1930. Chapter 1930 Song of Awakening(1/2)
Chapter 1930 The Song of Awakening
The originally peaceful atmosphere instantly dropped to freezing point. Jiang Liechen's eyes gradually fell down, his eyes as if covered with frost, and the rolling hatred was like a dark cloud gathering on the top, under heavy pressure.
"Shiyu, sometimes I really don't understand why you are so stupid. Since you have decided to pretend, then pretend to the end. Are you afraid that I won't see that you are forced and have to write the three words "reluctant" on your face? Will you die if you say a few nice words to me?"
"I just thought seriously. If you perform well in the future, I can make peace with you. Do you have to destroy all the little pity I have for you?"
"Just because of your stubborn attitude, how many people have been implicated, Sasaki Ikeya, Alice, Uesugi Philika, and Fengyue. Who do you want to implicate next? If Andrea can't teach you well, she doesn't mean to stay by your side. Or do you have to take action against others, Feng Zhijing? Or Kotoka?"
When he picked up Qin Jia, Shiyu's lost eyes suddenly widened for a moment and looked at him in shock. Jiang Liechen was very satisfied with her rare real reaction, which added pleasure.
"Don't be sure that I won't touch Qinjia! Yes, she has never provoked me, and I will not hurt her unless necessary. But don't forget that people from both Fengyue and Yue have never provoked me, which does not mean that they will not be implicated by you."
Barrage: "I feel like Jiang Liechen has ten thousand MMPs in his heart. If it weren't for the last idol burden, he would probably have been so thick that he would have just burst out [covering his face]"
"You have to move Qinjia, how sad it would be if Qinjia heard this [she burst into tears]"
"I am stupid, stupid and selfish. I have to play with fire on the side of the Z-bomb. I will remind you several times but I will not have a memory. At that time, the Z-bomb will explode and kill a group of people. Do you blame me or the Z-bomb?"
"Okay, don't scold me anymore. Maybe Jiang Liechen likes Xiaoyu like this [doge] You have to treat him well, Qin Jia, Alice, Xunyiwu, Tong Yixin satisfy you, but they want Xiaoyu to give you warmth [laughing and crying]"
Shiyu of God didn't know what to say. He was often blamed in his eyes. His accusations, whether she refuted calmly, argued fiercely with him, or ignored him, could become a new crime he imposed on him. So she could not answer him rashly, otherwise it would only make the situation worse.
He once again brought out his friends to threaten himself. There was a precedent in the world of romance and moon. She had no doubt that he was so crazy. It even included Qin Jia... When he thought of Qin Jia's eyes full of worries about him before leaving the door. Such a lively and bright little girl was caught in their conflict and was forced to be careful in every move. Shi Yu felt a thrilling heart.
Qin Jia still doesn't know anything now. She is staying with Sister Lea and Sister Zhijing. How can she cope with the bad luck that falls from the sky when she is young and fragile... Although Shi Yu always feels that as long as Qin Jia doesn't mention taboo topics, it is safe for her to stay by Jiang Liechen, at this moment she dare not gamble, and dare not use the lives of the three of them to bet on his invisible kindness.
Her heart was in a mess, resentment, anxiety, and at a loss. In a daze, she subconsciously held the silver key pendant. Thinking of the agreement between her and Chi in the illusion, thinking of so many companions, she had not yet reunited with them... and the relatives, friends and partners who were waiting for her in reality...
Partner! The figures and smiles of Flora and Ruby appeared in their minds. Their bright eyes shone with light representing wisdom and courage. Flora is gentle and cute, Ruby is lively and full of curiosity, but after experiencing this cruel jungle law, can she still return to the way she was with them?... She can't fall down...
"Flora, Ruby..." She couldn't help but murmur, chanting their names, and silently said in her heart: "I will not be silent!" The light of faith suddenly lit up in her eyes, she stopped in place, looked at the sky, and sang "Speechless".
“The sea is surging,
To rush me into the torrent,
The tide also wants to get me involved.
Yellow sand swallows,
There was no time to make a sound,
My voice drowned in the thunder.
But I won't cry,
I won't admit defeat to escape,
Let them try their best,
All kinds of blows,
I won't be silent."
Suddenly singing a song in a dispute involving life and death is probably the only one in the world. Even Jiang Liechen was slightly stunned, attracted by her clear and loud singing voice, and he rarely interrupted her.
The song is sometimes gentle, sometimes high-pitched, passionate and soul-stirring. This is a song that makes people feel full of strength in their hearts. She sang in a brand new language, perhaps in her original language, he couldn't understand it, but he just likes the rhythm of the song, likes her singing loudly in a sweet voice, and also likes to see her singing in front of her.
"No one can stop me from speaking,
Even though I try, I won't take a step back.
All silence will perish this time.
Even if you strangle my throat,
It can't stop me from breathing freely,
Don't underestimate my determination,
This time I won't sit still and wait for death."
Hearing the familiar tune, the audience suddenly realized that she seemed to have sang this song in the fantasy space! However, she only sang a few short sentences at that time to encourage her companions to be strong. This time, after listening to the full version, they deeply felt the shock of the soul-wrenching shock that made people get goosebumps all over their bodies.
The service of the antagonistic program has always been very thoughtful, and the lyrics in both languages are matched in the subtitles. The audience said that the lyrics are simply a true portrayal of her in the Japanese world! It is comparable to tailor-made for her! Some people said that fortunately Jiang Liechen couldn't understand it. If he knew that every lyric was resisting him, he would definitely be angry again.
“Since ancient times,
All rules, all admonitions,
Decayed and old, unchanged,
Be content with oneself,
Follow the rules and don't say too much.
It's time for such a day to end,
Because I,
You can't give up easily at this time.
Make the storm more violent,
I'm already indestructible."
The rain in the gods became louder and louder. The lyrics gave her endless strength and her eyes became brighter and firmer again. Her beliefs were never as firm as this moment. She believed, and she was also sure that she would ride the wind and waves, overcome all difficulties, and fight for her own freedom and rights, just like the girl in the lyrics.
This song, she sang for herself and for all awakened women who dare to resist oppression.
"The days of silentness are about to pass,
From today on, I will control my destiny.
Want to imprison me in a cage,
I'm going to carry these broken wings,
Rebirth from the fire, crossing the sky,
The entire sky will be filled with my echoes.
I won't be silent,
Even if there are many obstacles, I will not retreat.
This time I listen to the voice in my heart,
I will shout loudly and use all my strength,
Use all your strength—”
Jiang Liechen saw her changes completely. She just sang a song, as if she had come alive from a desperate situation of dying and shining again. This surprised him and puzzled him. He even had a strange idea. Did she already know that she was wrong? Did she deliberately sing this song to coax herself?
Thinking of this, he felt that most of the anger in his heart disappeared. On the other hand, he smiled bitterly. He could make him angry and sometimes calm his heart like water like this. Perhaps only she in front of him could do it.
"Why did you suddenly start singing?" He asked her with great interest, bypassing the previous topic, "What are the lyrics talking about?"
Shiyu of the Kannai would not tell him the true meaning of the lyrics. She pondered for a moment and explained that the lyrics told a story, a little girl went on an adventure, encountered waves, storms on the road... many disasters, but she did not retreat and bravely overcame all difficulties. She said she had watched a movie in the real world, and this was the episodes and stories in the movie.
Barrage: "When a song starts, the process depends on editing?"
Jiang Liechen was just talking about nothing. What he really wanted was that she would sing a few more songs instead of delving into the translation of the lyrics. Just seeing her narrate with the kind of familiar, soft and hard eyes, he suddenly thought about it more and more and more and more.
"What do you mean? What are you alluding to?"
"Do you want to say that I am your disaster? Then I guarantee that I will never let you reach the end."
His anger that had just calmed rose again, and he didn't care that it would break the atmosphere. She still wanted to overcome the difficulties, so let her see who "overcomed" whom!
"I have played enough games with two choices. Let's change the game today. Let's continue to walk forward and see who will meet. Your friend, who will appear first, even if who is not lucky, how about it?"
He declared to her completely maliciously, and his eyes really felt that the gods blocked the gods and the Buddhas blocked the Buddhas and dragged her forward.
"You hope I can relax in front of you and treat you as a friend, right?" Shiyu from the god Nei understood that she could not implicate any friend. She was quick to learn, and suddenly spoke, and her expression suddenly calmed down. There was a certain force in the dark that magically helped her get angry. It was hard to tell whether it was the courage and strength left by her sister to her or whether she had done this before. What flashed in her eyes was not the purity he was familiar with, but the tone of speaking was a kind of peace that even she felt strange.
"...So what? What do you want to say?" This is indeed his long-term hope. He does not ask her to love herself, nor does he force her to flatter him like other harems. He only hopes that she can treat herself like others, and not always speak coldly. He can learn more from Qinjia, Alice or Yi Xin, which is enough.
Shiyu of Shennei adjusted his breath silently and looked at him calmly: "My other friends will not kill innocent people like you, which will make me feel fear all the time around them; they will not force me to please them, nor will they think randomly and vent their anger on my relatives and friends because of my silence; they will not go to the two camps of Ts and then deduct the blood debt to me because of a quarrel with me; they will not take it out of context just because I said a word or even sang a song, and threaten me with death."
"They are optimistic, kind, positive, love life, and know how to respect people. They will regard me as an independent person. Perhaps their strength is not strong enough, but they will use their own strength to protect others and do what they can. They are these ants in your eyes, my friends, people who can give me a sense of security, and heroes in my mind."
"You have never acted like a normal friend. How do you want me to treat you with a normal friend?"
In order to protect Qin Jia and the others, she had to speak quietly. She sighed softly in her heart. When she said these words, she felt that she had dissociated herself, as if she was looking at herself with the eyes of others, and she didn't even know herself.
Jiang Liechen was speechless. He really couldn't meet any of her standards for her friends, and he didn't want to become such a pedantic waste. At this moment, he felt that she was very far away. But it was better for her to give a reason than just resisting it. At least he could feel that she was really having a heart-to-heart talk with him. The frost in her eyes melted silently, and she sighed faintly.
"Okay, I know I have a lot of things that you can't accept, and you are the same. You can't let me accommodate you in full!" He paused, looked away with his eyes a little uncomfortable, and tried to communicate with her calmly, "I can give in to a certain extent, and you must do what you can do. Don't say it to death now. What I hate the most is yours. If you didn't know it before, then I will tell you now."
"Anyway, let's learn to get along with each other slowly. If you want time, I will give you what we should avoid, you can say anything. If you think I don't understand you, then you should at least give us a chance to understand each other."
"I've said this. I'm sincere enough. It's your turn next. Do you think it's OK or not?"
When Shiyu of the Kannei spoke, his eyes never contacted him, but lingered indifferently on several grass leaves washed by the rain. She knew that the "certain degree" standard was divided by him, and it definitely did not include letting herself go.
However, if you can end like this, it will be much better than to fight to the death. She will hurt her loved ones. She also knew in her heart that she could not give him any steps, and he could not accept her words. But what she said was the facts, she just didn't want to rely on him. Even if she was forced to obey him, it would never mean to rely on him. But at present, she must be obedient and forbearance. Didn't the words he said to Sister Leah just to crush herself and reconstruct herself according to his wishes?
These words were added fuel to the fire. She could only hide her independent will in her heart and put it together with all her most precious things - her memories and cherishment of her family and friends. Then, her eyes were betting on a corner that was opposite to him, biting her teeth tightly, and she used all her restraint and gently nodding her head.
Jiang Liechen breathed a sigh of relief in an instant. He wanted to end this matter today, but he was afraid that she would not end it. He didn't ask her to become another person all at once, just be willing to take it slowly.
Thinking of her previous alienation, he almost angrily held her hand again. This time, without the deliberate temptation, he regained his usual strong style.
To be continued...