Chapter 184 Make it clear
Author: Demon Tower Tower
"No, it's nothing." Zhu Xiaozhou tried her best to hide her avoidance, and was afraid of being discovered by Bai Yuan. She tried her best to smile, but she didn't know how unnatural the expression on her face was.
Of course, Bai Yuan discovered that Zhu Xiaozhou was always avoiding him intentionally or unintentionally. This attitude was obviously problematic.
Ever since she woke up, she seemed to be a different person. She didn't know what went wrong, and Bai Yuan couldn't figure it out.
"What's wrong with you?" He asked again, "Is it me?"
"No!" Zhu Xiaozhou denied, "It has nothing to do with you. What's your problem? It's me."
Realizing that he had said the wrong thing, he quickly shut up.
But Bai Yuan had already discovered it. What did she say? It was her. "What is it you?"
"No!" Zhu Xiaozhou denied again, "What did I say? You heard me wrong, I meant. You are fine, there is no problem, I have no problem, and there is no problem for all of us."
But the expression on her face clearly said otherwise.
There is something wrong written all over his face.
"Let's speak clearly." Bai Yuan couldn't bear it anymore. In the real world, Zhu Xiaozhou avoided him everywhere in front of everyone, so he couldn't bear it.
I thought Zhu Xiaozhou was just embarrassed to show off in front of everyone.
But now, there were only two of them, but Zhu Xiaozhou was still avoiding him. He really didn't know what he had done wrong to make her react like this.
"What do you hate about me?" he asked directly.
Presumably everyone else had discovered it too. Zhu Xiaozhou thought she had done a good job, but she didn't know that it was her own avoidant attitude that had long been discovered to be problematic.
"I didn't." She was still smiling, smiling very close to her face, resisting Bai Yuan's touch.
"Really not?" Of course Bai Yuan didn't believe it. It's been a long time since this happened between them. I'm afraid that if this continues, he and Zhu Xiaozhou will become more and more estranged. At that time.
As he said that, Bai Yuan suddenly stretched out a hand, "Okay, since you don't have one, come and hold me."
"What?" Zhu Xiaozhou was stunned for a moment, and was dumbfounded for a moment.
What do you mean? Let her hold his hand?!
"This, this is not good."
Her reaction was awkward. She looked at the hand that Bai Yuan stretched out to her. There was no response for a long time, and he even put his hands behind his back. As if he was afraid that Bai Yuan would suddenly come to hold her. She responded in embarrassment, "We, we
It's not that kind of relationship. It's so awkward for a man and a woman to walk hand in hand on this street."
Zhu Xiaozhou said, looking towards the street.
What kind of environment is this? This is not the modern world. Isn't it too blatant to hold hands here? If others see it, they can't hide it.
At that time.
All plans fell short.
"What kind of relationship are we not?" Bai Yuan lowered his brows. The moment he heard Zhu Xiaozhou denying their relationship, he was already very unhappy.
I personally thought that after going through so much, he and Zhu Xiaozhou had accepted each other openly and honestly.
Why does she suddenly regret it now?
"It's that kind of relationship." Zhu Xiaozhou said, "If two people walk hand in hand on the street, it must be a relationship, but we are not. Wouldn't it be weird if we held hands like this?
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"You." Bai Yuan looked at her, his eyes full of disappointment. Not only did Zhu Xiaozhou deny their relationship, but he actually thought it would be strange for them to hold hands? "What on earth are you thinking about? Why don't you explain it clearly once and for all to save me from continuing?"
Guess it."
He didn't want to continue to guess Zhu Xiaozhou's thoughts.
"I'm not thinking about anything." Zhu Xiaozhou had no choice but to become serious, "I just think that we may have experienced some things before, so that we are too close."
"Too close?"
"That is to say, I have seen my own experiences in previous lives. I also know that some things did happen between you and me, but after all, they were not my personal experiences. It was just because of the obsessions I saw.
In my mind, there is myself and you. So, could it be that the close relationship that I am overly dependent on you is actually just an illusion?" Zhu Xiaozhou tried hard to explain clearly her feelings for Bai Yuan.
In fact, there is no basis for it.
They have indeed experienced a lot together, sharing weal and woe, and sharing life and death for many times.
Could it be that because she has experienced this so much, she mistakenly thinks that certain feelings are love?
Moreover, when she was in the underworld, under the guidance of Xiao Huang, she had seen the past between her and Bo Yuan. Therefore, she knew what kind of entanglement she had with Bo Yuan in her previous lives.
Let's just say it was her. She didn't have the same mood swings as she did at that time. She didn't feel that she and Bai Yuan were in love or sad.
But it's not her, right? But that person has exactly the same face as hers, and so does Bai Yuan.
How could she treat that as an unrelated person?
So she would be concerned about whether her current feelings for Bai Yuan were caused by seeing those scenes of them being together, which caused some undesirable chain reactions, and mistakenly thought that it was her current feelings.
"Actually, we shouldn't be traveling together."
Zhu Xiaozhou had no choice but to express his truest thoughts.
"What do you mean? Are you going to fall out with me now?" Bai Yuan's voice became a little colder. Is she planning to completely cut off the relationship with him?
"It's not that I'm falling out, I just think that we should calmly consider our relationship. Maybe we are not suitable for being together at all?" She has seen so many obsessions and knows about Xie Zhen and Bai Yuan's.
past.
If Xie Zhen is her previous life, then...
The existence of Xie Zhen has fully demonstrated that she and Bai Yuan will not have good results together.
"." Bai Yuan stared at her, with a deeply hurt helplessness in his eyes.
"Don't look at me like that." Zhu Xiaozhou felt guilty. She knew what Bai Yuan was expecting and what kind of answer he wanted.
But the answer Bai Yuan wanted was not the answer she was willing to give now.
"I was either once or Xie Zhen. If according to what you said, Xie Zhen was my previous life. Then she was also with you before. But if you think about it now, you and Xie Zhen are really together.
Are you happy?" Zhu Xiaozhou began to reason, wanting to prove to Bai Yuan that it was a wrong decision for them to be together.
"You have sacrificed a lot for Xie Zhen, but Xie Zhen is not happy when she is with you. This shows that it is not just a change in identity, but also in personality, outlook on life, and many, many more. We are not suitable for each other."
If they were together again, it might escalate into a Xie Zhen version 2.0 disaster.
Chapter completed!