But what about him?

How did Qi Zhen treat her?

No matter whether she died in her previous life or reincarnated in this life, Shen Linglong never received his sincere kindness.

She once thought that because she was not his real wife, because she had not endured the hardships of Nanyuan with him, and because she had not supported him through the troughs of life, she could not be trusted by him.

It was not until this reincarnation that Shen Linglong understood that it was not the case.

All the so-called reasons she thought were not his reasons.

She was indeed not his first wife in her previous life, and she was not considered to have truly shared hardships with him.

But what about this life?

In this life, Shen Linglong married him as his wife, accompanied him in hardships, and lived in misery for several years. What did she get in exchange?

In his words - "unworthy of being a wife"...

It turned out that Qi Zhen had never really regarded her as his wife in his eyes and heart, no matter in his past life or in this life.

The wife he wants is a noble girl, virtuous, virtuous, and generous.

But every wife he wants looks like Shen Linglong.

Shen Linglong was not born into a noble family. She grew up in the mountains and countryside. She was domineering by nature and could not tolerate her husband's other affections.

In both lives, Linglong never grew up to be the wife Qi Zhen wanted.

Qi Zhen, in his two lives, had never been truly sincere to Linglong.

From the beginning to the end, he never treated her sincerely. From the beginning to the end, he was partial to her.

As a young girl in past and present lives, Shen Linglong asked herself, she had never owed anything to Qi Zhen. She gave him everything she could and could not give.

But what about Qi Zhen? How did Qi Zhen treat her?

He lied to her again and again. It was the same in his previous life and it will be the same in this life.

He lied to her again and again, he failed her again and again, and he never treated her well.

From the bottom of his heart, he despised her because she was from a lowly background. He always believed that she was not worthy of being a patriarchal wife. He only regarded her as a plaything in the palm of his hand and a concubine for the rest of his life.

Since it is a plaything in the concubine's room, what does it matter whether it is held in the palm of one's hand?

He never looked at her as an equal, he never looked down on her.

The so-called love and pampering are just illusions used to deceive her.

Qi Zhen has been deceiving her from beginning to end, in two lifetimes.

What exactly is she to him?

Shen Linglong didn't understand it either.

Is it a plaything that can barely be regarded as a favorite, a beautifully displayed object, or a concubine who brings joy to her life?

This is probably how Qi Zhen sees her.

But why should he?

Why treat her like this?

Is it just because she likes him?

Is it just because she was born mean?

…

The night gradually falls and the sky slowly lights up.

In the bed tent in the inner room, tears flowed from the ends of Linglong's eyes.

Linglong, who had been trapped in a dream all night, finally opened her eyes.

The pair of eyes under those eyes were full of water.

Linglong raised her hand to wipe away her tears, her eyes filled with icy coldness.

She stood up with cold eyes, took off the thin clothes that were wet with cold sweat in her dream, and slowly stepped off the bed.

Opposite the bed in the inner room, there is a bronze mirror.

Linglong looked at the bronze mirror from a distance and approached step by step.

He didn't stop until he clearly saw the traces all over his body in the mirror.

She looked at herself covered in marks, and felt a dull pain in her heart.

Pain spread in her heart, but Linglong never raised her hand to touch her heart.

She was just suffering from the pain in her heart as if she was masochistic, looking at herself in the bronze mirror, she had a good look.

As I looked at it, I actually laughed.

The smile was ironic and desolate, Linglong smiled, and tears flowed out again.

She raised her hand to wipe away her tears, wiping them away again and again, but her smile never stopped.

Shen Linglong laughed because she was so stupid and because she had suffered so much in her two lives because of Qi Zhen, who had never been kind to her.

Laughing at myself for being so naive and stupid, so ridiculous.

It was obvious that others had not treated her sincerely, but they had given her a bit of tenderness like a cat or dog plaything, and she would miss him for the rest of her life and would never forget it until her death.

It was obvious that Qi Zhen was cold-hearted and the most heart-wrenching person. He had only looked at her for ten thousand years, which was a waste of his deep love.

This deep love began with the life-saving grace of Mr. Yuanye Langjun in the capital when he was thirteen years old.

He had saved her life, and she had already given it back at the gates of Luoyang City.

The sky was filled with blood that day, and the horse's hooves trampled on her body, which was painful to the bone. She had shed all her blood and tears, and she should pay back everything she owed Qi Zhen.

Now that she has been reborn, Shen Linglong no longer wants to like Qi Zhen.

It hurts so much that she doesn't want it anymore...

Linglong's tears fell like rain, and her smile was sad and beautiful.

The maid waiting outside happened to go inside to change the stove. When she pushed the door open, she saw her master standing naked in front of the bronze mirror, his eyes red from crying.

The girl's body was covered with marks, her eyes were red with tears, and she was so sad and beautiful. When the maid raised her eyes and saw it, she felt her heart palpitating.

The marks on Shen Linglong's body were too heavy. Even though the maid had never been with anyone, she could still see them clearly. Besides, she had grown up in the market and knew some things about the house. Such marks, one could tell at a glance that they were not left by a gentle and gentle husband.

After thinking about it deeply, I realized that it was the girl’s husband who was overbearing and showed no mercy, which made the girl suffer like this.

"Master..." the maid thought so, and was very cautious when calling Linglong.

Linglong heard the sound and looked sideways at the door.

At this moment, the secret guard who was the maid also stepped in.

The look in the eyes of the secret guard and the maid were the same. Fortunately, the secret guard reacted faster than the maid, and immediately took a dry robe from the clothes rack and put it on Linglong.

While covering Linglong's clothes, he said: "The weather is still cold in the early morning. Madam, please be careful not to get cold."

Madam? Her exquisite eyes fell on the secret guard, and she remembered that this was the person who had served in Guanyue Tower before.

I thought, it's really strange.

People from Qizhen are used to calling her girl, but now they also call her madam.

If she were in the East Palace, Linglong would be extremely happy when she heard the word "Madam".

It's a pity that today's Linglong, hearing the secret guard changing her 'wife', only felt it was harsh.

She raised her hands to tie the belt of her robe, and said to the secret guard casually: "Girl, please be careful, the second girl from Ning'an Marquis Mansion has never been married properly, and she cannot afford to be called 'Mrs.'"

As soon as these words came out, the secret guard knelt down in fear.

When Linglong talks about this, how can the secret guard not understand?

She knew that Miss Shen was remembering the past. After she realized what she was doing, she quickly knelt down in fear but did not dare to say anything.

The secret guard looked horrified, but Linglong looked cold.

She raised her hand to take the heater held by the maid, looked down at the kneeling secret guard, and said with her lips: "Go back and tell Qi Zhen to ask Qiu Shui to come from the capital. I miss her. Also, tell Qi Zhen , I don’t need secret guards to be maids, he wants people to stare at me, and he can put as many people as he wants in the dark, I won’t stop him, just don’t let these people appear in front of my eyes, I find them an eyesore. "

Shen Linglong, who had not recovered her memory in the past, always acted with more scruples. The secret guard also figured out that Linglong when she lost her memory was unwilling to cause too much trouble with her master, so that she could stabilize Linglong in everything.

But Linglong, who had recovered her memory, was no better than before, and she didn't have the slightest scruple as before.

The secret guard thought, since Linglong remembered the past, she naturally resented her master. How could she still care about her master, and how could she be willing to tolerate it because she didn't want to cause too much trouble with her master.

Thinking of this, he could not help but sigh in his heart, and then thought of Linglong's hysterical collapse in front of his master in the blood and water in the small courtyard that day. The secret guard sighed, I am afraid that Miss Shen's treatment of her master now makes her want to tear up her face and disappear. .

Now that she had this speculation, she didn't dare to say anything to cause trouble, so she could only bow her head and think that the first priority was to report it to her master first.

Then the secret guard respectfully resigned. When he went out, he told the other secret guards guarding the small courtyard to guard Linglong before he hurried to the military camp.

But on Linglong's side, the other maidservant who was left behind was confused by Monk Zhang Er.

The maid didn't quite understand what Linglong and the secret guard just said, and asked in confusion: "Master, who is the Qi Zhen you just mentioned? Why have I never heard you mention it before?"
To be continued...