Dog Diary 17
Luo Ze started avoiding me.
Although he still went to school as usual, he deliberately avoided communication with me.
He never asked me questions again, and always locked myself in my room as soon as I got home. I had never been so eager to defend myself. I couldn’t even figure out the reason for this anxiety.
If it were anyone else, I would have kept silent and let them think what they thought, but with Luo Ze on the other side, it was hard for me to be calm and composed.
I finally made it to the weekend with this anxiety, and I planned to have a good talk with Luo Ze.
Similarly, I should also give Xu Qian an answer.
"Yu Jiaqi?"
"Well, it's me."
"Have you... thought about it?"
I closed my eyes and read out the words I had written on the paper for a long time. After reading it, I almost laughed. It felt like a primary school student memorizing the text, but this is my greatest patience and respect for Xu Qian.
Already.
"Pfft, what, Yu Jiaqi, you don't know how to write on paper?" Xu Qian asked me funny.
"Ah...you know me quite well." I wasn't embarrassed at all.
"Do you have someone you like?" Xu Qian asked me hesitantly.
"How do you say that?" I was quite curious as to why Xu Qian asked that.
"I know you quite well. If you don't have anyone you like now, you should probably offer to try it with me." Xu Qian's tone was normal but also a little helpless.
This is indeed the case. In the past, I might have tried it with Xu Qian. After all, when I was young, I was the kind of person who could talk to a boy and try it out just because he had a good-looking face.
What's the point of falling in love? It's all about being in a happy mood. When I meet someone I don't hate, I don't dislike developing a deeper relationship with him. I'm greedy for the short-term happiness that falling in love can bring me.
But...is it difficult for me to like Luo Ze?
Whenever I think of Luo Ze, I can't help but become happy. I am afraid that Luo Ze will misunderstand her relationship with Xu Qian, so I am eager to explain...
Yu Jiaqi is so inhumane... He can have unreasonable thoughts about the younger brother he has watched since childhood.
I avoided the topic by saying haha, and Xu Qian politely stopped asking further questions. He just left a message that he would wait for me for a long time, and then hung up the phone.
After making the call, I looked at the clock. It was already nine o'clock. I smelled the fumes on my body and planned to take a shower before talking to Luo Ze.
How should I put it... It seems that it is a bit abrupt to explain this matter deliberately. I can't confess to Luo Ze while he is preparing for the college entrance examination...
Because I was distracted while taking a shower, it was already 10:20 when I finished washing.
I knocked on Luo Ze's door, but no one answered. Was he asleep?
There was some hesitation again. Normally the light on Luo Ze's door would not go dark until one o'clock in the morning. It was a bit abnormal to go to bed so early tonight.
I knocked a few more times, but still no response, and I became a little anxious.
"Lose? Luo Ze? I'm coming in?" After I said that, I opened Luo Ze's door.
The smell of alcohol spread across the floor, and the room was pitch dark.
I fumbled to turn on the light, and saw Luo Ze curled up on the bed with a nervous look on his face, his body shaking uncontrollably.
"Luo Ze!" I ran towards him. He was breathing rapidly, with traces of sweat dripping from his forehead, and he looked uneasy.
I climbed onto the bed and hugged him worriedly: "Luo Ze, what's wrong, Luo Ze, tell me..."
Luo Ze pushed me away, and I was pushed to the floor of the room. My body was a little painful from being hit.
I looked up at Luo Ze, a trace of panic and guilt flashed in his eyes, and I smiled at him.
"I'm fine. I'm going to call He Xiao. You lie down and have a rest first." After saying that, I got up and went to the living room to get my phone.
Force was exerted on my wrist, and the next second I was pulled into his arms by Luo Ze, and the smell of alcohol became stronger.
I was also a little dizzy from the smoke.
"Don't leave, don't leave me alone." Luo Ze's voice trembled slightly, with extreme grievance and uneasiness.
I turned around in his arms, wrapped my arms around his lean waist, and stroked his back.
"I'm not leaving, I didn't throw it away." I tried my best to keep my tone calm. I freed my hand to pick up the pills on the bedside table and saw clearly in the dim light that they were medicines for treating anxiety disorders.
"Luo Ze, have you taken the medicine?"
He rubbed my shoulder and shook his head.
"Let go first, okay? I'll get you some water and we'll take the medicine first?"
He circled me tighter.
"Be good." I rubbed his head.
He looked up.
Under the dim night light, Luo Ze's fair skin felt a little warm, and that outstanding face also felt a little aggrieved due to the symptoms of anxiety.
"Is that person your boyfriend?" He looked at me with deep black eyes.
"No. He confessed to me that day and I rejected him." After I explained, I felt refreshed both physically and mentally.
"If one day you find someone you like, will you leave?"
When I was hesitant about how to answer this question, Luo Ze buried his head again, and his cold lips pressed against my neck.
I was startled.
"You promised to accompany me." What was different from those cold lips was the warmth that came out of Luo Ze's words.
I was confused by him.
After a long time, I calmed down.
"Well, if I promise to accompany you, I won't leave."
Only then did Luo Ze let me go, and I hurriedly went to the living room to get some sleep. After giving Luo Ze some medicine, Luo Ze's mood gradually calmed down. I breathed a sigh of relief.
Then he sat down cross-legged on the carpet beside Luo Ze's bed. He leaned his head on the edge of Luo Ze's bed and looked at him in the dark environment.
I will not leave, I like you, I will wait for you to grow up, and then force you to marry me, an old woman.
I looked at Luo Ze's beautiful sleeping face and said silently in my heart.
When I woke up, I was already lying on Luo Ze's bed.
I rubbed my somewhat swollen head and went to the living room to look for Luo Ze.
When Luo Ze saw me coming out, he handed me a glass of warm milk, "Are you scared?" Luo Ze's tone was a little helpless.
"It's okay. You drank last night." I took a sip of the sweet liquid in my hand.
"Uh... um..." Luo Ze scratched the back of his head.
"Then you may not have heard some words clearly, and even if you have heard them clearly, you may not be able to remember them. Let me tell you again. If you hear them when you are awake, you must keep them in mind. Do you understand?"
Luo Ze looked at me with some confusion and nodded.
"I said I would accompany you, and I will definitely keep my promise. I will not leave, let alone leave you alone. Are you clear?"
"It's clear, it will be remembered for a lifetime."
I sighed, how have I been studying recently?
Didn't fall.
I found a few papers and went to my room to finish them.
good
The white sweatshirt smelled of laundry detergent, and Luo Ze's thin back disappeared behind the door of the room.
I almost couldn't bear it anymore. I held my forehead. Others like someone because they are too shy to say it. I am 25 this year and I have no shame. Give me a chance to knock Luo Ze down and tell his sister that she loves you.
But no, Luo Ze has to take the college entrance examination and needs time to grow up. Suffocate me to death.
The phone vibrated slightly, I picked it up and looked at it
Luo Ze's name was written in the contact column.
"You will come to my sports meeting next week, right?"
Is it a sports meeting? It has been a long time since I last participated in a sports meeting in school. Looking back, it is still a full time on campus. I have nothing to do recently, so let's go and have a look.
"I'm not bad at the high jump." The WeChat notification sounded again.
I chuckled, how cute.
Chapter completed!