Chapter 174 Involuntary and out of control
At that time, everyone thought it was a great blessing for her orphan who was a fatherless orphan to marry Fu Beixing. Even she thought so, how could she dare to complain?
When he was in the Jiang family, Jiang Sheng said verbally that she stole her life and stole the marriage that should have belonged to her. Even if Mr. Fu spoke, it became her fault.
Therefore, even if you are unwilling to accept and jealous, you can only suppress it in your heart and dare not speak out.
She was afraid that if anyone knew the grievance in her heart, she would be pointed at her nose and scolded - you still have the face to complain about grievance, you stolen the marriage, you were stolen, why would you feel wronged if you were just a thief?
So she didn't dare to show her grievances obviously. Even when she saw that he was good to Jiang Sheng, she could only swallow the sourness into her stomach and didn't dare to say anything more.
She still remembers that feeling, which is even more sour and bitter than eating a lime lemon, and her teeth are almost hurting.
At that time, she even felt that the pain of Jiang Sheng hitting her was nothing. If she had to choose, she would rather choose Jiang Sheng to hit her a few more times than see Fu Beixing accompany Jiang Sheng to buy this and get it.
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But at that time she didn't dare to say anything and could only watch.
Looking back now, I really have a pitfall in my mind.
However, she would not resent herself before. At that time, she was helpless and the only thing she could rely on was the marriage that Mr. Fu said in person.
Some of this love that was persistent in marrying Fu Beixing was because she wanted to escape from the Jiang family's suffering. She actually didn't know, but she clearly understood that she wanted to leave the Jiang family in the situation at that time.
There seems to be no other way except to marry Fu Beixing.
In her narrow consciousness at that time, she only knew that the future was pitch black, and that he was the only lamp.
Now she dares to let go of Fu Beixing and dares to be arrogant to those who bully her. It is simply because she has the support of her relatives. As she grows older, she realizes that she can survive alone, and it is not necessary to marry anyone to escape the suffering.
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So, why should she keep the pain in her heart?
After taking a deep breath, Jiang Yuan looked at Fu Beixing again, and his emotions gradually calmed down.
"Now I have said everything. It's not just to express the grievances over the years, nor to make a frustrated person in front of you. I just want to tell you that since your relationship has been confirmed, don't mess with me again, so as not to mess with me again.
Let another girl feel wronged.”
She probably also understood that Fu Beixing really didn't understand.
Born as the prince of the Fu family, his fiancée is also ready-made, either she or Jiang Sheng.
I don’t know if he should say he has a high vision or he is dedicated. Since I can remember, he was either studying or helping with Fu. He followed her first and then Jiang Sheng, and no other women appeared.
Never encountered such jealous behavior among women, or they were disdainful and uninterested. In fact, the brain circuit is different from that of normal people, and it is normal not to understand such things.
It's like a passenger seat, he seems to think anyone can sit there.
But it is precisely because of this that she has to make things clear.
The man in front of him seemed to have listened to her words. At this moment, the tall figure stood still, as if he was digesting what she said, and no longer encircled her in a private social circle with a strong attitude as before.
After a long time, Fu Beixing lowered his eyes again and looked at the girl with red eyes seriously.
His Adam's apple rolled and he overflowed with difficulty, "I don't know you used to... If I knew your grievances, I wouldn't have done that."
I will not deliberately ignore her, nor will I tease her and tease her again and again, but in fact I will belittle her and tease her heart.
She won't be sent abroad...
At that time, he only saw her bowing her head and making a promise, thinking that she could bear anything, but how could he know that she was so wronged that she would grit her teeth and cry at night.
If he knew, he would never have done that.
But there is never any if in this world.
Jiang Yuan naturally knew what his situation was, and even knew that crying children had candy, while sensible and capable children could only get one sentence - if you are as strong as you are, just give in to others.
Besides, she is not qualified to cry.
She shook her head, "If you want to be careful, you did nothing wrong, you don't need to apologize. Besides, I haven't blamed you."
The grievances were swallowed by her own gritted her teeth, and this invisible pressure came from the Jiang family, not him.
Her forbearance and unwillingness were just because she did not have a serious identity at that time, because she was living under someone else's roof, not because of Fu Beixing.
Even if he was wrong, he just wanted to marry Jiang Sheng even though he clearly liked her, and now the same is true.
Thinking of this, Jiang Yu'an took another step back and widened the distance between him and Fu Beixing.
"What you should have said and I have already explained it clearly. I think you should understand what you don't understand. You are so smart, you can't make mistakes again. Although there is something wrong with my car, someone comes to pick it up, and there is no shortage of people.
Gift, even if you can't rest assured that Jiang Yanqin, then I can always find Jiang Yanzhou. If there is no need to help, Chen Chao, he will always be relieved. And you, you should go to the right person, that person is not me."
In short, it’s okay for anyone to give her this, but he can’t be Fu Beixing.
After saying this, Jiang Yuan didn't plan to talk to him anymore. She sent a message to her second brother and asked him to pick her up. Now she plans to go back to her car and wait.
Returning to Xiaonan Pavilion is also a farce, so it’s better to stay quietly by yourself.
She smiled at Fu Beixing, turned around and opened the car door and crawled in, and no longer looked at the man behind her.
The moment the car door was closed, Fu Bei's long legs also took a step forward, as if he wanted to block her way, but he finally resisted the irritability and turned his body to take the opposite direction.
She was right. Since it had caused a tragedy, how could she make mistakes again and again?
He wanted to marry Jiang Sheng, so he should go to Jiang Sheng's side.
Reason told him that this was the case, and he also agreed with everything Jiang Yuan said, but there was still a voice in his mind shouting wildly, tying his nerves and telling him that he was going to Jiang Yuan's side.
Involuntarily and uncontrollable.
This emotion was very similar to the rebelliousness he felt when he was forced to learn all kinds of courses he didn't like, and was taken to the old man to take to the company to study various projects.
He disliked it, but he had to compromise.
Because once he doesn't listen to the old man and his mother, he will be locked in that dark room.
The first time I watched a bloody video there;
The second time was to turn off the recording of the video that only played that film;
The third time was that there was nothing but the sound of water drops, but his mind was filled with bloody scenes, the scene of blood dripping from the corpse on the ground.
After that, it was repeated again and again.
So he learned to compromise. Only when he does his best in everything, he will not be punished like this again.
But he still felt disgusted, and his chest was filled with endless desire to resist.
And now, this emotion begins to clamor again.
He should have listened to Jiang Yu'an's words and went to the hospital to see his future wife, instead of obeying the crazy mood and letting himself see Jiang Yu'an.
While fighting rationality and emotions, it brings endless pain to Fu Beixing.
Chapter completed!