Chapter 256 Hatred

Author: Youdaoyan

Chapter 256 Hatred

At first, Fang Jingjing was surprised and moved by the sudden appearance of this kind person, but Fang Mu, who couldn't bear to hide it, told him his true purpose.

After learning the ins and outs of the incident, Fang Jingjing fell into astonishment and a long silence.

From the shocked expression of the other party, Fang Mu felt that the girl did not seem to know that her brother had been dead for many years. Her eyes showed confusion and sadness, and the thin face that was tortured by illness seemed to be a bit pale.

Fang Mu was about to comfort the girl, but found that Fang Jingjing's body was trembling slightly. Only then did he realize as if Fang Jingjing was afraid of something.

As if she had been hit hard or trapped in some kind of nightmare that was difficult to escape, Fang Jingjing became in a trance for a while. No matter what Fang Mu asked her or asked her to do, she would simply nod her head.

Finally, with the help of others, I reluctantly completed the signing of the consent for the surgery.

The hospital plans to let Fang Jingjing's body recover for a while and then perform a kidney transplant surgery in six days.

Because Fang Mu had already prepared, even before Fang Jingjing signed the surgery agreement, he had already followed the doctor's instructions to condition his body, and as a qualified donor, he could start the surgery at any time.

However, the night before the kidney transplant surgery, Fang Jingjing jumped from the balcony of the ward without any warning.

This poor girl who committed suicide only left a suicide note and an old-fashioned key in the ward.

Fang Jingjing wrote in her suicide note that she was still unwilling to accept Fang Mu's repayment in the end. She expressed her apology to Fang Mu between the lines, and then began to elaborate on her miserable life experience.

The father of two siblings, Fang Jianhua and Fang Jingjing, mysteriously disappeared during a devastating flood in the south in 1998 before Fang Jingjing was born. After that, the two children were basically raised by the mother's side of the family.

Fang Jingjing did not have a deep impression of her mother, because when Fang Jingjing was only four years old, she and her brother's unlucky mother also died in a landslide accident.

The two brothers and sisters who lost their parents had to depend on their grandparents.

Brothers and sisters without parental supervision grew up almost wildly in a small rural village. Before Fang Jianhua learned the bad habit of gambling, Fang Jingjing had a very close relationship with her brother. The two brothers and sisters relied on each other outside the home. After all, the two brothers and sisters without parents were in the village.

I am very easily bullied by my classmates.

When Fang Jianhua developed a life-long gambling habit, Fang Jianhua seemed to be a different person. He seemed to no longer care about his sister and grandparents who he once loved and cherished. This disappointed his family to the extreme, especially in Fang Jianhua's case.

After stealing her family's unique savings of two thousand yuan, leaving behind a pile of debts and running away, Fang Jingjing, who had suffered so much for the mess left by Fang Jianhua, decided to sever ties with him.

The hatred and inability to forgive her brother was probably one of the reasons why Fang Jingjing was unwilling to accept Fang Mu's wishes. However, Fang Mu felt extremely confused when he saw this content at the time, because no matter how unwilling the other party was to accept it,

, and would not resort to such extreme measures as death to express rejection.

As she continued reading, Fang Mu discovered the second reason why she felt suffocated.

Although Fang Jingjing didn't have a deep impression of her mother, she still remembered her. With vague memories and old photos, she could always think of her mother's warm time with her.

As for her father, she was different from her mother. Fang Jingjing had only fantasized about him.

Because there was no actual reference, after the flood that she couldn't remember, all the photos of her father at home disappeared mysteriously like his father. She could only rely on her brother's description to complete the puzzle in her brain.

The appearance of the father I have never met.

Fang Jingjing only knew that her father's occupation was as an editor of a small publishing house. Her brother said that her father was not in good health and his appearance was gentle and elegant, which was in line with the public's impression of a literary scholar, or some kind of "prejudice".

After Fang Jianhua ran away, Fang Jingjing became even more envious of her peers in the village whose parents were still alive. She always longed for someone who was not strong but willing to sacrifice everything for her family when she was being intimidated and insulted by debt collectors.

The figure can stand up and protect them.

For the sake of a peaceful life for her grandparents and family, Fang Jingjing couldn't wait to come to the city to work after finishing high school. She decided to pay off the debts of her unsatisfied brother, and at the same time, she also inquired about his brother.

Perhaps, in her heart, she still retains the memory of her brother's good side, hoping that her brother did not leave home to avoid debts, but had other compelling reasons.

On the day when Fang Jingjing met Fang Mu for the first time, Fang Mu explained to her that he wanted to repay his kindness ten years ago and wanted her to replace his brother as the object of repayment.

Only then did Fang Jingjing know that her brother had died, and she suddenly realized the real reason why her brother had disappeared.

The turning point in Fang Mu's life and death ten years ago was also a turning point in the fate of Fang Jingjing's family, because her brother also ran away from home without saying a word that year.

When Fang Mu, who was unaware of this, revealed his feelings, Fang Jingjing fell into deep pain. She had probably guessed that her brother did not run away from home cruelly, but was forced to "separate" from her.

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Thinking that she had deeply misunderstood her brother for ten years, and that during these ten years she had experienced hardships that only she could experience, Fang Jingjing's psychological defenses almost collapsed at that time. This was also the reason why she showed confusion, pain and fear at that time.

reason.

At this moment, Fang Mu also felt another emotion that Fang Jingjing had towards him from Fang Jingjing's words, which was a kind of anger or resentment, because Fang Mu used the heart of her brother who died tragically.

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Therefore, in Fang Jingjing's eyes at that time, Fang Mu was not only a good person who showed kindness to her, but also an enemy who stole her brother's heart.

These contradictory and complicated emotions made Fang Jingjing's mind very confusing. After signing the agreement for the operation in a confused manner, Fang Jingjing felt a pang of regret and unimaginable despair, and chose to commit suicide.

Fang Jingjing's suicide was largely due to her guilt towards her brother, and perhaps also her hatred towards Fang Mu. To be precise, it was her hatred for people with a background like Fang Mu's. She might also have committed suicide because she didn't want to give anything to Fang Mu.

Mu had no chance to repay his kindness, which made Fang Mu, who had a rich emotional world, feel knotted and painful.

But Fang Mu was reluctant to speculate in this regard. Although he could feel a kind of anger directed at him from the words of Fang Jingjing's suicide note, he could also feel Fang Jingjing's sincere apology to him.

He personally felt that the remaining reason for Fang Jingjing to give up her life was actually that she no longer knew how to live her life. Previously, she could have tried to live to pay off debts and find her brother, but now she has understood those who came to her home to urge her to live.

The debtor was deliberately sucking blood out of them, poor souls who were unable to resist, and she could never find her brother again, so she had lost hope in life and had no motivation to survive.

At the end of the suicide note, Fang Jingjing wrote in a note that although she had given up on kidney transplant, she hoped that Fang Mu could repay her kindness in another way if she was willing, that is, by taking good care of the elderly in her hometown so that they can enjoy their old age in peace.

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Fang Jingjing felt that the weight of this repayment might be too heavy, far beyond the kindness of a heart, so she decided to repay Fang Mu with something.

The key and the thing it could open were what she decided to give to Fang Mu. The key could open a small box in her rental house. It was a relic of his father. Considering his father's occupation during his lifetime and Fang Mu's status as a writer,

The occupations fit well together, and she felt that most of the things inside would be of some use to Fang Mu.
Chapter completed!