Chapter 69 You can be willful

Author: Qingli

Ever since Wu Yue was born, her emotions have not received the response they deserve. Gao Yuhua's long-term cold violence has made depression the background of her life. She is used to suppressing herself and using alienation to cover up her desire for family affection.

heart.

No matter when, it is difficult for her to truly express her emotions towards people and things she cares about or doesn't care about.

Why is this happening?

It started when she was constantly being denied.

Since no one cares about her feelings.

It starts with her not caring about her own feelings.

She thinks this is a blunt force, she is good at forgetting unpleasantness, and she will work hard when she sets a goal... But is this true?

Gao Yuhua's denial, Fifth Kongjie's suppression, the first time she escaped from the predicament and was deceived... She had spoken out, but these voices had never been heard. Slowly, her emotions became like voices.

, silently distorted, silently replaced, until silently disappearing.

Many people call her queen, but she never regards herself as a queen. She doesn't know what a queen should do, and she is unwilling to assume the responsibilities of a queen.

She chose to continue moving forward because this path could give her strength. With strength, she also has the courage to express herself.

She admired Dalia because Dalia had done a lot of things that she wanted to do but didn't dare to do. But she didn't want to be like Dalia, someone who needed the help of others to move forward.

If time could go back again, she would not want Fifth Kongsuke to be her savior. She would drown Wang Jia in oil or be burned to death with her own hands. Only then would she be happy to take matters into her own hands...

"Are you okay?" Lin Shen's sudden concern made Wu Yue feel a little strange.

"Why do you ask?"

"I feel like you're smiling."

Fifth Yue was using a fake face, so how could she have an expression, "Can you see me smiling?"

"No, I just feel you are smiling."

"Oh, it's how you feel. I thought I had an expression!" Fifth Yue finally saw herself clearly. She was trying to express her suppressed emotions, but she forgot that she had no expression... and she was a little disappointed.

Since Lin Shen could feel Wu Yue's happiness, he could also feel her disappointment. He couldn't help but blame himself, how could he make others disappointed when others were happy.

"When is Ian coming?"

"He won't leave."

"Why?"

Fifth Yue did not answer.

Lin Shen thought of many reasons, the most likely being that Ian was more valuable than him, so he was kept by Fifth Yue. This speculation made him very uncomfortable, and he couldn't help but change the subject and asked: "I forgot to ask, this trip

went well?"

"It didn't go well, I don't want to talk about it."

Lin Shen sneered, as if every word he said was wrong, "I'm sorry, I can't help you."

"It's okay, I'm used to it."

"You...you..." After hesitating for a long time, Lin Shen still asked, "Are you confident about dealing with the interstellar pirates? If more than just the Black-eyed Stars come...can you survive?"

"What if you survive, and what if you die?"

Fifth Yue doesn't care at all who comes. With her current mental strength, unless a fleet comes, she will just deliver food. What she cares about is the dark spots on her body, and she feels bad every time she thinks about it.

"I hope you can survive!"

"Then, I should try my best to live for your hope? Do I have to call you to keep you safe?" This self-deprecating tone was obviously venting his anger on Lin Shen. Who asked him to ask something he shouldn't?

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Lin Shen didn't know what was going on, and thought Wu Yue was addicted to the past and unwilling to come out... because she had nothing worth loving, she lost her fighting spirit.

He thought for a while and said: "Fifth Yue, you have to live for yourself. The universe is so big, don't you want to visit a few more galaxies? If possible, I really hope you can call me to report that you are safe."

Fifth Yue suddenly wanted to touch Lin Shen's face, who made this man look so good-looking when he spoke seriously.

She thought for a while and said: "Actually, I am not worried about the black-eyed stars, nor am I worried about the four-eyed stars."

"Then what are you worried about?"

Fifth Yue wanted to tell the truth and said that she had insect cancer. The words came to her lips, but she felt that it was boring to say them. The power was given by the queen, and she got sick because of this power, and she had to die because she couldn't bear to give up the power. This kind of

It feels so bad to be dominated by fate...

She said happily in her misery: "Come here, I will tell you a secret quietly."

Lin Shen honestly approached Fifth Yue, who put her mouth to his ear and whispered: "The Queen is still alive."

"What!" This was a secret that Lin Shen had never expected. While he was shocked, he felt as if he had been teased, especially when Fifth Yue's lips brushed against his ear.

You know, they all use mental power to talk, their ears are just decorations, there is no need to whisper...

I was really aroused! With this in mind, Lin Shen turned to look at Wuyue, only to find that her originally smooth hair was suddenly a little messy.

"What happened to your hair?"

"They're so excited to touch your face!"

"They are..." Lin Shen did not dare to think further, for fear of hearing something incredible.

"My tentacles can be understood as my sensory system."

Lin breathed a sigh of relief, it was within the acceptable category. He asked: "So you have always had a sense of taste?"

"They will be very excited when they encounter delicious food... I am worried about scaring you, so I seldom use it..."

"Oh!" Lin Shen was scared by Fifth Yue and always thought that her personality was more extreme. Now that she explained it like this, she felt that she had misunderstood Fifth Yue. She was quite cute.

Although he wanted to know why he was excited when the tentacles touched his face, he was also worried that Fifth Yue would say something that would embarrass him...

He forcefully changed the subject, "What you said is true, so what is still alive? Why? Or did you discover something?"

The Queen is still alive, this is Fifth Yue's guess. Telling Lin Shen the news is better than admitting that she is sick.

"I feel like she is still alive. If one day you can receive my call, I will tell you the answer on the phone."

Lin Shen guessed that something must have happened to the fifth Yue during her journey to find the "flower"... If the queen is still alive, wouldn't the fifth Yue stay to wait for death?

He couldn't help but persuade again: "Come with me, I will find a way to protect you."

"Will you do anything to protect me, including your life?"

Fifth Yue knew that she was very paranoid. Whether it was Ian or Lin Shen, she always hoped that they would make a promise. Ian refused to promise, and she was curious about what Lin Shen would say.

"I will do my best to protect you. If you have a choice, you won't let me die in front of you, right?"

Lin Shen was very good at talking and promised to protect Fifth Yue when he opened his mouth. But when it came to life and death, he threw the question back. He did not answer whether he was willing to die for Fifth Yue. He only said that at the moment of life and death, Fifth Yue would not

Will he tolerate his death in front of Fifth Yue...

The answer was too true, and Fifth Yue was suddenly moved. Lin Shen knew her far more than she thought. At least Lin Shen knew that while she still had the strength to spare, she really couldn't accept her own death in her life.

in front of.
Chapter completed!