Chapter 142 Unable to control oneself
He was too tired these days. He carried everything a man had to shoulder in an instant. He was unable to deal with everything and could only move forward. Although Su Ruolin was always by her side, her inner loneliness was powerless to comfort others.
However, at Su Luoyan, he suddenly found something he had been looking forward to, as if he was thirsty and drank sweet springs, as if he was hungry and had delicious food. This woman had a magic power that could restore his impetuous mind to calm at some point.
Su Luoyan was so angry that she wanted to break free, but the man clamped her tightly like a beast. The fist she swung hard over fell on the man's back, and it turned out to be as weak as cotton.
"I'm sorry..." He lowered his eyebrows, feeling for the first time that he had done something wrong. He was like a child who had made a mistake in front of Su Luoyan, but the apology seemed so pale and powerless.
Leng Yunhao stood there, suddenly feeling extremely frustrated. There was no sound in the corridor, and he was the only one who breathed heavily. He stood there, shrouded in the haze in his heart, but he was unable to push it away.
Su Ruolin didn't know what was going on here. She came out to pick up the water and heard Leng Yunhao's voice. His violent temper was always so abrupt here. When she heard his voice, she was a little worried. She was afraid that this man would have an argument with other people in anger.
Su Ruolin looked at Su Luoyan's back as she left, and her heart was filled with guilt for a moment. She watched Su Luoyan's white life be painted black again and again. This thin but stubborn woman has experienced so many ups and downs. She wanted to give Su Luoyan a little more warmth from the bottom of her heart, but every time she got close, she was even more distant by this woman.
But she could no longer bear it. If she could, she wanted to erase the memories related to this man in her mind, so that she could move forward freely alone.
However, the man was just silent, as if he had not heard her words. He never thought of fighting with Su Luoyan, but his self-protection feelings in his bones drove him to take the initiative. He was afraid that this man would bother him and that this woman would hurt him at some inexplicable moment. However, he didn't know that when he fell into this self-righteous mood, he ruthlessly slandered the woman.
He suddenly felt like he had done something wrong. What was wrong? Something went wrong in his mind? He couldn't control himself again and again and again, wanting to possess this woman with loss of reason? Shouldn't he resent her? But why is his body not controlled by consciousness?
Tears gathered in the eyes instantly, and there was a sense of grievance, although I couldn't say it, but I never left my heart. Su Luoyan completely gave up struggling, and she could no longer find any way to resist the invasion of this man.
How could she wake up this monster-like man? He repeatedly blamed her for being a vicious woman. Is this only way to be the best way for him to take revenge on her? So, can she not?
"Yunhao, what about you and Luo Yan? She is a little more aggressive. You misunderstood her like that before. She is a little resentful. If she says a few words to you, don't take it to heart. It's not easy for Luo Yan to be like this now. Yunhao, can you promise me that you should not fight against Luo Yan in the future?" Su Ruolin looked up at Leng Yunhao with her chin, hoping to get a positive answer from him.
Whether he wants to kiss or take over, then let her go. All she has left is this broken heart. As for the remaining body, if he cares, then let him go. She stood there, motionless, like a completely petrified statue.13acv.
"You are despicable, vulgar, shameless..." Angry rebuke came from Su Luoyan's mouth. She was like a wounded sparrow, unable to protect herself, but she still spread her wings to bring warmth to herself. But the warmth she could give herself was limited, and this man was like a storm. No matter where she hid, he would follow her, and she drenched her again and again like a cock falling from the ground.
Leng Yunhao let go of his hand, and the woman in his arms left his arms with warm body. He was surrounded by indifference and emptiness again. I don’t know when this feeling came, as if the moment Su Luoyan existed, it also injected loneliness and ethereality into the depths of his soul.
Su Ruolin approached and looked at Leng Yunhao in front of her. He was so sad, just like a lion who had lost a battle. This strong and arrogant man once looked up high and admired quietly. She rarely saw him hurt. But at this time, Leng Yunhao took off all his armor, leaving only the most real and most red sadness.
When she walked towards this side, Su Luoyan was also heard in the voice she heard. She was a little suspicious and knew that Leng Yunhao was a little prejudiced against Su Luoyan. What's more, there was a misunderstanding between the two people before. Su Ruolin was worried that according to Su Luoyan's temperament, she might have to blame Leng Yunhao.
She didn't understand what the feud between Su Luoyan and Leng Yunhao was. When the two met, they were mostly verbal battles and always had to fight for a while. But she was not able to convince Leng Yunhao to give up, nor could she let Su Luoyan compromise. Only Su Ruolin could feel the embarrassment between the two.
It would be fine if he slapped Su Luoyan several times in the hospital, but later took the woman away in front of everyone. This was a humiliating history for Su Luoyan. She could imagine how angry Su Luoyan would be when she met Leng Yunhao.
When he saw this woman, he was always so easy to lose his mind, as if everything was no longer under control. He was such a handsome and shrewd man, like a child, was pulled by emotions and did everything that he was unwilling to accept.
When Leng Yunhao touched these eyes, he felt chill. He looked at these weak eyes as if he was deeply trapped in a desperate ice cellar. The stiff body of the woman in her arms was no longer a living creature except for the breath that was still flowing in front of her nose.
The self-esteem she picked up with hardships disintegrated little by little in front of men, and the arrogance she had accumulated over the years also melted little by little in front of him. She always resisted hard, but again and again she was powerless to resist.
"Yunhao, what's wrong with you?" Su Ruolin reached out and held Leng Yunhao's arm. The man stood in front of him with his arms hanging down, frowned, and Su Ruolin's body pressed against him, he did not respond at all. He was still in the mood just now, entangled by a kind of inexplicable guilt.
She turned around and ran away, leaving with grievance and sadness, but ran into Su Ruolin at the exit. The woman dodged in panic, but still couldn't dodge. Su Luoyan glanced at the woman, then covered her face and ran away.
Su Luoyan rarely hears this arrogant and arrogant man apologizing. If it is someone else, should she say sorry? But she can't say it, and her heart is full of resentment towards this man. She wants to leave this demon-like man and wash away the shame related to this man.
A loud slap on Leng Yunhao's face fell. He did not dodge, nor even reached out to touch the place where he had just been hit. The angry eyes of the woman in front of him shone him like a torch. He saw that the back projected on the ground was so small.
Su Luoyan rarely shed tears, but at this time there were too many tears in her eyes. She felt extremely aggrieved, but she forced herself to hold back her sadness and prevented her tears from thrusting out of her eyes. She stood there calmly, watching the man's lowered head standing in front of her, helplessly.
Leng Yunhao didn't raise his eyes. He was in a bad mood. He had never been such a depressed mood. He had not controlled his emotions. He had not controlled his reason. But he didn't think so. What's wrong with him?
Su Ruolin didn't know why Su Luoyan appeared in the hospital. She didn't have time to be surprised, but she just hoped to resolve the misunderstanding between Su Luoyan and Leng Yunhao as soon as possible. But before she got close, she saw Su Luoyan leave angrily. She wanted to reach out to hold Su Luoyan, but the woman's messy steps had already walked away with grievances.
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The man's domineering was as always. Although Su Luoyan closed her lips tightly to resist his invasion, he still refused to give up. His lips and tongue blended, and he greedily asked for it on her tender lips. She couldn't breathe, but she strongly resisted and couldn't think too much.
"Yunhao, what are you thinking?" Seeing that Leng Yunhao didn't say anything, the grievance in Su Ruolin's eyes began to flood again. This man was very close to her. As long as she looked up, she could see herself in his pupils. But she felt that this man was so distant that she wanted to get close, but she could not walk into his heart.
He was about to be alone. His lips and tongue slowly stopped. The woman in his arms was like a zombie, leaving only a pair of empty eyes. These eyes were originally clear, sometimes charming, but now they were desperate.
Did he become like this because of Shen Yuqing? Su Ruolin herself couldn't explain it clearly, as if there was always a distance between her and him. She stood on the shore and looked up at him quietly, waiting for him. He also responded politely, but such a polite response always had a slight alienation.
"You go back first, I want to be quiet." After a long time, Leng Yunhao finally said this.
Chapter completed!