Chapter 180(3/4)
But he never thought that she would be driven by "emotion" in everything she did - it seemed even more ridiculous to say so, but even Feng Guling, who loved her deeply, never thought that he could get it.
Her response was even so candid that she said "love".
Everyone knows that Furukawa Kumisa is a cold person. For her, feelings are just a means and tool to achieve her goals. She calculates every detail, using other people's and even her own feelings as bargaining chips.
, to achieve your own goals.
Furukawa Kumisa knew what he was thinking just by looking at him, and she suddenly and belatedly realized what he was thinking about.
She smiled and sighed, "Zero, actually there is a saying that you and everyone who knows me are right - I am a person who can calculate and take advantage of everything, including myself. But there are some things that you really
You overestimate me."
She closed her eyes, "My heart is not under my control."
She smiled again, "Although you said you don't need to listen to my explanation of the past, I still have to tell you - you may not be able to imagine that I have been dealing with precise numerical values for most of my life. For a long time
For me, feelings are something that can be quantified.
"They are cold numerical values. They are the rewards I get after completing tasks and 'shooting'. They are the source of my survival.
"They are the most important and least important things to me. I can give everything for those values, and I can get everything from those values - and when it is used as a tool, it has existed in my life for so many years.
In the end, even I didn’t know what feelings were anymore.”
She reached out and hooked his neck, "Until I met you, Zero - you made me see the feelings that truly exist as a living individual. They are not cold, controllable values, nor are they obtained by deliberate calculations.
Reward.”
Her eyes were shining brightly, as if there were bright stars hidden inside, making Jiang Guling couldn't help but want to go deeper into them, and even the loss of control and restlessness just now gradually calmed down.
"You are special, the first unique existence I have encountered in so many years."
At this point, she suddenly sighed, "But I am a despicable and selfish person."
Her words were so sudden that Jiang Guling paused for a moment, but subconsciously tightened her embrace.
"I...I don't want to lose this feeling, or in other words, I don't want to lose this beauty and purity - just like a lonely traveler in the long night, when a bright light suddenly appears in front of my eyes. I want to reach out and touch it.
, I want to protect this light, I want to... own him.
"So I don't want to destroy this beauty. I hope that your feelings for me will always be pure. I know that my nature is despicable. I am not beautiful. I have many dark sides, so I hide them carefully. I don't want you to
Seeing them and experiencing them, I hope that I will always be the brightest and perfect existence in your eyes.
"You asked before, why I don't seek your cooperation every time, why I don't dare to tell you everything, or why...I don't want to tell you my past memories. This is the reason."
I am selfish, despicable, cunning, calculating, self-interested...this is my true face.
I don’t want you to see them, I hope that the me you like will always be pure and beautiful, worthy of this miraculous love that transcends system settings and transcends all numerical positions.
Jianggu Ling didn't know whether he heard it or not, but he buried his head in her neck and suddenly smiled deeply.
"……why are you laughing?"
"Do you know what memory I first remembered about you in this life?"
Furukawa Kumisa thought for a while: "The memory of my murder."
She sighed, "So you see, this is why I don't want you to know many things - the deepest and first impression I leave on you will always be related to killing."
But Feng Guling shook his head: "On the contrary. I did dream that you were killing people, but in the end, I dreamed that I became your accomplice."
Furukawa Kumisa was stunned for a moment: "Accomplice?"
Jianggu Ling's voice finally calmed down, and he even smiled a little, "At that time, I was thinking that if the person in the dream really existed, I must love her very much."
Furukawa had a long meal.
"I love her so much that even if I witness her murder with my own eyes, I can't help but be attracted to her, and even become her accomplice.
"Later, I dreamed that we were on a crashing plane. You told me that you were afraid of death, and that we were carrying 192 lives on the entire plane."
He took a deep breath and kissed her neck, "At that time, I thought that my feelings for you were just the suspension bridge effect caused by the plane crash, but later I really discovered that I might have been there when you said
When I said these words, I had already fallen.
"I told you...it's a miracle that we can finally reach this point after transcending identity and status, and crossing the barrier of life and death."
He propped up his body, his pupils were shining with a brilliance that had never appeared on Jiang Gu Ling before.
"You think my feelings for you are pure and beautiful, but have you ever thought about who I am? And how do you feel about you who finally fell in love with me?"
Furukawa Kumisa was startled, she had indeed never thought about it.
"I have my own selfish motives, and I'm extremely suspicious. I was also complained about by that kid who said that I don't speak human words and likes to be a riddle man. Everyone who saw Bourbon said that I was a terrible lunatic who would do anything for his greed.
, and when everyone saw Jiang Guling, they thought I was too cold and hard at work, ignorant of taste, and sometimes even my colleagues could not accept my radical approach."
He arched his eyebrows at her, "You see, everyone in this world is despicable and selfish, and everyone has countless shortcomings - in fact, having this self-knowledge is enough to make you sober.
"Perhaps most normal couples fall in love with each other because of each other's sparkling appearance when they first meet. Until they discover each other's shortcomings in the process of getting along, they can continue to move forward if they get along successfully. If they fail to get along, they will end up in vain.
"But the first thing we know about each other is the negative shortcomings."
When Fangtani Rei smiled sincerely, even the tips of his light blond hair seemed to be shining.
"That's the miracle itself, isn't it?"
We are well aware of each other's shortcomings. We are such selfish, cruel and cruel people who will do whatever it takes to achieve our goals, but we fell in love with each other like this.
Instead of showing everyone else our bright and shiny side, our dark and ugly nature is revealed.
We fell in love with each other's ugliness and fell deeply in love with each other - that's the miracle.
After a while, Furukawa Kumisa sighed, stretched out her hand and hugged him tightly.
"...If you also own the system, you will definitely hear the 'Successful Strategy' prompt at this time. Congratulations on gaining my 100 points of favorability."
Jiang Guling was stunned for a moment: "System?"
"...It's just French fries, well...you can take the blame for all the problems."
Seeing that Rei Fukiya was still stunned, Furukawa Kumisa reached out and pushed him away, then sat up and stretched.
She was in a happy mood: "So, the misunderstanding between us has been resolved?"
Fang Guling:...Is this a normal reaction after hearing a lover's affectionate confession?
Furukawa Kumisa even made the decision unilaterally: "Well, I think it should be solved."
She turned around, looked at Jiang Gu Ling who had been opened by her, and asked with a smile: "So what are you having for dinner today?"
Fang Guling grinded his teeth, pulled her down, pressed her back under him, and lowered his voice: "Eat you."
Furukawa Kumisa smiled and stretched out his hand to block the lips he was about to kiss, "Don't do anything urgent at this time, Mr. Fukitani."
A long-lost cunning color flashed through her narrowed eyes: "Otherwise I would think you were just lusting after my body."
Jiang Gu Ling raised his eyebrows, grabbed her hand, and pressed it to the bed, "You were the first to say you were greedy for my body."
Furukawa Kumisa smiled like a fox, "Ah, well, after all, as a 'substitute', I can only covet your body."
Jianggu Ling's purple pupils narrowed slightly: "But you said you didn't treat me as a substitute."
Furukawa Kumisa glanced at him: "You also said that I am good at deceiving people."
"Then are you lying to me now?"
Furukawa Kumisa smiled: "Who knows? Find the answer yourself."
Fangtani Ling clasped her chin and kissed her: "Okay, I'll find the answer."
...Not in this way!
As for whether Rei Fukoutani found the real answer in the end... then only Furukawa Kumisa, who had no choice but to lie in bed all day, knew.
If this was a fairy tale, then here would be the ending of "the hero and heroine lived happily ever after".
But it's a pity that this is the home of the detective romance bloody comic series.
The bloody story does not really end until the moment the organization is destroyed.
The good news is that there are two cheating players on the red side in this life who are prophets. The bad news is that Gin did not die early this time, which indeed caused them a lot of trouble.
Although such a huge organization was on the verge of collapse, and even Gin was unable to save it, his final whereabouts became a huge mystery.
"If we can't find gin, we won't be able to sleep peacefully even if the organization is destroyed." Zhu Fu Jingguang rubbed the center of his brows. Days and nights of fighting all night had caused the beard on his face to grow so much that he had no time to shave, and he looked exhausted.
Furukawa Kumisa was eating chestnuts with her cheeks in her hands. Although she, as a "waste", did not directly participate in their operation, she still contributed a lot just like her previous life.
She thought for a while: "Have you looked for the addresses I gave you?"
Zhufu Jingguang nodded: "I have searched, but there are a few...Universal Studios? Osaka Hotel? Kyushu Island Mansion? - Our manpower is limited, and we have not had time to search these for the time being, but if you insist,
Today we will send someone to find out."
Furukawa Kumisa hesitated for a moment, "Forget it, these... the probability is too small, but there is a place..."
Jiang Guling was feeding chestnuts to French fries—the rare half-day respite was used by them to eat and feed the birds.
He raised his head and glanced at Furukawa Kumisa: "What worries do you have?"
Furukawa Kumisa answered simply: "If I find him, I can only bring you a body."
As soon as she spoke, the two people at the table looked at her.
Zhu Fu Jingguang still hesitated: "If I can capture him alive..."
Furukawa Kumisa lowered his eyes: "A living Gin is a hundred times harder to catch than a dead Gin."
Zhu Fu Jingguang looked at Jiang Guling.
Jianggu Ling just calmly peeled another chestnut, fed it into his mouth with French fries, wiped his hands, and snorted coldly: "He may not accept your love."
Furukawa Kumisa glanced at him and said nothing.
To be continued...