Chapter 136(1/3)
After Furukawa Kumisa said this, he heard subtle footsteps coming from inside the door, as if the person next to the door moved to the side.
She waited for a while, pushed the door open, and saw Feng Gu Ling standing by the door with a sullen face.
Furukawa Kumisa pretended not to see him, walked into the room with a normal look, sat down at the table, poured water, and drank water.
Jiang Guling didn't say anything until she finished drinking a glass of water.
Furukawa Kumisa finally raised his head: "...you came to my room so late at night, you probably didn't want to watch me in a daze, right?"
Fang Guling heard her speak, and then walked to sit opposite her.
He hesitated for a moment, and seemed to reach out to hold her hand, but Furukawa Kumisa dodged slightly and avoided it by pouring water.
Jiang Guling's fingers froze, and then he reached out and grabbed her wrist with a snap.
"...Don't reject me." His words were a little low.
Furukawa Kumisa had no choice but to put down the cup.
Jiang Guling took her hand into his palm and held it carefully. There was still some smell of medicine on her fingertips. He was silent for a while and then said.
"Matsuda's injury... I can give him medicine in the future."
Furukawa Kumisa was not surprised at all and Fukoutani Rei did not misunderstand.
After all, she had ointment in her hand at the time, and the bruises on Matsuda Jinpei's body were not hidden. As long as he calmed down and thought about it, he would know what happened.
She just said calmly: "Then you should go and tell him, not me."
Jianggu Ling was slapped back by her softly, his face became even darker, and he felt a little aggrieved when he spoke: "...You haven't even given me any medicine."
Furukawa Kumisa replied calmly: "Then you have to be injured by me first."
Jianggu Ling responded quickly this time: "Just give me a good beating and you'll be relieved?"
Now it was Furukawa Kumisa's turn and he didn't know what to say: "...That's not a big deal."
Fang Guling asked: "Then what do you do to not get angry?"
Furukawa Kumisa looked at him for a while, then suddenly asked a seemingly unrelated question.
"Do you think I'm sincere about Gin?"
Jiang Guling didn't know why she suddenly asked this, but after thinking about it, she answered honestly.
"...I don't know." He hesitated, but still told the truth, "Sometimes I think it's fake, but sometimes..."
"Sometimes you think it's true?"
Furukawa Kumisa withdrew his hand with a swish, almost laughing out loud, "Would you rather believe that I have feelings for Gin, but you only doubt my sincerity towards you?"
She didn't know for a moment whether this person was looking down on herself or her.
Furukawa Kumisa felt that there was no need to continue chatting, so he stood up with a sullen face and prepared to see off the guests.
But Jiang Gu Ling was stunned for a moment and blurted out: "...Are you angry with this?"
Furukawa Kumisa:??After doing this for a long time, he didn’t even know why she was angry??
She turned back to look at him funny, "...otherwise? Why do you think I'm angry?"
But when Guiwen asked, she didn't want to talk to him any more, and walked directly to the door to open it, trying to drive him out.
Fang Gu Ling quickly stood up, caught up with her, and held her in his arms from behind.
Furukawa Kumisa was a little hurt by the impact. She reached out and held his arm around her, as if she wanted to pull him away.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't..." Jiang Guling didn't let her break away. He seemed to want to explain, but hesitated for a long time and didn't know what to say, "I know you..."
At the critical moment, he seemed unable to argue with anything and could only hold her tightly.
Seeing him hesitating and not knowing how to speak, Furukawa Kumisa's long-suppressed anger suddenly evaporated.
She broke away from his arms and became excited: "Jiang Gu Ling, I have deceived and used so many people, but I have never used you!"
It's actually ridiculous to say that those people she used to pretend to approach to gain favor never doubted her sincerity. Even if she deliberately pretended to be indifferent and refused, they never questioned her feelings.
Only Jianggu Zero...
"What do you think I'm trying to do with you? I want to get close to the core of the organization. Isn't it nice for me to use gin? I want to find someone to help subvert the organization. If I can't find anyone, I must look for you? Those high-level officials from the Metropolitan Police Department, Public Security Department, and even the FBI...
Which one is not more useful than you? Am I blind to take advantage of you? Even..."
Even regarding system matters, she once put "the truth" above "favorability". She would rather preserve the only rare sincerity between them than use a staged mask to fill up his final reputation.
10 points of favor.
"I ask myself, I may have been sorry to anyone, but I have never been sorry to you!"
In the end, she was the only one who was sincere to her from beginning to end, who questioned her sincerity.
She took a deep breath, suppressed her excitement, and forced herself to calm down: "...You can go."
Fang Guling's heart was in confusion from the moment she spoke. He finally realized what he had misunderstood, and he also knew that if he really followed her wishes and walked out of the door tonight, he might never come back.
So he hugged her tightly: "I won't leave."
Furukawa Kumisa didn't waste any time and went to open the door, but he held her tightly and refused to let her move.
She was furious: "If you don't leave, I'm going to call someone!"
"Then you shout."
Probably because he didn't expect him to be so shameless, Furukawa Kumisa froze for a moment, and for a moment he had no way to deal with it.
Seeing that Furukawa Kumisa's struggle had stopped, Fukitani Rei breathed a sigh of relief and spoke slowly.
He paused, probably wanting to explain, but didn't know what to say.
"I...I admit that it is impossible to say that I have never doubted..."
His first words almost caused Furukawa Kumisa to explode again, but he held him down tightly, "I have seen you and Gin together, and I have also seen you and others..." After that,
He smiled bitterly and said, "Your acting skills are so good, I can't tell the difference."
Furukawa Kumisa found it difficult to understand - how could this person be explaining to her, but every word he said was at his own breaking point?
She could no longer restrain herself and wanted to take action.
"That day in the hospital... I tested you. Your breathing, pulse, and heartbeat made me feel that you were not indifferent to me."
Furukawa Kumisa was stunned for a moment, thinking of the day when he accompanied him for a review, and he confessed uncharacteristically forcefully.
"I have doubts...I may not even be sure now."
It is human nature to worry about gains and losses, and even to have doubts when being deeply involved in a relationship. Rei Shitani frankly admitted that he could not control his instinct.
"But it doesn't matter... Like I said, I am willing to wait, willing to wait until the day you accept me wholeheartedly, or..."
He turned her around in his arms and raised her head so that she could not avoid his gaze.
"If you are lying to me, just keep lying." His face seemed to be smiling bitterly, but he seemed to be very relieved. "Lie to me for the rest of my life, and let me be immersed in this scam for the rest of my life."
Furukawa Kumisa was shocked and suddenly raised his head, as if he couldn't believe what he just said.
He reached out and held her tightly in his arms under her trembling eyes: "I'm not afraid that you will lie to me or use me. I'm just afraid... that one day you will leave."
I'm just afraid that I will lose you, and I won't be able to find you due to your use and deception.
Furukawa Kumisa was held deeply in his arms and could not utter a word.
Probably sensing that she was trembling slightly, Jiang Guling's embrace tightened again.
His embrace was hot, with a temperature that melted ice, almost burning her.
The melting ice and snow flowed with trailing water stains. Furukawa Kumisa raised his eyes and watched his resolute face shattered in the rippling water color.
Jiang Gu Ling panicked again when he saw her tears: "How did you..."
He didn't know why she cried, so he had to apologize hurriedly: "I'm sorry, I...did I say something wrong again..."
Furukawa Kumisa was buried in his arms and shook her head, her tears dripping onto his clothes. The slightly cold touch shocked his heart, and he could only go to the table to get a tissue at a loss.
When he turned around, she had already wiped away her tears, sniffed, grabbed the tissue from his hand, and wiped it on her face haphazardly.
Jiang Guling wanted to ask something, but he was afraid of irritating her again.
Furukawa Kumisa wiped away the tears on his face, raised his eyes in a flash, and started chasing people away in a fierce tone: "It's so late, aren't you going to bed?"
This sudden change made Jiang Guling stunned for a moment, and subconsciously said: "There is still work to be done."
She glared at him: "Then go to work."
Fang Gu Ling glanced at her. The tears on her face were not dry yet, and even her eye frames were red. He hesitated.
"...Can I move the computer to your room?"
Furukawa Kumisa directly refused: "No, go back to your room."
"I just want to...be with you."
She pushed him out and said, "No need, I'm not a three-year-old child. Go ahead and go back to work."
She pushed Jianggu Ling to the door, but he still didn't trust her, "Are you really okay?"
To be continued...