Chapter 1948 The East Wind Mistake

That night, Qin Jia said a lot intermittently, Jiang Liechen didn't say a word, but he also struggled with her. Her hesitation was heard in his ears, allowing her tears to burn deep and shallow in his heart.

A shallow scar.

At some point, there was no sound around him. He took a long time to move his neck, which was a little stiff because he had been in the same position for a long time, and turned his head to look at her.

Qin Jia should be saying that she was tired and fell asleep. Her slender eyelashes covered her eyelids. She was covered with a warm yellow halo by the beating candlelight in the house. Her face was red and clean like a newborn baby.

My little mouth still pouted lightly in my sleep, looking both cute and heartbreaking.

She was indeed wronged. Everything he did during this period was challenging her patience bottom line, and it was difficult for her to leave.

After she fell asleep, her body fell to the side of the wall and curled up pitifully. In the past, she accompanied her to handle official duties, and would always habitually turn to her side when taking a nap, and lean her head against his shoulder--that

She was still so dependent on herself.

This slight change made Jiang Liechen feel subtle pain in his heart. He carefully held her shoulder and hugged her, held her slowly, and covered her with a quilt. Every movement was very good

Be gentle so as not to wake her up in her sleep.

Seeing that she was still holding the storybook, he pulled it out and put it on the low table beside him. He habitually pulled her hand up and was about to stuff it into the quilt, but the long-lost touch suddenly shocked him.

Such a small, soft hand, he held her hand many times before, took her everywhere to play and discover various delicacies. At that time, they were happier than they are now. The ups and downs of memories flashed alternately,

His heart was cold and hot, and he could not break the hard shell made of arrogance. After a while, he silently pulled the quilt for her and covered her hand tightly.

Perhaps only after she fell asleep could he no longer hide his inner feelings. Sitting at the head of the bed, looking at her quietly, listening to her even breathing, his eyes gradually became bleached by a layer of warm light, and he raised his hand to caress her

His little head was filled with infinite love in his eyes. In front of Qin Jia, he hadn't seen such a soft look in his eyes for a long time.

"Qinjia... don't you think you are very conflicted?" He sighed softly, as if he was saying to her, and also to himself, "I'm hoping that I'm dead, why do you want me to protect you?"

"...I'm also very conflicted. Even though I know your position, I still can't bear to leave you."

Kannei Kotoka's eyes were still tightly closed, her throat and heart were tight, as if she had been stuffed into a sour apricot. She needed to do her best to suppress the heat that was flooding in her eyes.

Can you feel his tenderness again only when you fall asleep...

She knew that if the trial came, she was powerless to stop it and could not stop it. The law would eventually be to judge the criminal and both the left and right could not escape. But if the transaction could not be changed, then she might have a companion who died because of resistance. She had no choice but to do so.

He betrayed his family and friends, but he could not coldly hope that Jiang Liechen would die, because he took care of her and protected her. She could not only care about the so-called justice and stand on the side of the law without hesitation, without caring about his emotions,

It was also a betrayal of him and a punishment for herself.

Neither side could betray him. She could not let his family and friends die at his hands. She did not want Jiang Liechen to become more and more serious, so she would lose him more easily.

He now caresses her head gently and coaxes her to sleep, reminding her of her father. They are also people who love themselves, but the ending is already destined from the beginning. The more he thinks about Kotoka, the more sad he feels,

If he continued to love himself like this, she would be almost unable to pretend... So she pretended to be over, faced the wall, bit her lips tightly, and faced the desolation in her heart alone.

I know that you are going further and further on the wrong path, and I can't pull you back by myself, nor can I save you. But the further you go, the more I can't find you and the more likely I will lose you. Legalism will punish you,

God wants to bring judgment to you in order to be worthy of those dead lives. I cannot do it if I don’t let you die, life is life after all.

But this judgment will take away the person I love and lose someone who can protect me. I silently warm myself. Even if I know that you will die, I can't let you go. We are all hurting each other, but we want to keep it

Now, even I am lost in the thick fog.

Where he could not see, she turned her back to him and quietly shed two lines of tears.

...

The next morning.

When Jiang Liechen woke up, he found that he was sleeping with Qin Jia. At first, Qin Jia was still holding the white bear, but she slept until midnight, but she turned over and hugged him in a daze, like a koala bear.

She hung on him, but her little head was obediently snuggling in his arms. She seemed to be having some good dream, and a sweet smile was still on the corner of her mouth.

It seems that in their sleep, they still unconsciously chose to rely on each other. The white bear sat aside with a smile, like a honest witness.

This posture made Jiang Liechen happy first, but then was shocked, and he was about to step up. Unexpectedly, as soon as he moved, Qin Jia, who was sleeping, seemed to have a feeling, and immediately stuck it up and hugged her.

He was tight, and his little fist was still pounding his chest. It was not until he lay back that she regained the quiet sleeping face of the little angel.

Jiang Liechen was both funny and helpless, so he could only accept his fate and continue to lie down. After about a stick of incense, he thought she should be asleep. He made a light move and tried to get up again, but he was greeted with another meal.

Buyi's little fist. He even wondered whether she had a bad sleep or was deliberately slapping herself.

After several attempts failed, perhaps he was eager to enjoy this rare quiet time, or perhaps he felt that it would not be bad to be lazy occasionally, so he simply put his other hand behind his head and looked at the sky peacefully. Then his playfulness suddenly arose.

He turned halfway and gently pushed Qinjia's nose upwards. Seeing her strange appearance made by herself, he laughed in a prank and felt very happy.

She said last night that if she hadn't come to this world, she wouldn't have to face so many things, but if she didn't come, she wouldn't know herself. But he was unwilling to imagine that they had no chance of meeting. Even if she was a disaster

, but it is also a rare redemption.

No matter what, I still have to thank you for coming.

When he came to his senses, they were already close. He was stunned for a long time, and he seemed to have made a silent compromise to himself. The sharpness in his eyes gradually faded, his lips slightly sank, cherishing and heavy on her forehead

The next kiss of the seal.

...

That day, they got up much later than usual, and perhaps no one could bear to break such peace.

Until both of them were dressed neatly and Jiang Liechen was sorting out the latest official documents at the table, Shinnei Qinjia walked quietly to him. Before he could speak, she raised her hand gently and covered the back of his hand.

The voice is subtle and timid.

"Brother Lion, my parents never said they don't want me, and I have never tried to make others angry and don't know how to coax him. Qin Jia can't bear to leave you and continue to make mistakes, can't bear to leave you, I don't know what to do if Luna is not here...

Qin Jia doesn’t want to give up on you, but you don’t want Qin Jia anymore…”

"Then, Qin Jia won't disturb you now. I will grow up and will work hard to learn magic to make myself stronger. I don't have to rely on Brother Lion's protection anymore. I won't cause trouble for you. Don't be Brother Lion's weakness.

, drag you down…”

"I'm sorry... Qin Jia hurts your heart... Don't want me... I'm afraid of losing Brother Lion..."

Jiang Liechen didn't know when his pain point had become so low. She cut out her fragile heart for him to show him. He couldn't bear to trample on it anymore, so he almost wanted to blurt out and let her stay.

"Brother Lion, Qin Jia knows that you can't accept the ending of death if you fail to fight back. Qin Jia doesn't ask you to accept it anymore. Qin Jia just asks you not to go further and further on the wrong path... Qin Jia doesn't want to lose it either.

You..." Kotoka Kamina raised her head, her eyes were crystal clear, and her pupils were filled with sadness, "I still want to show you the world I live in..."

Such a real sadness, Jiang Liechen instantly felt like thousands of arrows piercing his heart, and he couldn't say a word. From that moment on, probably a few breaths passed, or seeing that he had never responded, Shinnei Qinjia could only sigh

After all, she did useless work again. She withdrew her hands, went straight to the side to get the storybook, picked up the white bear, and walked out the door with her head down.

Jiang Liechen stood in place, staring at her back, feeling a numb and tingling pain in his heart. How much he wanted to keep her, how much he wanted to go back to the past with her, even if he had to temporarily put down his principles and face.

Don't care.

Sorry, Qinjia...

——Let’s stop making trouble.

——Come back.

——I need you.

These words rolled over and over again on his lips.

However, he didn't say a word after all.

He watched her thin back step out of the threshold, and watched her disappear from his sight, but never spoke up to keep him.

If you give him more time, if Qin Jia is willing to coax him a few more words, it may help him break his inner barrier. The layer of ice has already shown signs of cracking, but it still takes time to make it thoroughly

Melt into water.

But Qinjia has left.

She would leave by herself if she didn't need him to rush.

No one has the obligation to stay where they are always waiting. The lost scenery, the separated people, and the unwavering desires all live at the end of fate.

Since then, Qin Jia never came to see him again.

Those words that were not said have no chance to say again. Those knots that were not able to be untied have become eternal regrets.

People always think that there is still a lot of time to spend with each other, so they can easily let them down. While squandering the present, they are afraid of the future. One thinks that they will not leave, and the other thinks that they will keep.

They, one did not take one step more, the other did not wait more.

So that step of difference separates them from the other side of life and death.

Thousand years will be empty!
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