Chapter 39 Farewell, my blood relatives

Author: Don’t add mango

Chapter 39 Farewell, my blood relatives

Chen Jing was wandering in the snow.

During this period, Nosisid did not urge him.

He tried to convince himself.

How to climb this moral mountain and eat a piece of wisdom equal to your own life.

Chen Jing was not thinking about this issue.

The question of "cannibalism" is always negative in terms of his being a human being.

This is impossible to overcome.

What Chen Jing was thinking about was whether to let go of his attachment to being a human being.

How can he deny his life for the past 27 years? How can he give up the ups and downs he once had?

Those are all the bits and pieces that make up Chen Jing.

Chen Jing was born in an ordinary rural family. Both of his parents were ordinary workers working in factories, and both were facing retirement.

Since he is an only child, he has been doing pretty well since he was a child.

The luckiest thing is that I bought a house in the city before housing prices skyrocketed, so my life is not stressful.

After graduating from college, I found a job with five insurances and one housing fund, and then I was urged to find a partner every day.

My parents looked indifferent, but my grandparents were anxious.

Although he occasionally felt irritable, Chen Jing felt a little regretful when his two elders passed away one after another.

If the two elders could see their granddaughter-in-law, they might feel more at ease.

Chen Jing was thinking about the first half of his life in the snow. Perhaps because of his rebirth, he could remember many things that he had forgotten.

The teachings of parents, the playfulness of classmates, the ignorance of first love, and the heroic ambitions of the past.

He even recalled his childhood memories.

He is a restless child and always wakes up crying at night.

This is very painful for the mother, who often has to give up her own sleep to prioritize soothing herself.

Although my father was strict, he also silently encouraged and taught me in many aspects.

He had been weak since he was a child and had problems taking anti-insect medicine.

The lips are purple and the hands and feet are weak.

Rural people were ignorant and panicked and thought it was heart disease.

My mother cried anxiously, and my father took her to the big hospital in the city on a motorcycle overnight.

That night, my father was busy in the hospital.

Fortunately, it was just a false alarm in the end.

Chen Jing also had three or two things that grew smaller from childhood to adulthood, but as time went by.

College, work, marriage, everyone has their own life.

Basically, they just get together on the New Year's Eve night, play cards and chat, and see who has the most five-blessing red envelopes.

After the group broke up, everyone went back to their homes and checked on their phones until 12 o'clock arrived.

It announces the end of the year and the beginning of the new year.

In the coming year, those trivial days will be repeated every day.

If he didn't travel here, he might meet someone he likes someday in the future, or it might be a makeshift blind date.

Scenes of my 27 years of life came to mind.

"call--"

Chen Jing let out a long sigh of relief.

"Qisi, tell me, if I can go back, how long will it take?"

[The user has left the legal area, there is no terminal in this area, and the user's location cannot be obtained. 】

Chen Jing's heart gradually sank: "So in your judgment, I can't go back."

【everything is possible.】

"Are you comforting me?" Chen Jing smiled bitterly.

He looked up at the same blue sky: "If I get hit again, will I go back?"

Qisi didn't answer.

The problem is obvious.

After a long time, a sigh came from the snow.

"I can't go back."

Even if he embarks on the journey, even if Chen Jing is on the edge of the solar system, by the time he returns to that familiar planet, everything he has ever existed has disappeared.

His parents, friends, and even the public security bureau’s demographic information cannot be accessed.

Before there was powerful space navigation capability.

Light-year is an astronomical unit that makes people feel hopeless.

Chen Jing closed his eyes and kept thinking about the first half of his life.

Until, he put all the memories into his heart.

In the woodland.

Chen Jing raised his hand and broke off a branch, leaving a mark on the snow in front of him.

He stared for a long time.

It was just a trace with a depth of only two or three centimeters, but Chen Jing hesitated for a long time.

"You raised me so big, but in the end I was the one who left first."

Chen Jing exhaled a breath of hot breath, then knelt down in the direction of the rising sun, leaned over and kowtowed three times.

"Just kowtow to you. I'm sorry, parents. My son is gone. Take care of yourself."

He stood up slowly, crossed the mark, and walked towards the Molin tribe's village without looking back.

Chen Jing let go of his persistence.

The wind and snow quickly buried that trace, just like Chen Jing buried his past.

"squeak--"

The wooden door made a sound of protest.

As soon as Chen Jing walked into the house, Nosisid poured a bowl of hot water for him.

"Jing, I think you have found your answer."

"Yes, Noctis, I found my own answer." Chen Jing sat on the fire bed: "I once had my own code of conduct. I was naive and thought that I could bypass it through a simple logic, but you

The problem forced me to face myself."

"I realized that I didn't completely separate the present from the past. Even subconsciously, I was escaping from the present. I wanted to go back to the past."

"Time cannot be turned back, Jing." Noctis followed Chen Jing's words.

"Yes, time can't go back, and I can't go back to the past. When I realized the truth, I couldn't accept it at first." Chen Jing laughed at himself.

"Nosisid, when you have an unforgettable past, will you abandon it? Just like the conversation you had with that higher life form."

Nosid's answer was very definite: "No, because that is an important part of why I became Nosid."

"Yes, just like me, it is also a part that is difficult to let go of."

"What about you now?"

"I hid it." Chen Jing pointed to his head: "I hid it in a very important place, locked it, and lost the key. Hiding it does not mean giving up.

, it is beautiful, but it is also in the past.”

"But I remember that life needs to move forward."

Nosisid was silent for a moment: "So now, Jing, are you ready to accept everything from me?"

Chen Dingding nodded.

"It's not just you, Nosisid. I have prepared everything in the future. When I embark on the path of evolution, even without you, I will eventually meet many beings with the same wisdom as me. At that time, they

I will not be given such a long time to think. I will go to the end and become the final living being on this planet."
To be continued...