Chapter 290 The world finally wakes up
"What are you planning to do?" Cacarine asked Yang Hui hurriedly.
"It's nothing, just fulfilling your promise."
"You bastard!" Kagarie looked at Yang Huifeng's calm appearance, and her anger rose again, "You are seeking death!"
"Is that true?" Yang Hui asked Kacaree calmly. Her cold tone and attitude scared Kacaree. She let go of her collar and retreated step by step.
"Ah...Do you know that natural persons can't drive MS? Do you know that the other party is..."
"【Tiger of the Desert], Andre Balterfield, so what?" Yang Hui sorted out the folds of his clothes, which were very plain and cold, "Cargarie, you said you grew up with me... Have you really known me?"
"you……"
Yang Hui ignored the unreasonable Cacarine and looked at Kira.
"After the battle begins, you and Mu will be responsible for protecting the Archangel, and leave it to me to deal with [Tiger of the Desert]."
"But [Jen]'s performance is not Baku's opponent." Kira worried that even the modified [Jen] could not compare to Baku in the desert, "How about you..."
"No, that's your body." Yang Hui knew that Kira wanted to give up the attack on Gundam to him, so he refused decisively.
"But you..."
"Don't worry, a mere tiger can't kill me."
Kira was still worried and wanted to persuade him again, but Yang Hui didn't give him a chance at all. He turned around and broke away from the crowd with Lyle.
At this moment, Sai's face was complicated, and he quietly got rid of Thor and others, and found Yang Hui.
"Yang Hui, can natural persons really drive MS?"
"...If you just want to prove yourself, then I advise you to give up." Yang Hui looked at the information on PAD without raising his head, and answered Saiyi.
Sai wanted to drive MS, not because he had a high level of awareness. He just wanted to prove himself, prove that he was not as good as Kira Racha, and proved that he could also protect Frey, and wanted to use this to change his mind.
But Sai is not Kira. Even if the OS available to natural persons are popularized, Sai cannot be as powerful as Kira.
Whether it is a natural person or a adjuster, Kira is special. Even Aslan cannot rewrite the auxiliary system according to the battlefield environment in battle like Kira, let alone the top adjuster ability.
If it is a stranger, why do you want to drive an MS, Yang Hui doesn't care, but Sai Yi has been regarded as a friend by Yang Hui, and he doesn't want Sai Yi to take risks because of a fight for his will.
"Why!?"
"War is not a game, you should know how fierce the battle is when driving MS."
"Of course I know this! But Kira..."
"You are not Kira, you do not have Kira's awareness, nor have you experienced his pain, and..."
"Is it because he is the adjuster?"
"..." Yang Hui's fingers stopped flipping through the information, raised his eyelids and looked at Sai Yi, "Even among the adjusters, Kira is the best. Do you understand this meaning?"
"I...why... I obviously just want to... just don't want to lose to him..." Sai lowered his head and cried, his clenched fists and his nails were almost piercing his skin.
"If Kira died in battle, would you be sad?" Yang Hui asked Sai.
"Of course not..." Sai wanted to say "No", but the last word was stuck in his throat and couldn't say it. Does he really hate Kira? It's not considered a matter of this. Although he was angry that Kira snatched Frey from him,... Sai hated himself even more. He could not fight like Kira, and could not protect everyone and Frey like Kira.
"If you die in battle, Kira will be very sad, because you are the reasons why he endured the pain and wanted to fight. It was not Frey alone, it was you, it was Thor, Miriya and Kaz, it was Maliu, Mu, Natal... it was all of you."
The plain voice was like a heavy hammer hitting Sai's heart, shattering the cracks' persistence.
"The emotional matter is your own business. I will not interfere, nor can I interfere, but Sai... I hope you don't forget that you are the ones who make him suffer, but you are also the ones who help him all the way to this day."
In the end, Sai left in a daze. His mind was very confused and needed to be alone to be quiet.
"I find that you like to put a knife in other people's hearts now. Yang Hui, have you become so naughty now?" Lyle teased.
"If young people want to grow, they must go through setbacks."
"Haha, you were not like this before, Yang Hui."
Yang Hui, who used to help his peers grow up together, but both means and attitude are much softer than this. Before his peers fully grow up, he will do his best to withstand all the pressure and fill all loopholes.
But now...
From Kira to Cacaree, from Cacaree to Sai, the methods and attitudes are much more radical, and they stimulate them to move forward in the cruelest way. If they cannot move forward, they will fall into the abyss.
"So I'm growing too." Yang Hui sighed. Although he didn't want to admit it, Yang Hui became the person he once hated the most. He had discovered this problem long ago, but fate would not make Yang Hui stop, nor would he want him to change direction, so he pushed him forward.
"Bad, you just don't want us to share the pressure for you!" Lyle cursed.
“…”
"What's wrong with not enough time? What's wrong with not enough manpower? Is everything now harder than the dozen of us who fought against the whole world?"
"……well."
"So Yang Hui..." Lyle patted Yang Hui on the shoulder and persuaded earnestly, "Don't take everything alone anymore, and don't always worry about our safety. This is our choice. I, Shina, Tieria, including the emperor and the king, we were ready at the moment of choice."
"……I know."
"Then you should respect us! Yang Hui, you are despising our enlightenment!"
“…”
Yang Hui stared at the bonfire and was stunned. Lyle was no longer interested in cursing. He spat, turned his head and left, but before leaving, he said something to Yang Hui with his back, which made Yang Hui's body tremble.
"The emperor and Wang Liumei have always been worried about you."
...
"Cracky~"
In the quiet night, only the sound of firewood burning out sounded, and even the bleak wind disappeared.
Yang Hui kept looking at the bonfire, his eyes became dull, his thoughts entered memories, and he recalled everything in the past.
Gundam OO World, just came to a familiar and unfamiliar world, joined [Heavenly Man], fought against the world with his companions, concentrated hatred, and finally quietly left with all hatred.
In the world of Gundam AGE, under an absolute disadvantage, he developed technology, taught his juniors to fight bravely, became heroes, and led his companions to break through life and death crises again and again, and finally won the war.
And now...
"Ba~!"
He slapped his face hard, and his lost eyes regained his spirit.
"Oh, I'm really... a bad commander, right? Mephis."
【Judgement based on the commander's current behavior and status, yes.】
"Haha, when did it start?" Yang Hui mocked himself.
[Based on the commander's mission execution record, it is determined that the commander's dereliction of duty began with an accident in "Yuren Lusher".]
"Is Yulin...?"
Thoughts entered the memories again, thinking of Luna Gundam being hit and Yulin's life and death were uncertain. At that moment, Yang Hui's heart seemed to stop beating, and he realized what a terrible word "loss" is.
After that, Yang Hui changed. Even he himself did not notice this change. On the surface, he still helped everyone to unite and work together.
In fact, Yang Hui silently took more pressure on himself and left more dangers to him.
After coming to the Gundam SEED world, I decided to enter the political circle that I once hated the most, assume the responsibility of a country, formulate plans, implement plans, and come into contact with more and more dark sides, and execute more and more shameful instructions.
Under the dual pressure of self and the outside world, I become unscrupulous and radical, not explaining too much to others, and do not care whether others will understand.
[Commander, you can't bear the reconstruction of Promes Fortress alone.]
“…”
"Ba~!"
Another slap in the face made me feel more awake.
"Really, when did I become so timid? It's so embarrassing!"
Screaming to the sky highlighted the depression in his heart. Yang Hui suddenly felt that his heavy heart had become lighter, and the smile on his face regained his former cheerfulness and confidence.
"Do whatever you want! Why do you think about so much? Lyle!"
"Did you figure it out?" Lyle walked out of the shadow beside him. He had never left, but just hid in the dark to observe whether Yang Hui would change.
Just like what he once said to Graham.
"We are testing the world, and the world is testing us."
Chapter completed!