Chapter 44 Small World (Knot)
A small extra (sub-cp article):
That day, Li Si knew that the man in black was Zhang San and quickly chased him out, and he followed Zhang San tightly.
Just when he thought he was about to catch up with the man, the man suddenly turned into the alley. When Li Si found something was wrong, he had long disappeared.
He was at a loss when he stood there, but the sudden death and resurrection made his heart beat rapidly.
He shouted around.
"Zhang San! Get out for me! Why don't you come to see me if you are not dead? You liar! I know you are still here, come out for me."
But no matter how he shouted, he was still the only one in the dark night, extremely quiet.
Just as he thought Li Si gave up, he spoke again.
"Do you want to be a character in that picture book? Just like we watched together when we were kids!"
Li Si took out what Zhang San said before when he wanted to keep him.
but………
At that time, Zhang San did not keep Li Si who was prejudiced, but can Li Si now keep Zhang San who was rubbed by time?
The moonlight was as bright as ink, and a small sound suddenly came from the end of the alley, and a person walked out of it.
The man stopped after walking one meter away from Li Si, and then pulled down the black cloth on his face. It was Zhang San.
But it seems that it is not Zhang San, because there were no crisscrossing scars on Zhang San's face in the past, and he would never look at Li Si with such a cold look, let alone say such cold words to him.
"What are you going to say?"
"I knew it was you!"
The two spoke at the same time, but their emotions were completely different.
Li Si didn't seem to know that this was the case when the two met again after many years.
I felt a little uneasy in those unemotional eyes, and I suddenly stuttered a little.
"I am...I am Xiaoyan. We have been together for eighteen years..."
"I have no amnesia."
But Zhang San's words directly interrupted Li Si.
Li Si was stunned for a moment. From childhood to adulthood, Zhang San chased him and said that this was the first time he had encountered such a situation.
"What are you doing? Why didn't you tell me over the years that you are still alive? I never knew I was always..." Worrying about you.
However, Li Si still didn't say the following words, and he felt that it would be a little strange after saying them.
The last thousand words turned into one sentence.
"How are you doing recently?"
Zhang San unintentionally ignored what Li Si said before and answered concisely.
"Yeah, that's OK."
"How did you escape at that time?"
"It was my wife who saved me, and he was the savior."
When Zhang San was tortured to death, he had never revealed any news about Duan Liming to others.
When he thought he was about to die, Shen Qingbai came.
When he was taken away, it seemed like a simple thing, but he only found out later.
Although there was no evidence that Shen Qingbai saved him, Shen Xiang still got angry with Shen Qingbai.
That was the first time he saw Shen Qingbai suffer such a serious injury. He lie down for five days and couldn't get out of bed.
After he learned about this, he asked him, is it worth it?
But he just chuckled and replied.
"It's worth it. Yu Qing, I am your young master's wife or Xiao Si's friend, so it's time to save you. Yu Qing, you have a responsibility for your ending now. You should save both in your feelings and in your senses."
Since then, he has been Shen Qingbai's secret guard.
"Then your face is...."
"Well, they're scratched, ugly, I know."
After saying that, Zhang San wanted to pull the black cloth.
"No, no, no, I don't mean that, I'm not ugly at all."
Seeing this, Li Si knew that he had said the wrong thing, so he quickly reached out and grabbed Zhang San's hand.
But the moment he touched, Zhang San wanted to shake Li Si's hand away, but if Li Si was unwilling, Zhang San could not get rid of him so easily.
Li Si could not beat Zhang San in the end, and in the end, Zhang San pressed his arms against the wall.
Li Si's face was pressed against the cold and rough wall, and he suddenly felt that there was something he couldn't come back.
He spoke with a little sobbing.
"Really, can't go back?"
At this time, Zhang San had already let go of the hand pressing Li Si and spoke lightly.
"Well, there's no chance of going back."
A layer of black mist was added in the already dark night, which lingered in people's hearts for a long time.
Li Si did not ask why, nor did he ask why he said he liked him before, why he gave up so easily now, but just whispered and begged.
"Can you hold it last?"
Upon hearing this, Zhang San slowly opened his arms and Li Si also threw himself into his arms.
When he let go, Zhang San suddenly felt that his cheek was being gently kissed. At the same time, he also saw Li Si's few tears, and Li Sisong was stunned for a moment.
"Don't see you again."
After Li Si finished speaking, he turned around and quickly disappeared into the dark moonlight.
Zhang San stood there and watched his back disappear into the moonlight, slowly letting go of his hands, which had already bulged with blue veins.
We don’t want to be people in the storybook who are surrendered and misunderstood and do not explain it, but we are all the so-called “word characters”.
I am Zhang San, you are Li Si. We are all people who do not deserve names. Our lives are not in our own hands. We are just one of the countless beings. We cannot change anything. We are born to be destined to be the little people in the story books. We are not the protagonists and cannot resist the world.
This may be the best result.
Zhang San and Li Si are always together, but Duan Xiao and Duan Yan are not.
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The little extra (Shen Yi chapter): Those who stay and those who are abandoned are the most painful.
Shen Yi, who is still a child, doesn’t know that people’s hearts are so bad, and he doesn’t know why his father, who loved him the most, was so terrible overnight, and he doesn’t know why his mother left him alone in this huge prime minister’s mansion.
Later, when he grew up, he realized that all his tragedies came from the extremely supreme man, and that man's dirty blood was flowing on himself.
The man knew that my mother was a concubine in the Prime Minister's Mansion, but he still forced his mother to take over. What's the use of her mother not going to die? How could she be able to fight against a beast alone?
After that incident, my mother no longer dared to go out and hurried in her house every day.
But later she became pregnant and she didn't know whose child she was, but she finally decided to give birth to it.
My mother is a very gentle woman, but not a cowardly woman, so when everything was about to spread, she went to find her father, she protected me, but not herself.
When the little Shen Yi came home happily and wanted to tell his mother what happened in the school today, what was waiting for him was not his mother's warm arms, but a cold body.
He has not been able to get out of the fact that his mother left him for so many years. He hates everyone in the prime minister's house, but he likes only one person, that is his brother, who will always protect his brother like his mother.
His brother was also as gentle as his mother. He felt that he gradually came out of the fact that he had lost his mother, but he was still unwilling to give up. He resented the supreme person.
It was him who led to the tragedy of his life, and he wanted to take revenge.
But later, after he took revenge, his brother left, leaving him alone in this huge palace.
Just like before, just like my mother, my brother left him, and my brother left, and I will never see him again.
So, is he lucky or unfortunate in his life?
Chapter completed!