Chapter 202 Chapter 201(1/2)
Chapter 202 201, What day of the month is it?
Such a situation makes this already serious problem feel even more contradictory and ignored.
Although Sano has never suffered from mental illness, nor has he undergone any examination or treatment, according to what he knows, except for a few cases caused by physiological reasons, most of this disease cannot be treated in a real practical sense.
can be determined.
A test form, some boring questions, as long as you control your choices carefully, you can decide by yourself whether you are sick or not.
Of course, there is also the subjective judgment factor of the doctor.
Of course, when people live in the world, they will inevitably encounter some unpleasant things. If you encounter such things too often, it is normal for them to have a psychological impact.
As someone said, who is not mentally ill now?
It's just that some people are mildly ill and won't have much impact, while some people are seriously ill and even begin to show physical symptoms.
Especially modern people are different from previous generations.
Modern science and technology is developing rapidly, and per capita living standards have improved, but very few people...at least in a few big countries, as long as they are not too lazy to get maggots, there are very few people who do not have enough to eat or wear warm clothes.
As the saying goes, when you are full and warm, you think about lust.
In Sano's opinion, this "kinky" doesn't mean that, but spiritual needs.
People have more time to think, and teenagers are prone to contracting youth syndrome, trying to find the meaning of life.
If you think too much, won’t you easily worry about gains and losses?
So when Kyousuke Futo scored a "moderately depressed" result on the test form he gave Sano, it could be said to be both unexpected and reasonable.
...Although to this extent, it is still a bit beyond imagination.
Sano looked at the result with some depression.
In order to prevent it from looking too fake and avoid unnecessary trouble, Sano did not deliberately control his choices. In addition, he himself is a bit biased towards realism and pessimism, so it is inevitable that the result will not be good.
But Sano didn't think there was any big problem with the answers he filled in, so why was he moderately depressed?
Could this guy be a shady doctor who wants to trick himself into continuing treatment to improve his performance?
Sano looked at Futo Kyosuke suspiciously.
If Sano remembers correctly, psychotherapy costs a lot of money, so this guess is not completely impossible.
But what was unexpected again was that after reading the watch, Kyosuke Futo actually said, "Well, the situation is stable and the recovery is going well."
It doesn't feel like I'm deliberately exaggerating for performance reasons.
…So it’s actually really something wrong with me?
Sano looked at other people's forms with a bit of self-doubt - perhaps out of curiosity, the medical team present also followed him and made a test form.
If the results of these people are the same, then maybe it is to this extent and not as serious as one thinks.
However, after looking around this time, except for Haihara Ai’s results showing mild depression, the others’ results turned out to be normal.
Sano: "..."
This is so outrageous!
Sano looked at the answers to other people's questions in detail without belief. He wanted to see where the problem lay.
Then on the first question, the difference has already emerged.
Question 1: Have you ever had thoughts of committing suicide?
Sano answered: Yes.
Huiyuan Ai replied: Yes.
The other four people answered: None.
"How the hell is this possible!?"
Sano looked at the other four people in disbelief: "Life is so full of disasters, have you really never thought that you don't want to live? Could it be that you have actually thought about it and are now deliberately pretending not to?"
"How is this possible?"
Suzuki Sonoko said with a serious face: "How wonderful it is to live. Who would want to die if they have nothing to do? I haven't even been able to fall in love yet!"
...Then it will probably be difficult for you to die in this life.
Conan on the side turned his head and asked Sano: "Brother Sano, do you think it's strange that a person has never thought about death?"
"This is not nonsense."
Sano still suspected that these people were cheating: "It's like if you encounter anything in daily life, something particularly uncomfortable and wronged, you will always think about it and don't want to live anymore, right?"
"No."
Several people's heads shook like rattles.
This shouldn't be the case.
Sano frowned, and Futo Kyosuke, who was sitting opposite, immediately smiled and said: "This is normal, because people often like to think from other people's perspective when considering other people's thoughts. If you are pessimistic, you will naturally think that everyone else is pessimistic. , so when I know that others have never thought of committing suicide, I will be very surprised."
"In addition, statistics show that the number of people in our country who have thought about committing suicide this year only accounts for less than 10% of the total population. Although this data is not comprehensive, the base number exceeds seven digits, which is still very high. Persuasive.”
Only ten percent???
Isn’t it said that Neon is one of the most stressful places in the world? How could this be?
After Sano stayed for a while, he suddenly woke up and he probably understood what was going on.
This is not the real world. In order to convey positive energy and values, isn't it normal for people to have a slightly more positive mentality? If we put it aside for a lifetime, it will definitely not be like this.
That's right, this is not your fault, but the world's fault!
After figuring out the answer, Sano stopped doubting himself.
But apart from this, Suzuki Sonoko looked at Haibara Ai curiously: "You little girl, you actually want to commit suicide?"
Haihara Ai glanced at Suzuki Sonoko, but said nothing.
Of course, it's not surprising that this fake loli has thought about committing suicide. After all, she was controlled by the organization for so long, and even her sister was "lost" later on.
Otherwise, it wouldn't be getting smaller now.
Before Conan could say anything to save her, Sano said casually: "She was probably spanked by her mother, or the ice cream she bought fell on the ground."
Haiyuan Ai's face darkened and he looked at Sano unhappily. Does this guy have a toothache if he doesn't rinse himself?
"Hahaha."
Suzuki Sonoko and Mao Lilan both couldn't help laughing when they heard this. The former laughed so much that his tongue stuck out, while the latter just covered his mouth and chuckled.
...Speaking of which, why does Suzuki Sonoko's smile seem more and more familiar the more I look at it?
Sano suddenly looked at Mouri Kogoro: "Uncle, when you held the baby in the hospital, could it be that you held the wrong child with the Suzuki family?"
"What the hell?"
Mouri Kogoro, who had dozed off, woke up a little, but he still looked confused.
"nothing."
Sano did not continue teasing, but turned to look at Futo Kyousuke: "Since everything is normal, this follow-up visit should be over. Let's first..."
"Wait a minute Sano."
But at this moment, Fudo Kyousuke suddenly called Sano again.
Sano turned around and frowned unconsciously. This abnormal development gave him a bad premonition.
"Perhaps, you still remember how many times you have been to my place."
Faced with Futo Kyosuke's question, Sano narrowed his eyes, shook his head and said, "I can't remember clearly."
"Is it because I can't remember clearly, or can't remember it?"
Kyosuke Futo stood up: "You know, when people hear this kind of question that needs to be recalled, they will have a short recall process, but you didn't, you answered without hesitation."
"Last time I called you, you acted as if you didn't know me, and this time I did the test as well. Although nothing seemed wrong on the surface, you had a completely different reaction than before, like...
…”
"It's the same as getting a diagnosis for the first time."
Sano looked at Futo Kyosuke with calm eyes, and felt a rare sense of solemnity in his heart.
This guy seems to be in some trouble.
He has a delicate mind and understands psychology, but he has had unknown contact and understanding of his original self.
It's difficult to fool him.
Of course Sano was not the only one who heard what Kyosuke Futo said. The medical team also heard it, but most of them looked confused.
Only Haibara Ai said thoughtfully: "Speaking of which, just now Sano... brother, it seems that he doesn't even know where Doctor Futo's office is."
Sano squinted at Haihara Ai, you have a good memory, right? You have to say this more.
Futo Kyosuke nodded and continued: "Sano, has your memory been so seriously affected? Why didn't you tell me?"
To be continued...