Author: St. Ruoru

Bang, slam.

The sound of glass breaking followed by the dripping blood.

She curled up in the corner, her shoulders were suffocating and her hands were stretched out, and she was invisible with darkness.

It seems like falling into the abyss of hell.

...

"bell--"

Yu Anran opened her eyes, not knowing whether she was awakened by a nightmare or a ringtone, but she slowly supported herself up and her reaction was a little slow.

The phone was still ringing, and she reached out to get it with displeasure.

Once connected, "Anran, get up, wash up, and wait for you at the second door!"

“…”

After a while of awakening, Yu Anran remembered that she had made an appointment with Song Shi to go to the hospital together yesterday.

She was fired by the seventh company some time ago. The boss said that she was mean and unhuman, and talking to customers about projects is like a machine without feelings.

Yu Anran doesn’t understand that the purpose of communicating with customers is not to complete the work, so what kind of relationship is it about?

Naturally, she thought of the mild emotional indifference she was diagnosed with when she graduated from high school.

However, Yu Anran thought this was too unrestrained. She felt that at most she had a cold personality. How could she have such a disease that she had never heard of before?

But at Song Shi's strong request, Yu Anran compromised and decided to see a doctor.

After washing up, I don’t plan to have breakfast anymore.

Yu Anran took the bag and hurried out.

There were quite a lot of people queuing in the hospital, and Song Shi accompanied her in the corridor waiting.

When the light of the sky glanced at the end, she patted Yu Anran's arm: "Hey, look, is there a handsome guy?"

Yu Anran turned his head and looked at the end of the corridor, a man standing on the phone.

He is tall and thin.

The white shirt was tucked into the black pants, outlining his slender figure. From the back, the wide back seemed to feel very secure. He rolled his sleeves halfway, stretched out his empty hand and laid it casually on the railing, with cigarettes in his fingers.

It's the handsome guy, Yu Anran thought.

But she only glanced lightly and didn't have much interest. Maybe behind such a superior figure was a bad-looking face.

"General," she said.

"How come you know that you haven't seen the face? According to my experience, men of this figure will definitely not have bad appearance!"

“…”

"Do you want your sister to ask for contact information for you?" Song Shi touched her chin.

"Stop making trouble."

"Yu Anran, you are so bored."

Song Shi was a little discouraged. When she turned around and looked over, the person was gone.

Not long after, the doctor called her number.

The person who was treated was a male doctor, about forty or fifty years old, with a kind face. He introduced himself and his surname was Huang.

"Where did you see it before?" Dr. Huang asked her.

"It's also here. I was looking for Dr. Su at that time." Yu Anran's tone was faint.

Dr. Huang was a little surprised. He stopped the pen in his hand: "Then you haven't seen it for a long time."

Yu Anran nodded: "I haven't seen it after graduating from college, it's almost a year and a half."

"No wonder," Dr. Huang smiled and continued, "Doctor Su just retired a year ago. He even mentioned to us that there was a beautiful little girl who didn't cooperate at all, did not come to the hospital on time, did not follow the doctor's advice, and she was dragged and cured without treatment. Is it you?"

Yu Anran did not answer the conversation. Dr. Su was respectful and didn't know how many patients he received. She was not sure if Dr. Su was talking about her.

"You young people..." Dr. Huang shook his head helplessly, "Has there been any major happening in life recently?"

Yu Anran was about to shake her head, but Song Shi, who had been silently listening to her and not speaking, spoke first: "Doctor, she was just fired by the company two days ago."

Yu Anran frowned. She didn't think this was a big deal.

"When did you come to BJ and how long has it been?"

"It's been five or six years since college."

“So how long has this job been done?”

"Soon, one or two months."

"How many jobs have you changed in the past year and a half?"

"About seven or eight."

"All of them were fired?"

“Most of it.”

Of course, there are also some of the things I can’t stand and voluntarily resign.

"It has something to do with your disease?"

Even though Yu Anran didn't want to admit it, she had to say that every reason for her dismissal was indeed the same. She also knew that it was most likely because of her emotional indifference. She spit out a syllable: "Yes."

"The last question," Dr. Huang stopped writing, "Have you ever encountered any emotional ups and downs before?"

silence.

Some worn-out fragments flashed through Yu Anran's mind. For a long time, she still kept silent.

Seeing her like this, Dr. Huang couldn't help but speak: "Miss, if you want to be completely cured, you must tell me calmly."

Yu Anran still didn't say anything. Song Shi on the side even patted her on the shoulder and urged her, but Yu Anran was still indifferent.

"Although I don't know what you've experienced in the past, if you want to say one day, you can call me." Knowing that this was too urgent, Dr. Huang handed Yu Anran a business card.

Yu Anran nodded and took it.

Until the time was finished, Dr. Huang stopped saying anything. He raised the doctor's advice in his hand: "I have prescribed some medicine for you, remember to take it on time."

His tone changed: "But it is impossible to be completely cured by taking medicine alone. I suggest you have the conditions to change to a more relaxed environment. BJ, the pressure is indeed a little bit greater. You think you don't care about many things, but in fact your emotions are just hidden by you."

"Little girl, only by facing the problem can we solve the problem."

Instead of just escaping.

"I see."

"Also," he said, "try to soften your attitude when communicating with people. Younger ones, smile more."

"Um."

After getting the medicine, the two of them got a car.

The situation seemed unoptimistic, and Song Shi asked her: "What are you going to do next?"

Yu Anran was indifferent: "I don't know, keep looking for a job."

"Hasn't your family's demolition payment been downloaded? Why don't you go out with this money and change the environment, don't stay in the BJ all the time, and you'll be suffocating to death."

"I'll think about it again."

“…”

Song Shi was so sorry that she was not strong enough. This girl Yu Anran didn't want to tell her any worries. She really wanted to know why she hadn't suffocated herself to death in the past few years.

As we were chatting, a harsh sound suddenly sounded from the wheels, and then we stopped urgently.

Yu Anran and Song Shi moved forward inertia and hit the backrest in front heavily.

Song Shi "hissed" and said, "What's wrong, Master?"

The driver cursed and said that the car had been rushing, and then went down to check the situation by himself.

Yu Anran stumbled on his head, wanting to see what was going on.

But she was in the blind spot of sight and could only see a small part. She glanced at it and silently remembered the license plate in her heart.

Then, a person walked out of the passenger seat of the front car.

The familiar white shirt came into view, and Yu Anran tried to see the man's appearance clearly, but the driver suddenly walked around in front of him and blocked him.

You can vaguely hear the man say, "Please settle it privately or call the police?"

After pulling for a while, the driver returned to the car: "Girl, I have to deal with this matter. I will send you to the nearby subway entrance first. Do you think it is?"

"OK."

The taxi drove by the side of the car in front, and Yu Anran suddenly turned around, and the man's eyes followed the car.
To be continued...