Chapter 64 Self-abuse tendencies appear, she will self-mutilate
Chapter 64: She will be self-harmful when she appears
Author: Creamy Cub
Li Nian threw the brooch to Shang Yan and turned around and left. The tears in her eyes were spinning with no hope. She gritted her teeth and endured them.
She failed in marriage, she was a complete loser, and she lived for two lifetimes and was fooled by men in love.
Turning around and leaving is the last little dignity that Li Nian left to himself.
Now, she was extremely afraid that Shang Yan looked at her with pity. The good neighbor who grew up with her may not be able to see her being so pitiful by men, so she reached out to help her.
Taking care of her more, she gave her heart out again.
Extremely ridiculous!
Li Nian, you are such a fool who is hopelessly stupid.
She trotted as she walked, just trying to escape from here as soon as possible and stay away from Shang Yan's sight.
Suddenly, a severe pain came from his knees. Li Nian was already in a trance and staggered down to the ground.
The place I hit before hit hit the steps again, and the blood soaked in my clothes and was dazzling red.
The tears that she had been holding back had already flowed all over her face without realizing it, but she hadn't noticed it at all.
Shang Yan quickly followed, almost as soon as she fell, he picked up the person in the next second.
Seeing Li Nian's face full of tears, his dark eyes shrank fiercely.
"Let me down." Li Nian spoke in a hoarse voice.
Shang Yan didn't listen to her and walked towards the direction of the car.
"You are injured, I'll take you to the hospital."
"I said let me go!" Li Nian shouted, accompanied by desperate struggle.
A trace of injury flashed in Shang Yan's eyes, but his arms tightened to prevent her from falling.
"Enough! When will you make trouble?"
"I will go back to Beijing after I take you to the hospital, and I will probably not go back to Jiangzhou again in the future."
"You will be jealous of whoever you want, and you will be jealous of whoever you want."
"Anyway, everything has nothing to do with me."
Shang Yan put her in the back seat and asked Fang Yu to drive directly to the hospital, but he himself did not get in.
Shang Yan put her in the back seat and asked Fang Yu to drive directly to the hospital, but he himself did not get in.
Instead, turn around and leave.
Li Nian sat in the car and listened to him saying that he would never return to Jiangzhou again. The pain in his heart turned into a continuous and indelible suffocation.
She gasped in a big mouthful of breath, and fell into the car behind her, curled up into a ball.
Are you going to be abandoned again? Why do all the people she loved abandon her and betray her?
Fang Yu saw the two of them quarreled so fiercely, and was worried, but now seeing Li Nian’s situation is so wrong, he quickly got out of the car and shouted in the direction of Shang Yan.
"Brother Yan, it seems something is wrong with Sister Li."
As she said that, she looked into the car again and found that Li Nian was actually biting her palm, and all of them were bleeding.
"Oh no, Sister Li is self-harm!"
Shang Yan ran back and opened the back door while directing Fang Yu.
"Quick! Go to the hospital."
He was eager to get in the car and picked up Li Nian. Even though she had pretended to be someone else in her heart, he hadn't been able to let go for so many years.
I have been pretending for so many years, why can’t I help but say those words hurt her just now?
Shang Yan was very regretful. Seeing Li Nian biting her, she refused to let go, her whole body twitched tremblingly in his arms, and her eyes turned red.
He took out the gem brooch and pinned it to her collar.
The taste of essential oils has indeed played a certain role, and Li Nian's mental state has improved a little.
Shang Yan used his fingers to spread open her teeth bit by bit, and softly comforted her.
"Niannian is fine, don't be afraid, I won't leave, I will stay with you."
He pulled out Li Nian's hand, but was afraid that she would bite her tongue, so he stuffed his hand in.
Li Nian opened her mouth and bit her hard, but Shang Yan hugged the person and sat on his lap, letting her lean against her chest, just like she couldn't feel any pain.
The other hand kept gently patting her back to soothe.
"It's okay, it's okay."
Li Nian was deeply trapped in the terrible memories of the past, and she felt that she had returned to the operating table again, the cold and empty corridor.
The people she loved disappeared deep in the corridor one by one.
My parents cut off contact with her because of her marriage and didn't want her anymore.
The Li family had to use her and would only let her take medicine.
Li Yuheng was so impressed and abused, and with his mistress and their son, he stood beside her bed and watched her dying look and laughed.
Everyone was looking forward to her death.
Even Shang Yan, the person who treated her best since childhood, was lost by her and could never be found again.
Li Nian closed her eyes tightly, loosened her teeth and grabbed Shang Yan's clothes on her chest, clenched them tightly.
He said in a dim manner, "Don't leave, don't leave."
"Don't leave me alone."
"I don't want to die."
"I don't want to be alone."
Shang Yan frowned and tightened. This was the second time he felt helpless frustration in Li Nian.
The first time was when she said she wanted to marry Li Yuheng.
Is her illness really impossible to cure?
Shang Yan could only hold the person tighter in his arms with heartache, urging Fang Yu to drive faster.
Fang Yu did not say anything and speeded up the speed. Although she was also worried about Sister Li’s condition, it was not the time to talk too much now.
Soon the three of them came to Hao Hao's hospital.
Because of the friendly relationship between the two, almost all the doctors and even elders of Hao Hao's family knew Shang Yan.
Seeing that he hugged someone with an anxious expression, he quickly arranged a separate department to conduct an examination for Li Nian.
It was the doctor from last time. After this examination, he walked out with a serious expression.
Shang Yan and Fang Yu quickly stepped forward and asked anxiously.
"How is Sister Li?"
The doctor looked at Shang Yan and said, "The situation is much more serious than last time, and the patient began to develop a tendency to abuse himself.
"This means that her condition needs to be controlled by taking medicine."
"And you can't be stimulating often, otherwise it will only get worse."
"Mr. Shang, I told you before that I would like to find an expert in psychiatrics to show Ms. Qin."
"Ordinary medications don't work for her."
"It doesn't matter if the trauma on the body is done, it has been treated."
Shang Yan nodded to show that he knew, and Fang Yu was shocked.
"Is Sister Li's illness mental?"
"No wonder she hurt herself."
Shang Yan caught the point of her words and asked quickly, "Have you seen a similar situation?"
Fang Yu is a special forces soldier and has taken on various tasks, but he may not have seen fewer people and things than him.
She nodded indeed, "Yes, I've seen it."
Fang Yu didn't know what he recalled, and his expression suddenly became solemn.
"We once had a task to rescue a female college student who was trafficked to the border. The specific details are inconvenient."
"After being rescued, the female student had a situation like Sister Li."
“We call this phenomenon PTSD, that is.
Shangyan Interface, “Is Post-Invasive Stress Syndrome?”
Chapter completed!