Chapter 165 Yin-Yang Balance
I originally thought that life was a huge monster, and we were all knights with swords. As long as we were brave enough and the sword in our hands was sharp enough, it would be easy to defeat it.
But now I was wrong.
This monster is so powerful and brave that even the toughest of us can't match it, so that we all lose our way in this steel-like torrent.
But what else do you want? His life has been taken away by you, what else do you want? Do you really want to kill them all?
I still remember that it was a vast snowy day, and the white clouds above seemed to have been stained with muddy dust, becoming as gray as the earth. In this world where heaven and earth are not divided, every breath seems to go straight to the heart, and the fierce cold wind
It turned into a tiny blade, and every inch of the body's skin was trembling in pain.
At that time I met Xu Guiquan. In the endless cold wind, I fell to the ground, with my eyes only slightly open. I don't remember what he used to help me resist the wind and snow, but I only remember his
Appearing made me feel warmer.
"How pitiful." I remember what he said at first.
I stretched out my hand tremblingly, trying to keep the sudden flame. I knew that it was my only hope, even if it might burn me and hurt me.
"I have an idea that can help you pay off your debts and save a lot of money... As long as you have money, there will be no problem in surviving in Yuyang City."
The flames did not burn me, but the lamp oil spilled out was very hot. It dripped on my hands, causing the sore skin to begin to fester.
"No, no, no, it's not what you think. What I said is darker and more evil than you think..."
I had no choice but to accept it. When the first mission came to my ears, when the snow-white knife cut the cloth and penetrated the flesh, it was completely different from what I imagined. It was not just raising my hand.
It's so simple to take it off, but countless ants spread it to the whole body through the hand, and they don't forget to release anesthesia and other things while biting.
I tried to pull the knife out, but I found that it was in vain. For a moment, I seemed to have become the knight. The sword in my hand had been broken and the tip of the sword was stuck aside. But the monster in front of me had no scales at all.
Damage, he just turned his head and opened his mouth the size of a lighthouse to devour me.
"You did a great job." Xu Guiquan dragged his bloated body over and helped me pull the knife out of the corpse.
Why can you be so calm, I asked him.
He took out a handkerchief from his arms and wiped the blood off the knife, and then handed it to me again: "You can try not to treat them as human beings, just as a commodity. If you don't treat them as the same kind,
Naturally, there will be no inner condemnation."
What he said made sense, but it was not easy to do it. But fortunately, I did it in the end. I divided my life into two parts, and finally kept the me who is passionate about life.
After that, I met Qiao Qingyu. This poor child was defeated in the battle with life just like me. When I asked her if she would follow me no matter what happened, she
He actually nodded.
I really didn’t expect that it would be so easy to change everything around them. With Qiao Qingyu’s help, not only did they have no problem establishing a foothold in Yuyang City, but they were also able to open the relief hall that they had always dreamed of. It’s really ironic.
Ah, when I struggled so hard before, I couldn't see the end, but now that I have surrendered, everything has become so easy.
That day Xu Guiquan suddenly told me that he wanted to create an organization and wanted to bring me and Qingyu into it.
"After establishing the organization, we have people to belong to. At this time, the management of personnel and the formulation of rules will be much easier, and if we have a loud and bright name, it will be more convenient to promote it in the future."
But there are only three of us, is it really necessary to create an organization?
He chuckled: "There are only three of us now, but there is no guarantee that there will be only three of us in the future. Puyang City is a huge sieve. Countless people are sifted down every day, but there are only a handful of people left on top. People like you
There are a lot of girls who have no means of making a living, but there are a lot of them."
To be honest, I have no sense of belonging to the organization. I am satisfied when I think that I can take care of the people I know. We are all women, and we only go out in the dark, and our work is fast and full of energy.
If something is stained with blood, let's call it Blood Tan. The moment the flowers bloom, the moment of beauty, everything on them is stained with blood.
"It's all up to you." After saying that, he went out to find work for us again.
It turned out to be true as he said. Soon we met a child bride who had been abandoned by her family. Seeing her trembling in the dark, this scene was so familiar. I hugged her tightly, trying to save my remaining body temperature.
Pass it on to her body, even if it can only warm her a little bit, even if it can only warm her a little bit...
What she does on weekdays is very unsettling. She either knocks over the table or drops the plate. For this reason, I specially replaced it with wooden bowls and chopsticks that are not afraid of falling. But in fact, I know in my heart that she must be
You have been abused a lot before to become like this. But you must grow up and be strong. After all, with us here, you will have countless opportunities to try.
We taught her and trained her together, so that her skills gradually reached our minimum requirements. Although she failed the first mission, don't worry, the future is long, and now we have had countless opportunities for trial and error.
I will definitely let you stand alone in the future.
Later, Shanyitang had its first man. Although he was young, the overall atmosphere was different during that time. I could clearly feel the sunshine of happiness hitting my face, and the sunshine on other people’s faces.
The smiles became more numerous. At this time, I felt that the balance of life was gradually becoming balanced. I, who was in the bright place, could completely draw a line with the darkness because of his joining.
If possible, I wish that time would stop here, Chen Chen would never discover our identity, and Shanyi Hall would always be the foothold of our souls, soothing our scarred souls.
But all of this came to naught that night. When I met him again in darkness, I realized that he and I were both people in the same world. I desperately wanted to hold on to the last hope and thought
In order to maintain the status quo, he even resorted to lose-lose methods. But he must have guessed that if he comes to confront me, what should I do?!
"Dang Dang Dang!" Just then, there was a knock on the door!
Chapter completed!