Chapter 173 No matter spring, summer, autumn or winter, the wind will always be there
After seeking the doctor's permission, Qiao Sheng put on sterile clothes and prepared to go in to take a look at Feng Ji.
She wanted to see Feng Ji's condition with her own eyes. He had suffered so many injuries. She was afraid that Feng Ji's recovery would only be short-lived. After losing Lu Tingyuan, she became worried about gains and losses, fearing that the people around her would stay away from her.
Zhou Ze followed closely behind her, and he also wanted to go in with her.
Qiao Sheng thought about it. Zhou Ze has an impatient temper and is easily impulsive. After entering, he chatted with Feng Ji. If he got emotional while talking, it would affect Feng Ji. The most important thing now is that Feng Ji takes good care of his health. He cannot be
disturb.
Qiao Sheng did not take Zhou Ze with him and ignored Zhou Ze's aggrieved face.
Qiao Sheng opened the door of the intensive care unit and walked in.
It was so quiet inside that Qiao Sheng seemed to hear the sound of her own heartbeat. She slowly walked to the bed. Before entering, Qiao Sheng made full mental preparations.
Don't cry. If you cry, mist will form in your clothes, which will affect her vision and make Feng Ji sad.
Don't get excited, stay calm no matter what you see, and suppress strong emotions. When Feng Ji gets better, she will take Feng Ji to settle the accounts in person!
Don't talk too much, Feng Ji needs to rest. There are many things she wants to know, but she has to wait until Feng Ji gets better, at least go to an ordinary ward from here, and then ask him.
Qiao Sheng took a deep breath and finally walked to the bed.
Feng Ji was seriously injured, with instrument tubes all over his body. He was wearing an oxygen mask and had fluids on the back of his hands and head. No matter how many medicines were available, Feng Ji was still in so much pain that he couldn't move. He couldn't even turn his head.
.
He could only stare straight at the ceiling, but his eyes were somewhat corroded by chemicals, and there were always double images when he looked at things.
In the ten minutes after Feng Ji woke up, he recalled what he still remembered. When he confirmed that he was still alive, Feng Ji knew that his sister-in-law had saved him.
The reason why he is so sure is that he has 100% trust in Qiao Sheng. Once he knows that something is wrong with him, his sister-in-law will do whatever it takes to save him.
Hearing footsteps, Feng Ji wondered if his sister-in-law was here.
He was very happy to be alive to see his sister-in-law, but after the happiness, Feng Ji was left with regret, guilt, self-blame and pain!
Why is he the one who is alive? Why is he the one who is alive! If only he could die for Ting Yuan, he really does not deserve to live!
Feng Ji couldn't help but feel excited. Just when Qiao Sheng was about to go see him, he heard the beep beep sound of the instrument.
Qiao Sheng couldn't quite understand what was displayed on it. The only thing she could understand was the heartbeat chart. Feng Ji's heartbeat was very fast. Qiao Sheng was startled and hurriedly put her head over, "Feng Ji!"
Qiao Sheng's voice sounded different through the thick clothes. In order to let Feng Ji know it was her, she specially added her name.
"It's me, Qiao Sheng, I'm here to see you, Feng Ji."
"Don't get excited. Try to calm down first. If you feel uncomfortable somewhere, I'll call the doctor right away."
As soon as Qiao Sheng finished speaking, he saw tears welling up in Feng Ji's eyes. He seemed to want to say something or do something, but after trying for a long time, he couldn't do anything.
Qiao Sheng wanted to call the doctor, but she saw Feng Ji trying hard to move her hands with two movable fingers, as if telling her not to leave.
"I won't leave, I won't leave, don't worry, the doctor will allow me to stay longer."
Hearing these words, Feng Ji stopped moving and closed his eyes.
Qiao Sheng knew the reason for his excitement was because he saw her. She comforted Feng Ji, "I'm fine. Zhou Ze is by my side to help me. Everything is fine. Feng Ji, don't worry. I'll wait for you to get better."
At that time, I will pick you up and take you home."
The word "go home" hurt Feng Ji's heart.
He will not forget what happened before that scene. Tingyuan wanted to go home so much, to see his sister-in-law and daughter, but in the end, in the end...
Feng Ji shed more tears, and Qiao Sheng anxiously wanted to reach out and wipe them away, but did not dare to touch the masks on his face.
"Don't cry, Feng Ji, don't cry."
"I'm really fine. Look at me. I'm not hurt. I cheered up early. Feng Ji, Ting Yuan and I both understand what kind of person you are. Even I can live with a smile, and so can you.
Can."
"Don't think about the past. Fengji is in the past. We can't keep looking at the past. We have to move forward."
Qiao Sheng's heart ached when she said these words. She was pretending to be strong because she couldn't fall down.
She knew in her heart that she couldn't get over what she couldn't get over. What she lost was her lover and her own flesh and blood. No one in the world could empathize with her. Only she could understand the despair and pain of what she had experienced.
The same goes for Feng Ji. He is even more uncomfortable than himself because he watched Ting Yuan die before his eyes. He has followed Ting Yuan for so many years. For Feng Ji, it will be a hundred times more uncomfortable than death!
She knew that Feng Ji was feeling sad. He kept crying and crying. This was the first time she had seen Feng Ji like this.
Qiao Sheng couldn't look at it anymore. She was afraid that she couldn't hold back her tears. She finally saw Feng Ji open her eyes. They couldn't look into each other's eyes and cry together.
"If you keep crying, I won't let you follow me! Feng Ji, you know who I am, and I do what I say!" Qiao Sheng threatened him, she didn't want Feng Ji to blame himself blindly.
"I said it's okay, it's okay. I am Tingyuan's woman, much stronger than you think. You are Tingyuan's brother, but you are so useless and only know how to shed tears. Tingyuan has a spirit in the sky to see this.
You will definitely regret calling yourself a brother."
"If you keep crying, you really don't deserve to be our family!"
With such a threat, Feng Ji's tears stopped flowing.
Feng Ji's eyes were slightly red, and he used all his strength to endure the tremendous pain.
He wanted to speak, but he couldn't raise his hand to take away the oxygen mask because his hand was still infusion.
Feng Ji wanted to raise his other hand, but then realized that he only had one arm now, and from now on, he would be a disabled person.
He could only look at Qiao Sheng silently, listening to her return to her usual gentle voice.
"Fengji, actually Tingyuan is always here. You are always with him. You should know that he used Mr. Feng's name to give me gifts. No matter spring, summer or autumn, Feng will always be there. He is always by our side. I
Believe me, he never left."
"I miss him as much as you do. On the day of the funeral, we will go see him off. You have to work hard to get better and don't miss the day to see him off."
"Don't be sad anymore, because we have more important things to do. Get well as soon as possible, and then we can go home."
Feng Ji couldn't nod. He could only look at Qiao Sheng with his hot eyes to express his feelings.
He is willing, willing to swear allegiance to Qiao Sheng to the death! He will always be by his sister-in-law and An An's side!
He will not forget that Tingyuan was killed, and he will avenge Tingyuan!
He will also never forget how the Lu family tortured him to get Tingyuan's property and rights, and he will never let the Lu family's conspiracy succeed! As his sister-in-law said, they have to do a lot, and it is very important!
He had to get well as soon as possible so that he could help his sister-in-law.
Feng Ji shed tears again. Qiao Sheng seemed to be comforting a child, "Okay, I won't blame you for crying this time. Wipe your tears and we will live well."
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After leaving the intensive care unit, Qiao Sheng went to the next room.
After taking off his sterile clothes, Qiao Sheng wiped the hot sweat from his forehead and sat on the stool alone, lost in thought.
She can comfort others, but cannot comfort herself.
Living a good life is easy to say, but really difficult to do.
She still couldn't accept the fact that Lu Tingyuan was gone. How could she live a good life without him?
Qiao Sheng bit her lip tightly. Fortunately, she didn't shed any more tears this time.
She has no time to cry, she has to do the next thing!
When Qiao Sheng got up and was about to leave the room, he suddenly received a text message.
Chapter completed!