Chapter 1210
Before going to bed at night, her last thought was that she was no longer whole.
All the beliefs she once had seemed to have completely collapsed after that incident. She didn't know how she went to work. She was like a puppet. The person was there but the heart was not.
"Youxin, thank you!" After crying for a while, Lin Ling sat up straight. Xia Youxin took out a tissue from the table and handed it to her to wipe away her tears.
After crying, she felt a little better, but the problem still existed.
She looked at Youxin again and Xia Youxin, who was also looking at her with concern. Although Xia Youxin knew that Lin Ling liked Ye Qianmo, she had an intuition today that Lin Ling was not so sad for Ye Qianmo.
"I do have one thing that I can't think about. I accidentally..." Lin Ling said this and felt it was difficult to talk about it.
Now that she had opened her mouth, she still chose to tell the truth. She bent over and picked up the beer on the table, took two sips of it, then took a deep breath and continued: "I had an affair with a man by accident, and that was my first time.
Once. After that, I wanted to pretend that nothing happened. Who knows, I just can't forget it, I can't forget it, I always dream about it." When Lin Ling said this, she looked at Xia Youxin like a helpless child.
At this time, she was still wearing the same neat short, ear-length hair that Xia Youxin had when he first saw her, but the impression she gave her was completely different from what it was then.
Xia Youxin no longer felt that she was a calm and rational strong woman. At this time, she only felt sorry for Lin Ling. She was also a conservative woman, and she knew how uncomfortable it would be if someone took away what she held on to for the first time.
She just looked at Lin Ling with concern, unable to find the right words to persuade her. She had no way to say, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter. She herself is not cool, how can she let others be cool in response?
Finally said it!
After Lin Ling finished speaking, he breathed a long sigh of relief, then smiled at Xia Youxin and said, "Look, it's actually nothing, it's just a matter of one sentence, isn't it? I'm too conservative, it's all nothing
In this age, a clear night is nothing short of amazing."
Her pretense of humor did not deceive Xia Youxin. When she was sad and wanted to get another beer, Xia Youxin reached out to stop her.
"Stop drinking. Drinking is harmful to your health. Since you told me, I want to ask you how you want to solve this problem. You know better than me. Drinking will definitely not solve it."
Lin Ling did not insist on drinking. She lowered her head and said softly: "To be honest, I really don't know how to solve it. There is no solution. That person likes someone else."
"Then why did he spend the night with you? How could he be so irresponsible?" Xia Youxin frowned and complained.
"He..." Lin Ling wanted to explain to Hai Zhixuan that he was under the influence of aphrodisiacs, but she only said the word "him" and she swallowed it back.
If she really said it, Xia Youxin would know who the person who had a good night with her was. She didn't want Hai Zhixuan to know, and she never wanted him to know.
"He didn't mean it, and I don't blame him."
"That person, he has someone he likes, but he is still single, right? Can you try dating him? Or talk openly and honestly, maybe he also has a crush on you." Xia Youxin advised again.
Lin Ling still shook his head and said softly: "I don't like it, and I don't want to rely on others for this reason. I'm fine, Youxin, thank you, I wish I could say it out."
Lin Ling forced out a smile and reached for the beer, but was stopped by Xia Youxin again.
Xia Youxin also wanted to persuade Lin Ling again, and wanted to tell her not to risk her lifelong happiness for the sake of self-esteem.
Before the words could be spoken, the door opened, with Ye Qianmo in front and Hai Zhixuan behind. Two men entered, and Xia Youxin had no choice but to say nothing for the time being.
For some reason, when she saw Hai Zhixuan, she suddenly had a strange idea in her head, thinking that the man Lin Ling was talking about spending the night with her was Hai Zhixuan.
Chapter completed!