Chapter 166 It would be fine if she didn't exist(1/2)
Shen Yu was awakened by Qiao Sheng's whimpering.
He was a light sleeper, and he was thinking about Qiao Sheng, so even the smallest sound could wake him up.
The lights in the ward were dim. When Shen Yu turned around, his back hit the corner of the table. The pain made people frown, but Shen Yu had no intention of caring about himself.
Quickly walking to Qiao Sheng's bedside, Shen Yu turned on a small bright yellow lamp next to her. The light shone on Qiao Sheng's face. Her eyes were red and swollen from crying, and her face became paler. She put her hands on her lips, Avoid making noise that disturbs others.
This is Qiao Sheng. No matter how sad he is, the first thing that comes to his mind is not to cause trouble to others.
She is so kind.
Before Shen Yu asked her how she felt, Qiao Sheng said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry..."
She swallowed even more, "I woke you up."
Hearing such words, how could Shen Yu not feel heartbroken.
He bent down and approached, asking softly, "Do you feel uncomfortable anywhere? Are you hungry? I'll buy some food and come back."
Qiao Sheng raised her hand to wipe away her tears. She shook her head and said in a crying voice, "How is Feng Ji? Is the operation done?"
These are the two things she fears most.
One is that Feng Ji failed to save her, and the other is that she lost her baby.
She didn't have the courage to ask about the child. Qiao Sheng was not a superstitious person, but that dream was too sad.
Why did a beautiful blue butterfly fly outside the window, and why did it suddenly disappear?
She didn't dare to think about it, Qiao Sheng was afraid that all this would be true!
Tears fell from the corners of his eyes again. Qiao Sheng looked at Shen Yu. Why did he hesitate for so long? Could it be!
"Is it bad to be silent?" Qiao Sheng was frightened, "Is he already..."
Qiao Sheng didn't dare to say the word "die".
She shed tears silently, watching Shen Yu anxiously shake his head and deny, "He is fine, Qiao Qiao, don't cry, he is alive and well."
Feng Ji is still alive, that’s great.
She asked about Feng Ji's current situation, and Shen Yu didn't want to hide it from her, so he spoke truthfully.
"Feng Ji's injury was too serious. He was sent to the intensive care unit an hour ago. The doctor will do his best to help Feng Ji recover. He will be fine, Qiao Qiao."
Qiao Sheng saw Feng Ji's injuries with his own eyes.
The word "severely injured" is actually an understatement. Feng Ji was tortured so hard that he couldn't even look human. He also lost an arm forever...
The arm was cooked and could not be used by doctors for surgery. If he wanted to become a normal person in the future, he would have to install a prosthetic limb.
Feng Ji has never done anything, why should he be hurt like this by the Lu family.
Qiao Sheng was angry, but more importantly, she was sad for Feng Ji. She had lost two little fingers, and now Feng Ji had his arm broken before his eyes.
Qiao Sheng had experienced pain, so he could understand the despair and pain Feng Ji felt at that time.
But she couldn't do anything. If she had gone a few hours earlier, Feng Ji would have ended up differently.
It's her fault.
It must be.
The same goes for Lu Tingyuan. If he hadn't dealt with things for himself, he wouldn't have died, and all the bad things that followed wouldn't have happened.
It's all because of her, everything is because of her.
Why should others bear the responsibility for her fault?
She's sorry for Feng Ji, she's sorry for Ting Yuan... she's sorry for the baby in her belly, she's sorry for An An, she's sorry for anyone, really, sorry.
Shen Yu could see her shoulders shaking slightly, and her face was even uglier than before. Qiao Sheng's eyes used to be bright, but now they were dim and dark.
He is a doctor and can always sensitively detect abnormalities in his patients. If this continues, Qiao Sheng will have serious psychological problems.
Maybe now, Qiao Sheng has begun to be controlled by her emotions, and if this continues, she will get sick.
Shen Yu raised his hand and gently placed it on her forehead, stroking it slowly to divert her attention, "Qiaoqiao, are you hungry? I'll buy your favorite buns and sweet and sour snacks. Tenderloin, how about a piece of white fungus and lotus seed soup?"
Qiao Sheng shook her head. She had no appetite. Now she just felt like her head was in a mess. She didn't want to do anything. She just kept crying and couldn't stop her tears no matter what.
"Qiaoqiao, how about some water?"
Qiao Sheng still shook his head.
"Are you too tired? It's very late now, Qiaoqiao, go to sleep, I will always be by your side, don't be afraid."
Qiao Sheng's red eyes looked at Shen Yu. She bit her lip lightly. Before she could say anything, tears came out again.
I hate the way she looks like this.
"Shen Yu."
Qiao Sheng called his name, but she didn't dare to speak directly. She just asked him, "Is there anything else you want to tell me?"
Shen Yu's expression changed slightly, and he didn't answer immediately, but just tucked her into bed.
His eyes were a little evasive, which made Qiao Sheng understand a little bit.
She understands...
The most cruel and bloody fact was placed in front of him.
Why are you so cruel to yourself?
Did fate feel that she had not suffered enough? Or did God feel that she should not continue to live and should end this miserable life as soon as possible?
Her life is destined to be tragedy and suffering.
"Shen Yu, I had a dream. In the dream, there was a lovely baby boy waiting for me."
Qiao Sheng tried his best to speak calmly, but no matter how hard he tried to hide it, the vibrato in his tone was still very clear.
"That little guy is so beautiful. He is so young and can't speak yet. He looks at me with his bright eyes. He is so cute."
"But when I wanted to hug him, he disappeared without a trace."
"Before I even had time to hold his hand, he was gone."
Qiao Sheng tried very hard to slightly raise the corners of his mouth, but his smile was full of bitterness.
"I know it's my child saying goodbye to me. I've known this would be the result since I woke up. I don't want to believe it. I'd rather live in a lie."
Qiao Sheng's voice became smaller and smaller, and eventually, she began to cry quietly.
"Actually, I'm not sad at all, really."
"This baby came by mistake."
"The day I discovered his existence, I lost Lu Tingyuan. If he was really born, he would not have a father, so I am not sad to lose my child. He will have a family again, a complete family, and Or, Lu Tingyuan left with him, they are waiting for An An and me, we will be reunited in the next life..."
"I'm not sad. There's nothing to be sad about."
"Really, it's nothing."
Qiao Sheng sobbed and covered his face with his hands, crying in pain.
"Shen Yu, do you know? Since he passed away, I have never been able to see him again. Tingyuan is so cruel. Why is he so cruel and he doesn't even come to see me?"
She began to blame him and hate him.
What he said never counted, and he didn't even want to appear in his dreams.
He is so cruel, how could he be willing to leave him alone.
Tingyuan, please tell me if the baby is by your side.
I didn't protect our children. I am the most useless person in the world. It's all my fault. I caused the situation today.
It would be great if she did not exist. In this case, the Qiao family would not raise an unrelated daughter, Lu Tingyuan would not know herself, and she would not drag him down for the rest of his life. An An would not be poisoned by traffickers, and she would not I would never lose my child or experience so many fatal blows!
It would be fine if I had never appeared.
Shen Yu could feel Qiao Sheng's heartbeat beating violently. He poured her a glass of water with a small amount of sleeping pills in it.
She gradually calmed down and fell into a deep sleep.
Under the light, Shen Yu could still see the tears twinkling in the corners of her eyes.
Slowly lowering his head, Shen Yu kissed the corners of Qiao Sheng's eyes...
Quietly leaving the door, he took out his cell phone to contact someone.
"Seventh brother, what's the matter?"
"How is the situation with the Lu family?"
"The Lu family kept the lights on all night, and the old man is still standing in the Lu family's ancestral hall."
Oh.
Shen Yu sneered.
When night fell, Mr. Lu came with his people, but after hearing the news of Qiao Sheng's miscarriage, he left with his people again, so decisively and simply.
To be continued...