Liu Yunxiang had been in a coma due to too much blood loss. When she opened her eyes again, it was already three days later. Feeling the warmth from her hands, she turned her head and saw Yan Mu lying on the edge of the bed. He seemed to be asleep, but immediately

Hold her hand tightly.

As soon as she moved, Yan Mu woke up and quickly raised his head to look at her. Their eyes met.

Yan Mu's eyes were bloodshot, his face was pale, his chin was covered with stubble, and his hair was messy. When he saw her waking up, his eyes suddenly became wet.

Liu Yunxiang felt distressed and held his hand instead, "I'm just too tired, so I need to sleep a little longer."

"Three days."

"Huh?"

"It's nothing more than running down a mountain of swords and boiling in a sea of ​​fire."

Liu Yunxiang's heart ached, and she reached out to touch his face, but because she had no strength, her raised hand fell down again. At this time, Yan Mu took her hand and put it on the side of his face.

"How can I be willing to leave you? I will never."

"In the past three days, I have inexplicably had some pictures in my mind. They are obviously not real, but they feel so real, as if they really happened." Yan Mu looked at Liu Yunxiang as he spoke, "You seem to have said it too."

"What?"

"I died and became a withered tomb. Every year on my memorial day, you would come to see me, but only once a year. You would sit in front of the grave, looking at the tombstone, but not saying a word, sitting so quietly

Day after year, year after year, you gradually get older and have white hair on your head, but you still come every year. Until that year, you said you would not come again, and you gave up..."

Here, Yan Mu's heart was as sharp as a knife.

He looked at Liu Yunxiang, his eyes full of guilt and distress, "I didn't care about my life before, but you were so angry that you wanted to take the child and leave me. At that time, I didn't understand that much, but I was just afraid, so I tried to restrain myself.

The madness in your heart, protect yourself.

Now I can understand that when the person you love dies, leaving that person behind is like going through a disaster every day. Especially that person clearly has a choice and can live without death, but they self-righteously think that it is their own life anyway, and if they lose it, they will lose it.

, without considering how my lover will live in the future."

Hearing Yan Mu's words, Liu Yunxiang felt a sigh of relief that had been blocked in his heart, as if he had finally been pierced and could finally come out.

"That was the last life."

"Last life?"

"After you died, I guarded your grave for decades. I loved you, but under the endless torture of those decades, my love for you dried up. In this life, I originally wanted to stay away from you, but

..." Liu Yunxiang smiled helplessly, "But I can't control myself, and many misunderstandings in this life have been solved. I found that you are very good, and I found that you love me. After going through so many things, I decided to be with you.

When we are together, we will have no regrets or regrets."

Yan Mu looked at Liu Yunxiang quietly for a long time, and finally kissed the back of her hand, "Thank you, and I'm sorry."

Liu Yunxiang shook his head, "I also want to say sorry to you in the previous life."

If she had been willing to admit her love for him earlier, he would not have decisively chosen to die.

Often what we lack is not the ability to love, but the confidence to love calmly.

Yan Mu carried his son over. The little guy was still sleeping. Even though he was being carried around, he still slept soundly, spitting out bubbles, occasionally staring in confusion and rolling his eyes, and continued sleeping in a weird posture. No matter how hard he tried, he still slept soundly.

Can't disturb him.

"You can eat, sleep and cry." Yan Mu concluded.

Liu Yunxiang leaned over and kissed his son's forehead, "The little guy has endured hardships with me."

"It's you who endured the hardship, but he feels very comfortable."

"By the way, what is your son's name? Have you decided?"

Yan Mu was silent for a moment and said: "This child will also be included in the family tree at a glance like his brother. My brother's name is Qin Yan, so let's call him Qin Mo."

Liu Yunxiang nodded, "Originally, we named Yan'er Yan Xingzhi and sister Yan Xingyi. Later, Prince Lu changed his name to Lu Yan, and when he entered the genealogy, it was changed to Qin Yan. The younger brother followed his elder brother, so let's call him Qin Mo.

"

Yan Mu looked down at the little guy and saw that he was sleeping with his chin propped up on his hand. This little look was so cute. The more he looked at it, the more he liked it. Only then did he feel like he was a father.

"I have two sons and a daughter."

Liu Yunxiang also looked down at his son. From now on, they will become a family of five.

Liu Yunxiang thought of the eighth girl's aunt, and hurriedly called Zijin in for questioning.

"Don't worry, girl, because the Marquis of Yun Mansion was afraid that things would get serious, they released the aunt to their own hospital that night. After Mrs. Marquis Yun committed suicide, His Highness asked, Marquis Yun said that the aunt wanted to leave the mansion, so he

I have agreed. I knew you were going to ask, so when the aunt left, I sent you out of the city gate specially to see them leave."

Hearing this, Liu Yunxiang was completely relieved.

"Finally, I can live up to the Eighth Girl's trust."

"You almost died for this trust!"

"As long as the eighth girl and her mother still have thoughts in their hearts, the days will not be too difficult."

After experiencing this incident, Yan Mu simply asked for personal leave, took Liu Yunxiang back to his house, closed the door, and refused anyone to visit. In the next month, he devoted himself to accompanying Liu Yunxiang and the children, and accompanied them every day.

Take a walk, practice boxing and kicking with an inkstone, draw with intention, and then bask in the sun while holding the Three Treasures.

Whatever happened in the court, no matter how critical it was, he would not hear or ask or listen.

It wasn't until a month later that Liu Yunxiang finished confinement and the child was one month old.

The palace door just opened in the morning, and soon the eldest princess came.

She first scolded Yan Mu, saying that if he closed the door and listened, could he really live in peace? She also said that Meng Guiren had been acting like a monster recently, and the ministers had been harmed by her, and she might be targeting him recently.

Zhenbei Wangfu.

"What's the meaning?"

"She wants a fiefdom for her unborn child."

"Giving birth?"

"without."

"Since you have not given birth, how can you tell whether it is a boy or a girl? Even if you are a prince, you will not be given a fiefdom at birth. You can only get it after you leave the palace and build a palace and make military exploits."

"Your father is really willing to make an exception for her and her unborn child."

Yan Mu snorted, "That's none of my business."

"What she wants is the three states in Zhenbei!"

"You're crazy!" Yan Mu frowned, "Those three states in the north of Zhenbei are my fiefdom!"

"So, if you continue like this, the Zhenbei Palace will really have no meaning."

The eldest princess came to the backyard. At this time, Qu Moran was at Liu Yunxiang's place, and the two of them were talking around the child.

"The eyes are like you, and the nose and mouth are like daddy."

"But I have double eyelids and he has single eyelids."

"The little guy has double eyelids, but it's just hard to see right now."

"Yeah?"

"Definitely."

The eldest princess walked in with a smile and said, "You can have double eyelids or single eyelids. Let my aunt take a look."

Qu Moran stood up and helped the eldest princess sit down on the chair in front of the bed.

"Mom, look, do these three treasures look more like Yun Xiang?"

Hearing Qu Moran call her mother, Liu Yunxiang's heart skipped a beat. Then he saw the eldest princess turning her head and patting Qu Moran's hand on her shoulder. Mother and daughter looked at each other and smiled.

Liu Yunxiang also laughed, this is great.

The three of them chatted and laughed for a while. Sanbao fell asleep, and Liu Yunxiang asked the nanny to take him away.
Chapter completed!