice.
My Xuanyuan Sword Sect must be determined without hesitation, with one sword in hand, persevere to the end, and fight to the last moment.
Your Pure Bliss and Soul-Entering Sect will endure this loneliness, pursue Pure Bliss, and finally lose Pure Bliss, and practice your original heart in this loneliness.
This is your and my destiny. You and I are monks. If you embark on the path of immortality, you must go on like this. Whether it is suffering or joy, everything is endured and persisted to the end.”
Xiangyuer said:
"But why do we have to do this? Is my life just like this?"
Yu Zecheng said:
"That doesn't matter, what's important is that we have already embarked on this fairy path, so we have to continue.
Only by persevering to the end, for our ideals, for our loved ones, and for our past struggles.
This is our life, and this kind of life will be without regrets.
If you can't figure it out yet, don't think about it anymore. After you go back, you continue to think about it. Finally, you choose your choice. Come to me and tell me your choice.
Don’t think about it now, come and have a drink with me.”
Xiangyuer smiled, raised her wine glass and said:
"It is my honor to be able to have a drink with the number one person in the world."
The two of them sat in the sky, the breeze blew, a cup of turbid wine, and a drink of the moon, and the father and son gathered together and were in a happy mood.
Chapter completed!