Chapter 906 I can’t afford to love

"This song is just for you."

Guan Zhen sang emotionally, as if she had crossed all time and space, just to sing the voice in her heart.

"Don't stay any longer, people's hearts are too crowded,

The game of chaos or the fate of truth,

I asked myself, I finished here,

How much haze is left without struggling?"

In childhood, there were rounds of darkness. The sudden arrival of tragedy and the turbulent public opinion attacks like a tsunami pushed his life into the abyss of despair.

"It's just that these questions are helpless, no one can communicate with you.

I have to let my life hinder it.

The indulgence in the middle of the journey made the wrong exit.

The overflowing desires are innocent, but they become drunk."

It is precisely because of that profound helplessness that when Liu Mo appears, he blindly treats her as a life-saving straw. He loves the wrong person and expresses the wrong love. When she leaves, he is so decadent that he can only buy drunk all night.

At this time, Jian Zhiheng appeared. He was like a light in his own life, illuminating the lost darkness for himself.

In the closed piano room, the moment he saw him appear; in the noisy and quiet campus, on the one-way street, there was always the moment when he was with him; when he signed up for a singing competition for himself and practiced singing with him without hesitation; when he sang in the auditorium for the first time, the two of them laughed at each other... scenes flashed through his mind.

"Don't stay any longer, people's hearts dodge too much,

Being confused with eyes or hearing humble.

I asked myself that the retreat was already in place.

It is impossible to be unable to hold on and fall into a evasion sentence.”

As his singing fluctuated, the audience in the audience was also intoxicated. From time to time, there were a series of small voices buzzing.

“He sang very well!”

"Yes, he's very handsome!"

Seeing those encouraging smiles and waving glow sticks, Guan Zhen had never felt so much kindness in his life. This also made him feel for the first time that he was not the abandoned person by the world. It turned out that he was also qualified to be happy.

In the waiting room at this time.

The contestants sat in their respective seats and watched the broadcasting screen on the screen. Guan Zhen's singing made them temporarily forget the tension of being on stage, the impetuous desire, and just indulged in this tender silence.

Jian Zhiheng held the back of the chair tightly with his hands, his eyes were hot. Guan Zhen was not only expected by him, but also by his expectations. However, when he saw the sunny and confident smile on the screen, the vigorous vitality of a boy of the same age, Jian Zhiheng knew that he was not wrong to push him onto this stage!

The other girls were also blinded by their eyes, and obviously they didn't expect that the dull gourd who had just been ridiculed by them would be so beautiful when singing.

Perhaps because the lyrics tell his own story, he can fully integrate into it, and can also lead others into his world and appreciate all kinds of styles.

Even Rong Xiao, who had just ignored the surroundings at first, gradually sat up straight and witnessed the rising of a campus star on the screen.

"He is popular this time! He is the best newcomer king of this class!" When the midfield accompaniment sounded, the girls were talking excitedly, with stars in their eyes already shining quietly.

"Yes, it's the little prince of love songs! There will definitely be many girls chasing him!"

There was only one person in the room who always kept a stern face and said nothing. But this did not mean that other girls would forget her.

"Liu Mo, do you regret it?" After the first girl spoke, more gloating eyes turned, "You didn't want others."

Liu Mo's eyes were too long. Even with her delicate makeup, she could still vaguely see her blue face. She endured for a long time in the discussion of the crowd, and finally stood up with a cold face, walked to the instructor standing in front of the door with an elegant step like a white swan.

"Teacher, I want to change the song."

The songs on the stage are over.

"It's time to let go, this endless conspiracy,

Half a joke, I must not help but,

There is still sweating along the way, but the dream has not yet decayed.

When fate is at the end, remember not to forget your peace of mind.”

The name of this song is called "Don't forget your heart".

When Guan Zhen sang softly, what flashed in his mind was the scene of him and Jian Zhiheng getting along.

They did experiments together in class, and Jian Zhiheng was frustrated and endured helplessness to correct the use of the instrument for him;

On the basketball court, he flew on the layup again and again, sweating in the sun, and stood by himself, and was infected by his vitality.

When you run for a long endurance, you will lose your energy and gradually fall behind. There will always be someone next to you to hold him and lead him to the finish line.

Yes, as long as you are by his side, you will feel at ease.

They crossed the finish line, but their running still did not stop.

They will continue to run towards tomorrow, running in the sun.

...

The thunderous applause brought him back to reality.

Guan Zhen was surprised to find that the cheers he received were not inferior to Rong Xiao.

Originally, he was destined to be a role that became a foil. But he actually got out of this dilemma with his own strength and hard work.

The competitions are still going on one by one. Although the subsequent players are also good, they can no longer find anyone who can be as outstanding as Rong Xiao and Guan Zhen and can cause the whole audience to be excited.

Even when he returned to the waiting room, Guan Zhen was still a little excited. He did not listen to many people's songs. Until Liu Mo came on stage and saw her delicate and beautiful face on the screen, Guan Zhen's heart was slightly shocked. The joy of cheering for it seemed that it was diluted a little at this time.

"First of all, I'm sorry to everyone," Liu Mo held the microphone and bowed slightly to the audience. "I decided to change the competition track a quarter of an hour before the start of the competition. Because I think this song can express my mood more."

"This song 'Recycling Love' is given to the person I have hurt. All the things I want to say to him are in this song."

There was an uproar in the audience. Changing songs before the game started was unprecedented. Moreover, the song "Recycling Love" is very difficult. Since it is a song, why should I change one temporarily? Isn't this intention to get along with myself?

When everyone was paying attention to "changing songs", Guan Zhen looked straight at the girl on the screen.

She said, give it to someone she had hurt.

Is that person referring to himself...?

Liu Mo held the microphone in her hand, her blurred eyes floating with a faint sadness, and she wanted to speak. She sang softly with the gentle accompaniment music.

"You once said that you would accompany me to the end,

But in the end, I had to choose to back down,

If you don't meet, will you not fall in love?

A heartbreaking promise writes the loneliness of two people.

Forgot you and I forgot myself,

A numb heart is locked in the past that cannot be returned to."

Her voice was fresh and sweet, as if she was back to the angel she had first met.

Guan Zhen's heart was getting more and more shocked. Just as "Don't forget your peace of mind" was his portrayal. Why do he always feel that the lyrics of "Recycling Love" are about him and Liu Mo?

When she met for the first time, she handed herself a love letter. After taking it with a blushing face, she asked for a jade slip from her and left her contact information.

At that moment, she lowered her head slightly, and the warm sunlight poured in from outside the window, coating her flashing eyelashes with a layer of golden brilliance.

Guan Zhen stared at her delicate face in a daze, as if she couldn't see enough for a long time. It was on that day that he felt that he had met an angel.

After Liu Mo left, he didn't listen to the class that day. He stared at the name in the jade slip and saw it for an afternoon.

Later, they dated and walked side by side through many places, with a green and sweet feeling.

He still remembered that day Liu Mo bought a bunch of marshmallows at the stall and shook it at him. When he leaned over, she laughed and moved away again, and took a big bite by herself. Guan Zhen was not willing to be outdone, so she bit her from another direction.

When they ate a gap from the big marshmallow, their lips gently touched each other.

At that time, both of them breathed a little rapid. But gradually, no one knew who took the initiative, they formally hugged each other and deepened the candy-smelling kiss.

At that time, their kissing skills were clumsy, but their hearts were sincere.

...

They would study together in the library, and they were sitting in adjacent seats, but they insisted on writing notes to each other one by one.

When Guan Chun wrote some numb words, Liu Mo was shy and would kick him under the table in a coquettish way, then quickly hugged his arm, leaned his head gently on his shoulder, rubbing like a kitten.

...

He once rode his bike with her and rushed over the downhill road in the mountains.

Her long hair flew up in the breeze and whirled on his face. The hair smelled of a nice shampoo.

At that time, he had thought seriously about this girl, he wanted to take her with her for the rest of his life.

...

"I always envy the princesses, I didn't understand before.

I envy them for always being guarded by a prince.
To be continued...