"Oh, you mean Xiaoyuan. Xiaoyuan is my friend. Didn't I tell you yesterday? I forgot to bring my wallet when I went to the supermarket to buy things. Xiaoyuan paid for me. I paid the money to her in the morning. She said she wanted to go out for a walk, so I took her out to play." Su Luoyan said carelessly, but Lin Xi still felt uncomfortable when she heard Su Luoyan calling Xiaoyuan.

Neither of them have many same-sex friends. In her consciousness, it seems that Su Luoyan is her exclusive friend. Apart from their blood ties, they are like real sisters. But now Su Luoyan has found a woman named Xiaoyuan and is about to let herself go.

"You, what if someone else deceives you? Don't you know that you have lost your memory? Some are bad people. If they want to harm you, where will I find you?" Lin Xi began to teach Su Luoyan a lesson. Leng Yunhao repeatedly explained not to let this woman get into the crowd, especially not to contact strangers.

But this woman likes to be lively, as if she has entered a rebellious period. The more you don’t want her to do something, the more she desires to try it. Lin Xi doesn’t know how to explain this to Su Luoyan. After all, she is no longer a child, and she has her own consciousness and opinion.

"Oh, don't scare me, okay? Xiaoyuan is a good person. When she goes out to play today, all the expenses are her expenses. I'm very good at playing with her. Will I take you with you next time?" Su Luoyan's impression of Mei Xiaoyuan is very good now, so when she heard Lin Xi say the bad guy, she immediately stood up to excuse Mei Xiaoyuan.

Lin Xi was a little angry. This woman was just met by Su Luoyan yesterday. She actually protected Mei Xiaoyuan like this today. How good is that woman? Didn’t she just lend her money to the supermarket? She takes care of the woman’s food and accommodation, and treats her like a real sister, but this woman doesn’t have that kind of feelings towards her.

"Hmph, who knows if you are a good person? You are just too kind. If you are kind to you, you think they are sincerely treating you. Luo Yan, you have to listen to me and don't trust people casually outside. Many people are not so kind." Lin Xi wanted to make this clear, but when the words were right, there was still no way to make it clear.

"I understand, Grandma Lin, I'm not a child. Now I won't tell you anymore. I've been out for a day today. I'm so tired. I'll go take a shower first." Su Luoyan had no patience to continue listening to Lin Xi's words about these things. She got up and went to her bedroom. Lin Xi sat there alone, feeling quite uncomfortable.

Isn't she doing this for Su Luoyan? She lost her past memory, didn't know about her marriage, or even the entanglement between herself and Leng Yunhao. Everyone tried their best to hope that she could suffer less harm, but she did not understand the mood of these people. She didn't know if she wanted to remind Leng Yunhao that Su Luoyan was not as simple as he thought.

But at this time, Su Luoyan was completely fascinated by Mei Xiaoyuan. She felt that being a woman should become such a model, elegant and decent, and talk moderately. Only such a woman can become a beauty pursued by men. She looked at herself in the mirror, and there was some gap with this woman.

Lin Xi was a little worried after all. She felt that she needed to chat with Su Luoyan. They were good sisters and they should communicate with each other when they had something, rather than holding it in their hearts like they are now. So she stood at the door of the bathroom, waiting for Su Luoyan to come out from inside. When Su Luoyan finished taking a shower and opened the door, she saw Lin Xi standing outside.

"Oh, you scared me. Why are you standing here? Want to peek at me for a shower?" Su Luoyan screamed, and then returned to normal. She could feel that Lin Xi had no good feelings for Mei Xiaoyuan. She knew that Lin Xi had always regarded herself as her best friend, but friendship was not love and had no uniqueness.

"Luo Yan, I think I need to talk to you about this matter. We don't know who Xiao Yuan you are talking about. I don't think you should have such in-depth interactions with others." Lin Xi stood at the door and said solemnly. She felt that she was doing this for Su Luoyan. If this woman was hurt by Mei Xiaoyuan, then she would not be able to forgive herself.

"My sister Lin, please be 120 years old. I use my personality to guarantee that Xiaoyuan is definitely not a bad person. I am very close to her. I am not a child. I know what to do. So, please rest assured that I will not do anything you worry about again." Su Luoyan said sternly.

She was convinced from the bottom of her heart that Mei Xiaoyuan was a good person, so she couldn't understand Lin Xi's tension. The two people value trust. At this time, she was full of trust in Mei Xiaoyuan, so she shouldn't doubt other people's motives. Everyone started with strangers. She knew that her current situation would make people worry about her, and she also understood that Lin Xi said these words for her good.

"Anyway, I just don't want you to have a close relationship with that person. You haven't regained your past memories yet. Many things are complicated, not as simple as you thought." Lin Xi's face became serious. She wanted to tell Su Luoyan what happened before, about Fang Yichen and the entanglement between Su Luoyan and that person.

"Okay, I understand. I will not interact with her in the future. Lin Meimei, don't be angry, okay?" Su Luoyan showed her cute side. She didn't want to see Lin Xi get angry about her affairs. The two of them need to tolerate and understand each other when they are together. She knew that most of Lin Xi's things are for her good.

"Okay, I didn't worry about you anymore. I just think that if a big beauty is cheated by someone, your family will definitely not be able to avoid me." Lin Xi also pouted at this time. When Su Luoyan heard this, she immediately stuck out her tongue. Leng Yunhao, that person, hum, she didn't believe that person would worry about herself.

"I don't believe it when you talk about him. Look, if he is sincere to me, why haven't he given roses these days?" Su Luoyan looked at the empty seat in the living room. How could a man who could not hold on to a bouquet of roses every day be sincere to her?

"You are just vanity. I don't want him to send the rose. If he continues to deliver it, I really have no place to put it here. If you like it, I will call him later and let him continue to deliver it for you tomorrow." Lin Xi reached out and pointed Su Luoyan's forehead. She couldn't understand Su Luoyan's current logic, and this woman began to become like a little woman.

"No, I'm just talking casually. I don't like roses either. What's so good about it?" Su Luoyan curled her lips. She was not a vain woman, but she seemed to be longing for something truly and pure in her heart, hoping to have a love that belongs to her, and this love will always belong to her.

That night, Su Luoyan's dream was always lingering in her dream. She dreamed that Leng Yunhao and Mei Xiaoyuan danced hand in hand. The two of them seemed to be a pair of beautiful people, moving happy dance steps in front of her. She just sat in the corner. Under the spotlight, the beautiful eyes were like sticking, and she could only sneak into them.

Su Luoyan still failed Lin Xi's trust. She felt that being with Lin Xi was like a pair of intimate sisters, but when being with Mei Xiaoyuan, she was like a noble model looking up at the cupboard. She could be with such a woman and listen to her telling about her experiences abroad. She felt very happy.

So, when she received the invitation from Mei Xiaoyuan and went out for fun together, she still couldn't control her own **. She really wanted to have more relationships with Mei Xiaoyuan. She felt that she could learn a lot from this woman that she lacked, but she was afraid that she would hurt Lin Xi in the end. Therefore, Su Luoyan lied.

"Lin Xi, I'll go to the supermarket and come back later. Do you want to eat something, can I bring you good?" When the snacks in the house were killed, Su Luoyan actively went out to shop. Such hobbies were the greatest pleasure for her. Once Lin Xi was fascinated by idol dramas, she would fall into such a feeling.

"Oh, then you go, come back early, buy some for me if you eat something. I'm not picky about food." Lin Xi said to Su Luoyan at a break from her busy schedule. Su Luoyan ran out without stopping. This feeling made her find a feeling of smoothness flying out of the cage.

"Luoyan, I haven't seen you for several days, and I miss you a little." When I saw Su Luoyan, Mei Xiaoyuan showed a charming smile on her face. She said the most enthusiastic words, but the most fake expression, but women are all auditory animals. When Su Luoyan heard this, her heart was like a blooming flower.

"Xiaoyuan, I miss you so much, it's great to see you." At this time, Su Luoyan completely forgot what she promised Lin Xi just now. Even the supermarket she wanted to visit the most had lost its charm in front of Mei Xiaoyuan. She just hoped to communicate with this woman for a while.

"I heard them say that the river beach is very fun. Can you take me for a walk?" Mei Xiaoyuan stared at Su Luoyan and said. She had been staying in the hotel these days. She kept checking Fang Yichen's case. She felt that Su Luoyan must know the inside story. So, she decided not to let Su Luoyan go, a useful chess piece.

"Okay, let's go together later. I haven't been there yet." Su Luoyan cheered. Now that someone is willing to go out with her, she is so happy. She stayed in the house to watch TV all day long. Such things are just suitable for Lin Xi. For her, she is almost ill.

In the afternoon, the sun was warm. The two of them sat down on the bank dam by the river. Listening to the sound of the waves slamming the bank dam, I felt warm in my heart. Su Luoyan was enjoying such a time, and Mei Xiaoyuan seemed to be trapped in the sound of the waves. Neither of them spoke much. Su Luoyan knew that Mei Xiaoyuan was a person with a story. In front of a woman with a story, she knew that silence was often the right way.

"Luoyan, are you going to the bar? Let's go to the bar and have a drink together?" Mei Xiaoyuan suggested that when she felt a little sad, she needed a little alcohol to stimulate her nerves. She had too many words to talk about. The days of wandering outside alone in the past few years have not been so easy.

"Okay, let's go now." Su Luoyan's blind admiration for Mei Xiaoyuan had reached the point of following her. As long as Mei Xiaoyuan proposed to do, she would not raise any objections. The bar was a new thing for her. She didn't know if she had been to such a place before she lost her memory, but after she lost her memory, no one had ever taken her there.

When the two sat down in the bar, Su Luoyan was not used to the hustle and bustle inside. Her twisted waist vented her inner anger or physical ** on the dance floor. She didn't understand whether this could be considered a kind of beauty or what it should be called. Both of them just ordered a little sake.

"Xiaoyuan, tell me about your life abroad. I really admire you. I think you are so great alone. You have been living abroad for so many years and can have everything you have." Su Luoyan drank a little wine and did not suppress her admiration for Mei Xiaoyuan. For her, this woman was the best woman she has ever met.

Mei Xiaoyuan smiled bitterly and poured all the wine in the glass into her throat. If she could choose again in her life, she would definitely not want to feel like she was floating abroad alone. Without friends or relatives around her, even if she was glamorous, it would be for others to see.

"Oh, are you interested? Then I'll tell you, but don't laugh at me if you hear it." Mei Xiaoyuan said with a smile. She doesn't like to tell others about the path she has taken over the years, because only she knows the bitterness and sorrows. She loves a man so deeply, but in the end, she can only lose it.

"I went abroad when I was very young and stayed with my parents all the time. Later, they divorced and I started living alone. Sometimes in Europe and sometimes in the United States, except for that suitcase, it seemed that I was the only one left in my life." Thinking of those lonely years, Mei Xiaoyuan's eyes had traces of sadness.

It was really hard at that time. I couldn't feel the warmth from my family. My father and mother chose to separate when she was young, but she could not do anything. She blamed the two people for irresponsibly abandoning her, but in the end she just had no choice. She chose to wander and could never find a fixed place to stay.

"What happened later? What happened later?" Su Luoyan was moved by Mei Xiaoyuan's experience. She did not expect that Mei Xiaoyuan, who looked so glamorous, would have such a miserable period. A girl wandered around with her suitcase. This was originally an incredible thing that would remind people of it.

"Later, I met a boy on the way to travel. He was very nice, very sunny and kind. The affordability and happiness of the two of us together." Mei Xiaoyuan could still remember her when she met Fang Yichen. At that time, she looked rebellious and did not know how to like to drink and pay. She just wanted to keep asking for it. Her inner emptiness and coldness made her unable to feel the warmth of this world.

She met Fang Yichen on the way to the United States. The boy wearing a cowboy was wearing a felt hat and his handsome face was clearly outlined. They just looked at each other in the crowd, as if they had been destined for a lifetime. They were naturally together and enjoying their own youth in this metropolis of the United States.

"I fell in love with him, everything was very beautiful. At that time, I always felt that if I wanted to get married, there was only one possibility to be his wife. He loved me very much, and would give it to me as long as it was the best thing he thought would be the best." Mei Xiaoyuan's face showed a happy expression.

She has always been immersed in that beautiful time. The man was kind to her wholeheartedly. They were so young and all yearned for the best love of each other. However, many things would change in time, and they were no exception. Those who originally thought they would not marry would part ways in the end.

"Then why do you two separate? Isn't it great to be together like this?" Su Luoyan was a little confused. The man who could be with Mei Xiaoyuan must be the only man in the world. Why did such a good man separate? She felt a lot of regret left in her heart.

"Yes, it's really good to think about it now, but we were all too young at that time and always thought we would meet better. I've experienced too many hardships, so I don't believe what he gave me is what I want. When we started to have a quarrel, I chose to give up."

Mei Xiaoyuan has always felt regret for this matter. If she hadn't been so willful at the beginning, she would not have been so difficult now. She knew that she loved Fang Yichen deeply and could also feel Fang Yichen's love for her. However, at that time, her parents' tragic marriage made her feel inexplicably frightened.

When the man appeared in front of her with a diamond ring, she was so surprised that she didn't know how to refuse, but chose to escape. She fled to a place where he could not find and cut off all contact with the man. She did not pay attention to his dynamics for five years, nor allowed him to capture his own message, thinking that this would allow him to completely forget someone.

But time will only make the memory Yu Jiumi new. She finally couldn't deceive her heart. She still loved Fang Yichen and hoped that she could have a lasting fate with this man. But everything seemed to be one step too late. When she finally began to understand the meaning of love, when she finally knew that what this man gave was always what she was trying to do, everything was too late.

"Then did he look for you later? He loves you so much, he will never give up on you." Su Luoyan's eyes were a little wet. Such a sad love always makes people sigh. If these two people were not separated, they would definitely be able to live the happiest life now.

"He couldn't find me because I hid, I cut off all contact with him, and hid alone in the corner, and he couldn't find me no matter what." Mei Xiaoyuan picked up the wine glass and cleaned the wine in the glass. She regretted it a little. If she was not so determined at the beginning, at least she would leave a way out for herself. How could the woman in front of her have an opportunity? But, it's too late, isn't it?

"Then are you here to find him?" Su Luoyan asked tentatively. She knew that Mei Xiaoyuan must be looking for an important man when she came back this time. At this time, Mei Xiaoyuan showed a heart-wrenching expression. If the man knew that she had come back from all the way to find him, she would be very moved.

"Yes, but it's still one step late." Mei Xiaoyuan said with a wry smile. Destiny is like this, but it's just one step late, everything has become a thing of the past. She didn't know if this was a joke made by God, but this joke was really a bit big.

When Su Luoyan heard this, her eyes widened and gasped. She didn't expect that the man was already married, and some feelings might have to go through many things before she could understand the meaning. But not everyone is willing to wait until that moment comes.

Mei Xiaoyuan drank a lot of wine. For her, the cruelest reality has always been in front of her. It turns out that missing someone is not the hardest, and no longer being loved by someone is the most heartbreaking thing. She tried hard to do her best, but why is such a hard work not meaningful?

Su Luoyan sat there blankly. Under such circumstances, she didn't know how to comfort Mei Xiaoyuan. The relationships always made people not know how to reveal their emotions. Many times, except for silence, they could not find a reason to continue. She really wanted to give Mei Xiaoyuan a warm embrace at this time, but this idea was not put into practice until the end.

"You said, why didn't he love me? Which one is better than that woman?" Tears slid down Mei Xiaoyuan's eyes. If the woman the man loved was better than her, then she could convince herself to rest assured. However, everything was very different from what she thought. The woman was by her side, and in addition to the so-called simplicity, she could not see any other advantages in her.

"Xiaoyuan, it's okay, you will definitely meet a better man than him. You are so good, many men will like you." Su Luoyan tried to pick some words that could comfort Mei Xiaoyuan, but these words were useless in front of this sad woman. She silently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and then poured all the wine in the glass into her throat.

"Xiaoyuan, you can't drink anymore, you've already drunk a lot." Su Luoyan persuaded Mei Xiaoyuan. The environment in the bar was a bit noisy. She was very worried that Mei Xiaoyuan would get drunk here. In fact, Mei Xiaoyuan was almost drunk at this time. She was just too sad. Everything she saw after returning to China made her feel as if she was immersed in a dream.

Why did God make such a joke with her? She couldn't accept it slowly. The man she loved deeply had lost his legs and was no longer as energetic as before. He had nothing, and he had no freedom to love the most. How great would it be if he had left a place for her, but even this position was gone.

She wanted to help that man, but she couldn't find that breakthrough. Facing her lover's current wife, she didn't know how she felt. Sometimes she really hated Su Luoyan. If this woman took the initiative to leave Fang Yichen, then she could be with that man. But, she really wanted her to be with Fang Yichen and be with the current man who had lost her legs and lost her fighting spirit. Is this the life she wanted?

She began to blame many people, blame Fang Yichen for making herself look like this. If he was still the same person as before, then there would be no accidents and would not be allowed to go to prison. He is no longer the man he used to, and there is no trace of fighting spirit in his body. She doesn't know what she is insisting on, is this still love? If it is love, why would she feel helpless when there is no one? If this is love, why would she no longer have the heartbeat of the past when she remembered this man?

She believed that she had never blamed Fang Yichen because separation between them was inevitable. But when she thought that the man loved him as deeply as she did, the man had put down all his burdens and started a new journey. And that journey had nothing to do with him.

She was a little unwilling to accept it. After all, she loved this man so deeply at the beginning. He said so many bold words, but after five years, everything changed. She could not accept the fact that the excellent man at that time lived with such an ordinary woman.

Perhaps she had more hope for Su Luoyan in her heart that this woman could love that woman as deeply as she used to be. If she came back and saw Fang Yichen living a happy life with this ordinary woman, then she felt that she should be happy. Regrets are much better than resentment.

But this woman obviously doesn't love Fang Yichen. She enjoys a sunny life outside, but completely ignores Fang Yichen's safety. Don't she know that Fang Yichen is still in prison now? Don't she know that Fang Yichen may be looking forward to her visiting her more? But so many emotions are stuck in her heart, but no one can resonate with her.

She couldn't express all these feelings, because in this city, she didn't know who else she could trust except herself. Maybe some feelings, after that stage, when they had them again, were just useless. You might not want to give up, but if you had them, you couldn't find the same mood as before.

Is this a manifestation of maturity? She thought she was mature enough. When she had not seen Fang Yichen, she was thinking about which man in her heart. She felt that except for that man who could understand his mood, she could never find any man in the world who could compete with him. However, when she saw Fang Yichen, all her past reverie was subverted.

She just needs a man who loves her whole body, why can't such a simple request be satisfied? They just see her beautiful appearance, but don't know that she lacks security in her heart. She can no longer find someone like Fang Yichen, she can see her pain at a glance and her loneliness at a glance. Such a man makes her laugh sweetly every time in her dreams.

But no matter how beautiful the dream is, there will always be one day of awakening, and now it is like this. She has to wake up, facing this incomplete world alone. But for some reason, she wants to wake up, but she always lacks motivation. She can't completely give up on that man, and can't watch the man fall down.

In this world, you should never find a man who is so similar to you. Just a look, he can understand what you think, just a glance, he can know your mood. She believes in fate and believes in fate more. Maybe this is God’s punishment for her. She is a greedy woman and always thinks that there is a better waiting for her ahead. So now that the scenery is seen through, should we accompany this man to watch the flowing water?

"Luoyan, I can't do it anymore. Can you send me back?" Mei Xiaoyuan put her shoulders on Su Luoyan. She felt alcohol flowing in her body, which made her consciousness unable to be completely controlled by herself. She is a rational woman, and under such circumstances, she will not allow herself to get drunk. If all her motivations are exposed in front of Su Luoyan, then wouldn't all her efforts be wasted?

"Okay, I'll send you back, Xiaoyuan, you really can't drink anymore." Su Luoyan put his arms around Mei Xiaoyuan's waist and struggled to support the woman and walked out. The sky was already dark, and the neon lights of the city began to flash freely. On such a night, the sad Mei Xiaoyuan burst into tears in Su Luoyan's arms.

The taxi parked at the door of the hotel, and Su Luoyan walked towards the hotel with half drunk and half awake. She didn't remember what she promised Lin Xi before. She could not have too much contact with this woman. But in her heart, she was always firm that Mei Xiaoyuan was not a bad person.

She is so beautiful and kind, but she carries a feeling that makes people appreciate. Such a woman deserves respect and pity for everyone. Back to Mei Xiaoyuan's room, she immediately rushed into the bathroom and started vomiting in pain while holding the toilet alone.

Su Luoyan still couldn't help but feel heartbroken. If that man saw Mei Xiaoyuan's appearance, he would definitely feel heartbroken. Women would be willing to bear a lot of pain alone, but the stronger they were, the more lonely they were.

"Xiaoyuan, drink a glass of water, it will be a little better. Don't drink so much wine again in the future." Su Luoyan handed over the towel and water, Mei Xiaoyuan took it and drank it, then wiped her mouth with a towel. She was a little out of control tonight. It was just because of a certain scene that she thought of that man.

"Well, I'm fine, Luo Yan, thank you very much." Mei Xiaoyuan showed a kind smile on her face. She always used a shining veil to hide all her mood. People always only see the side of her smile, but she really doesn't need someone to be by her side to share it with her?

"It's okay, we are good friends, aren't we? But I will feel very distressed when you do this." Su Luoyan said sincerely. Perhaps only when they are both women can you see the most vulnerable parts of the other person's body and feel the most caring parts of the other person.

"Well, Luo Yan, you are such a good person. Don't leave tonight, okay? I feel a little uncomfortable. Can you stay with me?" When Mei Xiaoyuan said this, Su Luo Yan was shocked. Only then did she remember what Lin Xi said. I'm afraid Lin Xi would be furious when she went back so late.

"It's okay, I'll send you back now. I can take good care of myself." Mei Xiaoyuan might have seen Su Luoyan's hesitation, so she struggled to get up and send Su Luoyan away. But as soon as she stood up, she shakingly hit the sink. She bent down in pain, and her brows had already condensed into a ball.

"Xiaoyuan, I'll stay with you. Slowly. After drinking so much wine, you wash and go to bed early." Su Luoyan is a soft-hearted person. In this case, she felt that leaving Mei Xiaoyuan was a bad behavior. For her friends, she still knew that sincerity should be put in the top position. So when Mei Xiaoyuan said she wanted her to leave, she chose to stay.

Mei Xiaoyuan heard Su Luoyan say this, a warm smile appeared on her face. She hoped that Su Luoyan could stay, she didn't have so much time to spend. She just hoped to speed up the pace and understand the woman Su Luoyan. If she really didn't love Fang Yichen anymore, then she would take that man under her command. If this woman still had Fang Yichen in her heart, she would leave her blessing and choose to leave.

"Well, okay, then I'll go and wash first. What items are missing here? Call the front desk and they will deliver them." After Mei Xiaoyuan said that, she supported her heavy body and walked towards the bathroom. She felt a little heavy. Now, in addition to being a little conscious, she has fallen into a state of being too heavy.

However, it was a meaningful thing for her to stay. Maybe the woman could relax at night. She had already thought about what information she would learn from Su Luoyan later. Everything was already walking forward as she thought. Mei Xiaoyuan also felt better.

It was already eleven o'clock in the evening when both of them washed up. Mei Xiaoyuan was not sleepy at all. The two were lying on a big bed, not at all reserved. Su Luoyan liked the woman Mei Xiaoyuan. When she was with her, she felt that she could learn a lot. This elegant woman is worth everyone around her and she felt her breath.

"Luoyan, can you tell me your story? I really want to hear your story." Mei Xiaoyuan leaned against the head of the bed, trying to find out the news from Su Luoyan that she longed to hear. The news should have something to do with Fang Yichen. She wanted to know how Su Luoyan met that man, how she fell in love, and how she got together.

"Me? My story is very simple, and I don't remember many of them myself. I live with my good friend now. Her name is Lin Xi. She is a carefree girl, but she is very nice to me. Let's eat instant noodles together and watch idol dramas together. She is like my own sister." The person Su Luoyan can think of at this time is Lin Xi.
To be continued...