In my life, I have experienced one thing after another and learned to entertain myself when I am alone.

Fortunately, I can persevere.

I am used to walking alone in the bustling city, staring blankly at the people coming and going.

I'm used to looking out the window alone, but I always feel a strong sense of loneliness.

Once upon a time, I had countless beautiful yearnings for the future, and I longed to go to the other side of happiness.

I am young and frivolous, but I don’t know how to cherish precious time.

I squander my youth and run wildly on the road of life. I will see many scenes I have never seen before, experience confusion, experience unexpected beauty, and at some point I will think of my old friends.

This era is not a good one, so people who are nostalgic always appear in an endless stream.

In this era, too many people live in anxiety day after day, so they can never see the glimmer of hope, so they always want to go back to the past. I want to go back to the time when the Internet is not very developed but people can be rich

The times of life.

House prices were not too expensive in the past.

Everyone has a bright smile on their face and earns a meager salary, but they always feel happy.

Everyone works hard to do their job without any complaints.

After get off work, I turned on the radio, listened to my favorite music, and enjoyed the beauty of leisure time. The feeling of happiness lingered.

People of that era did not feel tired due to the pressure of survival, nor did they worry about finding a suitable job after losing their jobs.

Although there is no such developed network and ever-changing technology, it is enough to make people feel happy.

However, that sense of happiness gradually disappeared with the development of the times. When I found that the people around me gradually became hypocritical, and the defenses between people gradually deepened, at that moment, did I find that everything was slowly changing?

When I feel out of place in the world, the people around me have become reality, and I am still dreaming of fairy tales, do I realize that I am too naive?

The world is constantly changing, and I am constantly suffering from inner pain.

Some people have already become winners in life, and some people have already been disappointed in this era, but I still have not forgotten the past. I think of myself finding a class, and the buses and subways are crowded every day. On the way to work, I listen to

Songs playing in my headphones, I’m busy working in the office, but I still can’t find a sense of existence. I don’t think it’s a good life to live like this.

In fact, there are many people like me in the world, who are confused and anxious, distressed and tired, worried about mortgage and car loans, and sad that they cannot find the meaning of life.

Financial pressure and life pressure will make me anxious, but no one can feel it deeply. I suddenly want to have a time machine and go back to that era full of harmony and happiness, but nothing can be changed. I can only live in the cruel

Moving forward in reality, on the stage, the singers are still singing beautiful songs, but there is a hint of sadness in the songs.

On campus, there is still the sound of catchy reading.

The sound of reading was still as loud as usual, but there was a hint of fatigue.

In the workplace, everyone is still busy with their work, and conspiracies still exist.

No one cares about my feelings.

Instead, I could only endure it silently, rent a room, and find someone to chat with me until late at night when I was alone watching videos on my phone.

When I feel that this era is developing rapidly, everyone starts to become impetuous.

Even love is like fast food.

Today, too many people accompany them shopping and say sweet words of love to her. Tomorrow, they will part ways and fall into the arms of others.

I can't help but wonder what is wrong with the world?

But I can't always find the answer.

I always feel that the world is not good enough, and I am often disappointed in life. When the epidemic is not over yet and all walks of life begin to decline, everyone is working hard. The pressure on mortgage and car loans has not been relieved. In this era of rapid development,

The poison in people's hearts is vividly displayed.

Young people do not pursue romantic romance, but at the moment they graduate from college, their passion is quickly eroded by life. Some people are constantly wandering on the road to finding a job, and some people have already endured heavy financial pressure.

RVs have become a standard feature of this era.

However, high housing prices have discouraged many people, who cannot afford the high cost of living with their low wages.

In this era of depression, some people still have unrealistic dreams, while some people always stay awake.

However, a sober person cannot wake up a person pretending to sleep, just like a vampire swallowing up the happiness and hope in people's lives, these people have been enjoying this unique happiness.

This era is so unstable and everything is changing, but my daily life is the same as before, without too much trouble, just doing my own thing silently.

This feeling is peaceful and beautiful. Life will always give me surprises of this kind and experiences of this kind.

In more and more experiences, I have learned to be a good person and to persuade others with virtue. This is what I have really learned from these things. This year is coming to an end.

We will also encounter all kinds of busyness in life, reading and work.

Simple and trivial, but also full of human fireworks. I am lucky to be a financially independent person.

The troubles of the world are always being greedy and always wanting to have too much.

In fact, human life is short and worth cherishing.

They have to face this embarrassment. Learn to accept it calmly, face life and work calmly, create a positive day, and warm their hearts with sunshine.

Even if no one comes to warm me, I should persist and learn to love myself. The world is amazing.

This year, the embarrassments of various eras continued to unfold. People seemed confused, but they still carried their burdens and moved forward, looking for the light.

I don't know if the dawn will come, but I just want to understand the world in my own way, and just treat it calmly and rationally with an attitude of experience, without too many twists and turns.

Life is always bitter, and it is not easy for anyone to escape its pain.

Therefore, learning to take pleasure in pain has become a helpless task for many adults!

This era is very embarrassing.
Chapter completed!