Chapter 19 Comfort (Part 2)
"Don't always think that people like us who live in the dark must be ruthless, cold and ruthless, and kill without blinking an eye like Gin. In fact, many people are ordinary people. It is normal to have resistance to killing people. I think
I have met many such people, so Shadow-kun doesn’t have to hide in front of me, and I’m not the kind of senior who forces all his subordinates to become cold-blooded killers.”
Kahn tore open a piece of candy corn and threw it into his mouth. He stretched out his arm to reach the other person's collar, then pulled the person over directly and lay on the bed side by side with him.
Sure enough, it's more comfortable to look straight at him.
"Actually, Shadow Lord doesn't have to think about 'you have to become a murderous person in order to blend in with everyone.' For me, as long as it doesn't affect the mission and doesn't hinder the interests of the organization, everything else doesn't matter."
"Whether Shadow-kun wants to become a person like Gin, or whether he wants to be a normal person during non-mission periods, I fully support it, so I hope that Shadow-kun can face himself and not feel uncomfortable with killing people.
Being patient is not something to be ashamed of."
"Although I also hope that Yingjun will not have so much sympathy. After all, if the psychological pressure is too great, you will start to doubt yourself later. In fact, I feel that I was also wrong. I took you out when I noticed it for the first time.
So many sniper missions.”
Kahn tore open another piece of candy corn, stared at it reluctantly for a few seconds, and then forced it into the other person's hand.
"It's not that senior is actually very good, it's just that I'm a little uncomfortable with it, because in the past, most of what I did in the Yakuza was to extort money. It's true that I never killed anyone, but it made senior laugh."
Midorikawa Shadow breathed a sigh of relief, as long as his identity was not exposed, so he calmed down his emotions immediately and fixed the previous bug by the way.
But can you detect this? You are still very sharp.
"Oh my, my, are all Japanese people as reserved as you? Do you want me to explain it clearly?"
Kahn scratched his head in annoyance. He had heard that Japanese people hated causing trouble to others. It seemed that this was true, so he had to make a clear decision.
"Um?"
"Actually, I only mean one sentence. Pretending all the time is actually something that can easily destroy your mental stability and self-perception. So when facing me, I can allow Yingjun to be vulnerable and show his true self.
oh."
Kahn turned his head sideways, the sweet smell of candy corn was intertwined in the air, and he gave the other party a wink.
"How's it going? Are you touched? If you need it, I can stay emo with you all night."
Midorikawa Ying laughed: "Do seniors care so much about newcomers?"
After knowing that Kahn did not doubt his identity as an undercover agent, Midorikawa Kage's tone of voice softened a lot.
But is he really that fragile? Although depression is depression, it shouldn't be that obvious.
"Well, you are my favorite newcomer, so of course you have to pay extra attention."
After all, you are my favorite successor who can perfectly inherit Tequila’s exquisite corn candy recipe.
Kahn straightened up, then took off the bass bag hanging on the wall, and looked at Midorikawa Kage with a pair of bright blue eyes:
"Yingjun is in a much better mood now. Can you play a song for me? We've been together for so long, but I've never heard you play bass before."
"good."
Midorikawa Shadow took the bass bag, took out the instrument skillfully, and looked up at the blond young man lying on the bed,
"What kind of music do you want to listen to, senior?"
"Personally, I like things that are more exciting, but tonight is not the case."
Kahn shrugged, glanced at the other party's figure from the corner of his eye, and changed his tone,
"Just listen to some soothing music tonight."
"Yeah, but I haven't touched the bass for a while, so the sound may be a little bit off. I hope seniors won't find it objectionable."
Midorikawa Ying tried to adjust a few sounds.
Kahn couldn't help but laugh out loud, looking at the ceiling with his blue eyes: "Yingjun, your character is really - you always like to take the blame on yourself, whether it's a sniper mission or music,
If you continue like this, you will despise yourself."
As soon as he finished speaking, the young man who had just been sitting on the bed leaning against the wall suddenly bumped into Midorikawa Kage at an alarming speed. Before the latter could even react, the sweet smell of candy corn hit him.
.
"Let me tell you a secret, when something makes you feel negative emotions, remember to blame all the reasons on other people."
The same blue eyes swayed in front of him, with a narrow smile,
"It doesn't matter whose fault it is, it's not your fault anyway, do you understand?"
"I understand, I understand."
Chapter completed!