1630. Chapter 1630 Freezer(1/2)
Chapter 1630 Freezer
During the filming in the afternoon, Yi Xin was very worried. She NGed several times and was even scolded by the director.
Life is like this, no one will slow down for you. Even when you encounter difficulties that make you so painful that you can hardly bear it anymore, as long as you still live in the collective, you must work hard to cheer up and bite the bullet.
Keep moving forward, because the world will not stop for you alone.
Rong Xiao noticed that she was in a bad mood and took the initiative to comfort her during a break from filming.
Yi Xin was deeply touched. He heard from others that his original plan today was to accompany Mo Qianlong to play everywhere with Sister Liang and a group of friends from Tiangongmen. However, the crew needed to reshoot and reshoot several male characters.
During the main shot, when the director called, he had to immediately drop everything he was doing and rush back.
This is true for a big-name idol like him. But it is unavoidable, because every extra day of filming, location fees, labor costs, etc. are all burning money for the crew, and the director will naturally speed up the filming progress as much as possible.
, this requires the cooperation of all the actors. Therefore, even if many actors fall ill during the filming, they still insist on filming while wearing a sling bottle.
In the adult world, there really is no such thing as "easy".
After seeing so many people working hard for life, Yi Xin felt that she was not so depressed anymore. Teacher Xiaojing was right, at least she is still alive and well. As long as she is alive, there is hope, and everything will slowly get better.
However, there was another thing that made her a little worried.
After hearing what Xu Wenwen said, she really felt fear of Xie Shaochen. Although she told herself that she should give him a chance to explain, she waited for several days and he didn't even say a word.
He...has nothing to say...because things are exactly as Wenwen said, so...doesn't he have anything to say...?
From that day on, she deliberately avoided him for a while, and didn't even go to the crew. Fortunately, although he didn't explain to himself, he didn't send any more messages to himself. Maybe he didn't either.
Know how to face yourself.
That's fine. If he came to find her, she would be too cruel to ignore him. She has never been a girl who has the heart to hurt others. If the distance between the two parties is tacitly understood, and then slowly fades away, maybe it is also a kind of estrangement.
Solution.
After all, her life was already in a mess, and she really couldn't afford to offend the second young master.
Because of these troubles, she couldn't even sleep well in the past few days. As soon as she lay in bed, she thought about them, and she was even more afraid that Xu Wenwen would really tell her parents. So every time the jade slip shook, she felt panicked, afraid
It was his parents who called him to accuse him.
She knew better than anyone else that Xie Shaochen obviously did not meet the friend standards set by her parents. But perhaps because she had been suppressed for so long, a rebellious side emerged in her heart. She wanted to give it a try and be with such a person.
What does it feel like to make friends?
Therefore, when she first heard others saying that he had a bad character, she did not immediately think of running away. She naively thought that she could help him and change him, but in the end, she was still too naive...?
She didn't know if this should be regarded as a weakness of her character. At first, she was attracted by Rong Xiao's "bad boy" feeling. The more her parents regarded these bad boys as savage beasts, they kept her away from them.
The further away they were, the more interested she became in them. She wanted to know if they were really that scary, and she also wanted to learn from them what the world was like that her parents strictly prohibited her from getting involved in.
Sometimes, she would be frightened by her rebellion against her parents. She didn't know if she had really become a bad child. However, she had been good for too long, and the world of a good child was boring.
She could not resist the powerful magnetic attraction of the rebellious world.
In fact, since she entered the Higher Education Department, she is no longer the pure good kid she used to be. She did a lot of bad things, took the T test, had a crush on a bully, fell in love, went to KTV parties, got drunk, and...
Having to follow a person is considered a "tracking
Make friends with "crazy" people, pretend to be his girlfriend, etc... She felt as if she was split in two. One half was the good student who was still pure and flawless in the eyes of her tutor and parents, and the other half was
A little girl who is learning to be bad.
The more secrets she concealed, the more afraid she was of being known by her parents. She was afraid that her parents would find out that she was not at all what they expected, and she was afraid that they would be disappointed in her. She had too many fears. So when the dean said she would
When punishing herself, her fear of being known by her parents far exceeded her fear of the punishment itself.
Teacher Xiaojing said that he would handle these matters. Yi Xin didn't know if she could believe him, but...as long as he could help hide it from her parents, she was willing to pay any price.
On the set, she also met Xie Shaochen. He was still in charge of doing chores. Their eyes met briefly, and Yi Xin became nervous. Fortunately, he quickly went back to work, treating himself as if he didn't exist.
When he was scolded by the director, he didn't say anything to himself. Also, it was not appropriate for him to say anything. Yi Xin tried hard to keep herself busy. If she made him feel that she was busy, he wouldn't bother her, right?
Then, they can spend this day peacefully...
Today's filming went relatively smoothly. Although Yi Xin's performance was not good, she didn't have many scenes to begin with. The main actors all performed well. By Shen Shimo's time, the work was basically done.
Yi Xin hurriedly packed her things and was about to leave, but the director stopped her.
"You, yes, it's you, move this box of things to the freezer."
This is a chore for the crew, and there are usually dedicated personnel responsible for it. Yi Xin doesn't know why it fell on her. But today her performance was very bad, and she felt quite guilty. She was also willing to do something to make things right.
Her own impression in the director's mind. So she didn't ask any more questions and went to move the boxes honestly.
The box is quite heavy, and it's still some distance from the freezer, so I guess I won't be able to move it in one go. But if I walk for a while and then stop to rest, I should still be able to complete the task.
Here, Yi Xin was struggling to move boxes, but the director called out to Xie Shaochen who was not far away: "Xiao Xie, don't let this little girl carry such a heavy thing alone. You should go over and lend a hand. Go quickly!"
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Xie Shaochen was sitting bored at that time, playing with a straw in his hand, when he was suddenly called on by the director, and he seemed to be startled.
"No need..." Yi Xin quickly refused, "I can do it alone."
"It's okay, it should be okay." Xie Shaochen came to his senses, agreed quickly, got up and followed Yi Xin.
He had doubts. Logically speaking, it was just a box. The director could just ask him to move it. Why did he ask Angel to move it first and then ask himself to follow?
However, this was a special period, and he just needed an opportunity to be alone with angel and talk to her. The director was an unintentional "assist", so he didn't think too much about it.
Yi Xin had expected early on that it would be awkward to get along with him again, but she did not expect that the real situation would be even more embarrassing.
On the way to the freezer, the two of them didn't speak much. Yi Xin didn't know if she should take the initiative to break the silence, but she really didn't know what to say.
Xie Shaochen offered to help her move boxes many times, but Yi Xin shook her head and refused. She just said that she could do it.
Finally, Xie Shaochen couldn't bear it anymore. When the two of them were approaching the freezer, he stopped on his own initiative, frowning and speaking in a strange tone.
"can we talk?"
"But I still have to move the boxes..." Yi Xin whispered. The only thing that allowed her to protect herself now was the box in her hand. "If it's a little later, the freezer may be closed...
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Xie Shaochen didn't want to listen to her excuses anymore. He was a little impatient: "I know, just for a moment, you put your things down first."
He was not asking for his opinion, he was forcing himself to talk... Yi Xin finally gave in to him and slowly bent down to put the box down. Even she couldn't tell clearly whether her compromise at this time was for them.
The former friendship was still due to... fear of him.
When this idea came to her mind, she suddenly felt sad. At the beginning, she really regarded him as a friend. Why did the two of them reach this point...
At this time, the sun was setting in the west, taking away the scorching heat of the day, and the sultry heat before nightfall made people even more upset. Xie Shaochen did not look at Yi Xin at first. He looked at the last glow of the sky with a sullen face, frowning, which seemed to be coming.
Something was brewing. For a long time, he took a deep breath and slowly exhaled it, as if he had exhaled all the accumulated irritability.
Then, he slowly turned his head and looked at Yi Xin as if he was exploring a stranger.
"I always feel that we have become a lot stranger recently. This is probably not my imagination, right?"
Yi Xin bit her lip lightly, acquiescing.
"Then what do you think," Xie Shaochen asked again, "are you prepared not to talk to me for the rest of your life?"
Yi Xin subconsciously shook her head again. And her denial seemed to inject a glimmer of hope into Xie Shaochen. His tone softened a lot and became more eager.
"Then tell me, I did something wrong to make you angry. You have to give me a reason, right?"
"If you are dissatisfied with me in any way, just tell me directly. It doesn't matter, I will change it!"
"No..." Yi Xin couldn't bear to see him like this anymore, "Okay, then I'll say it... I'm not angry with you. It's just that after Wenwen told me something, you should also know that it's
What's going on...I'm really...a little scared, so I need some time to think about it..."
"Afraid?" Xie Shaochen repeated the word, and his brows furrowed tighter, "Are you afraid of me?"
"I need to explain this matter clearly to you..." He said excitedly and held her shoulders habitually. Yi Xin was slightly startled. When he touched her, Xu Wenwen flashed through her mind.
The series of horrific scenes described made him shrink involuntarily.
Xie Shaochen also felt her trembling, which made him more uncomfortable than her straightforward rejection. Is she really afraid of herself... afraid that he would hurt her too? Has he already made her so insecure?
In order to calm her fear, he consciously let go of her. Then he took a few steps back to a distance that reassured her.
"I don't know what she told you, but there are some things that a slap in the face can't make, and you should know this very well. If she doesn't mess with me, I won't mess with her for no reason!"
"Anyway, this is a matter between me and her. She and I will decide whether it's good or bad. I don't want to implicate you. I won't force you to take sides. It's not my intention to make things difficult for you. At least I know how to respect you better than she does.
Bar?"
Yi Xin stared at her toes in silence. He said he didn't want to implicate himself, but... how could he not be implicated? It was one of his friends who hurt another friend. How could she really stay out of the matter as if nothing was wrong? She did
If she is not so free and easy, this is not her character...
"Okay, I'm not afraid to admit to you that I'm not as good as you think..." At this point, Xie Shaochen paused for a moment, and then changed his words again, "Yes, I'm not a good person."
!But I have never hurt you, right? So at least don’t be afraid of me and don’t hide from me, okay?”
"No... I don't want to break up our relationship, I really don't!" Yi Xin explained anxiously, "Can you please give me some time? I want to try to find a way to get the best of both worlds. You and Wenwen both treat me very much.
What's important is that I can't lean to either side, I want to find this balance... It just takes a while..."
Seeing someone so anxious and sad because of her indifference, Yi Xin felt even more uncomfortable than him. She really... didn't want to hurt anyone...
To be continued...