Chapter 31 Ten Weeks of File Reading (2)
Jiang Guling was silent for a few seconds, then suddenly laughed, and fell into the arms of You Tongran with his whole body relaxed.
He put his head on the other person's shoulder and laughed softly, and said helplessly: "Really, Hiro's doing this is too foul..."
Feng Guling closed his eyes and sighed silently, completely defeated.
"What, what? I obviously told the truth, doesn't Zero believe me?" Zhu Fu Jingguang realized that he seemed to have said a lot of disgusting words, and his face suddenly turned red, but he did not regret it at all.
"I believe it, of course I believe Hiro, but..." Fangtani Rei paused, as if he didn't know whether to continue speaking.
Zhu Fu Jingguang sat under the tree and hugged the young Tongran in front of him, holding his back firmly with one hand and gently stroking the supple golden head on his shoulder with the other hand.
"But what? Is there any reason why you absolutely cannot tell me?" His voice was very soft but extremely firm, "If there is such a reason, if you absolutely cannot let me know, if there is something that prohibits you from telling me,
Then I...it's okay if I don't know, but zero, you have to give me a reason."
"I really can't accept things like last time when I was completely excluded without even giving a reason, zero." He said.
"sorry……"
"If zero knows you made a mistake and won't do it again, then I will forgive you." Zhu Fu Jingguang interrupted him with a smile in his voice, indicating that he was not really angry enough to refuse to forgive.
Jiang Guling was silent for a few seconds, and finally gave in completely.
He raised his head and looked helplessly at Xiao Tongran, who had his eyes bent: "Hiro, you clearly know that I will not deceive you."
"But you can't hide it, I will be very worried about you." Zhu Fu Jingguang softened his eyebrows, and his tense nerves finally relaxed a little.
"But Hiro obviously always hides some dangerous and troublesome things from me, doesn't he?" Rei Fukiya protested.
"I admit my mistake. Now I know I was wrong. I will never hide it from Zero again and then do dangerous things by myself, so we are even." Zhu Fu Jingguang smiled and tilted his head.
"Really..." Fang Guling couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth along with him, and couldn't help but reveal a relaxed and happy smile.
He stood up and changed his posture, turned around and sat down next to Xiao Tongran's warm body. After leaning on the blue-eyed young man who came over with great skill, he naturally rested his head on the other person's shoulder and talked with him.
Let’s lean against the big tree and look at the cliff and the moon on the opposite side.
At this moment, neither of them spoke, they just sat closely together in this cold night, feeling the mountain breeze blowing on their faces, enjoying the silence.
Even though nothing was said, the atmosphere was warmer than ever. Even the world around us seemed to have become more beautiful. The flowers of all colors blooming all over the mountains and plains were growing and blooming so beautifully and energetically.
.
Spring, yes, this is spring.
Jiang Guling relaxed himself like never before, and the smile on his face made Zhufu Jingguang, who turned to look at him, couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, and couldn't help but reach out to touch the short golden hair raised by his cheek.
Looking at his gentle smile, Fang Guling's eyes suddenly felt a little hot.
It wasn't until he found out the mastermind behind the scenes and basically understood everything that he felt confident. It wasn't until he was caught off guard and endured ten reincarnations of death. It wasn't until this moment that he seemed to truly realize that he was reborn for the first time, and he didn't fully realize it.
It turns out that hiro has returned to him.
This kind of absolute trust and security, this feeling that since he was a child, he could always go to him no matter what happened. As long as Xiao Tongran was still standing by his side, he would have nothing to fear and nothing to worry about. It was really
It has been a very long time since I last saw it, so long ago that it seems like it happened a lifetime ago.
Well, it was originally a matter of a previous life.
Yes, he is not an all-around person who can solve everything perfectly by himself and will not confide in anyone and reveal his true self. He is actually a very willful and self-willed person who cannot stand the slightest provocation and also likes to rely on tameness in relationships.
Every time a person encounters unbearable pain, he will always think of the other party first. As long as he thinks about the other party's existence and is comforted by the other party, he can immediately resurrect with full health... until he loses everything he can.
Only those who rely on and talk to will gradually become like that.
Even though he knew everything clearly in his heart and could even act it out perfectly, strangely enough, he only really realized it now.
Probably because he really lost this person for too long, because the loss was too unexpected and difficult to accept.
Elementary school, junior high school, high school, university, police academy, and even going undercover in the back were all two people together. The other's existence had reached the point where it became a part of his life without even thinking about it, just like the sun would rise as usual the next day.
Of course.
Therefore, it was so unbelievable when the day when the sun fell came, so every day after that, walking alone in the darkness was so sad, long and painful.
Time cannot dilute this scar. He still cannot accept it until he is 29 years old and even now. He just has to keep moving forward when he cannot accept it. That's why he has persisted until now, to the point where he is used to it and cannot even realize it.
.
Then now, he suddenly realized that he was actually no longer alone.
Hiro is beside him.
Hiro has been watching him, caring about him, worrying about him, waiting for him, and trusting him.
No matter what it was for, he couldn't live up to this feeling.
"Okay." He said, "I will tell you everything, and I also promise you that I will not commit suicide because of this kind of thing again."
Jianggu Ling was scared.
He was suddenly frightened, and he did not dare to die casually again.
What if Hiro still has memories in the future?
How could he continue to add to Hiro's nightmares?
He couldn't even imagine how painful it must be for Hiro to have these five peripheral memories.
It doesn't matter, no matter how difficult it is, he will find a way to go on with Hiro, and he will not let Hiro go through such a thing again.
"This is a bit long and incredible story." Rei Fukiya said.
"Well, I will listen carefully." Zhu Fu Jingguang and him rubbed their heads against each other, relying on each other, and quietly listened to Xiao Tongran's confession.
This is a story that is far more terrifying, painful and cruel than he imagined.
Moreover, the blond young man did not explain many details in detail, and may even have concealed many things, but just listing the important key things one by one is enough to make the listener uncomfortable and suffocated.
Zhu Fu Jingguang's expression became uncontrollably sad.
But fortunately, You Tongran couldn't see it, because the blond young man changed his position and lay on his lap as he spoke, and Zhu Fu Jingguang could only see the back of his head.
Is zero crying? What's his expression now?
Zhu Fu Jingguang didn't know, and he didn't know how to ask or see.
He just reached out and gently stroked the golden head lying on his lap, and patiently and gently combed the soft yet stubborn golden short hair over and over again.
"This journey has been really difficult." Zhu Fu Jingguang sighed softly, "Thanks to you for all the hard work, zero. You have done very well. You are really amazing. You deserve to be zero."
Woolen cloth."
"...Hiro has said this to me before." Fangtani Rei seemed to smile.
"Really... It would be great if I had all the memories." Zhu Fu Jingguang lowered his eyes, "But no matter how many times I forget, I will still continue to talk."
"Zero, don't bear it all by yourself anymore." He said seriously, "Let me share your troubles with you, let me resist fate with you, don't bear everything by yourself, it's really too tiring to be alone."
Fang Gu Ling was silent for two seconds and said softly "Hmm".
Time has passed unknowingly, and it is probably almost dawn, so the last darkness before dawn has become thicker, and even the surrounding things are completely unclear, except for the existence of the people around him.
"Are you feeling tired?" Zhu Fu Jingguang suddenly asked softly.
A gust of wind blew, causing the blond young man's hair to become messy and fly up. Zhu Fu Jingguang stretched out his hand to help him tidy it up slowly, quietly waiting for the other party's reply.
"...Hmm." Finally, Jianggu Ling spoke in a low voice.
"Very tired," he said.
"Will it be painful?" Zhu Fu Jingguang asked.
"It's very painful." Jiang Guling said.
"Do you feel scared?" Zhu Fu Jingguang asked.
"I'm very scared," Fang Guling said.
"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter anymore, I'm here." Zhu Fu Jingguang sighed silently, leaned over and hugged the blond young man curled up on his lap, stretched out his hand and gently opened the tightly clenched fist.
Hold it again.
"But it's all worth it, so I will never give up." Fangtani Rei held his hand tightly, his tone this time extremely firm.
"Well, I know, because Zero has always been such a strong and powerful person." Zhufu Jingguang smiled, grabbed his hand and shook it, "But, even if Zero becomes the world's most perfect superman,
, I’m still worried about Zero. Because I know all of Zero’s dark history, and I’ve seen all of Zero’s looks, well… maybe this is because the young tame dye is not good, right?”
"So, don't make me worry so much next time. If you have anything to do, tell me first. I won't mess around alone. Let's work together to find a solution, okay?" he said.
"...Okay." Jianggu Ling agreed.
"Then it doesn't matter if I might do something a little too extreme?" He straightened up and looked at Xiao Tongran seriously, "For example, installing a locator on your body or something."
"It doesn't matter." Zhu Fu Jingguang said with a smile, "I mean I don't care at all, if this can make zero feel at ease."
The black-haired young man with the blue cat eyes even blinked and gave him a naughty wink, shyly saying: "Because, actually, I also want to install a locator on Zero."
Fang Guling choked.
"Now that I think about it, we have been together for so many years, experienced so many things together, and have overcome any difficulties we encountered, so I believe that we will definitely continue to go to the end together in the future. Whether it is the organization or the
System, we will definitely defeat them successfully." Zhu Fu Jingguang's tone was actually very gentle, but no one would doubt his determination.
"Of course." Fang Gu Ling laughed, his eyes bright and firm, "Only this point I have never doubted or wavered."
The sky was beginning to turn white. Finally, the sun finally broke through the darkness, and the world lit up in an instant.
The top of the mountain where they were located was high enough to fully see the entire sunrise process, and watch the sun light up the world bit by bit with their own eyes.
It was like seeing hope finally defeat despair, and light envelope the whole world.
The warm golden sunshine shone on the two people who were leaning on each other to watch the sunrise, gradually dispelling the cold and haze remaining in the darkness before.
"The sun has risen again." Jiang Guling suddenly said.
This is the sun that has risen again in his world. It is the sun that Hiro failed to see on the rooftop that night. It is also the sun that he failed to see when he died in the darkness before dawn.
"Yes, the sun will always rise." Zhu Fu Jingguang stood up and turned his back to the sun. He bent down and stretched out his hand to the blond young man on the ground and said with a smile: "Let's go back together, zero."
He didn't need to look at the sun, because Xiao Zongran, with his dazzling blond hair, had become his sun from the moment he smiled and pulled him out of the darkness.
Chapter completed!