He never thought that the chubby little girl in his memory would grow into a young girl. In his impression, she had always been a stubborn little wild girl in the eyes of others, a tearful crybaby in front of him, with fair skin and a beautiful face.

She is round, with bright eyes, and has two braids that reach just as high as his waist. If she wasn't rolling around in the mud with him and climbing up trees, she would look like a pink and tender porcelain doll...

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We said goodbye to her in the summer when she was twelve years old and never saw her again, so she thought it was a farewell forever. She actually thought about it for a while, especially when she and Qianqi returned to the countryside that year, and I planned to introduce Qianqi to her.

But I didn't see her, and I felt even more regretful.

From then on, she was fixed in his mind as she was when she was twelve years old. She never grew taller. She was always the porcelain doll who followed him up the tree and down the river. She was a bouncing child and a piece of candy.

Even if I beat him to death, I would never have imagined that she would become his pillow...

Forced by her mother to get married, she returned to Beijing for a blind date.

When he first saw her, he felt a sense of familiarity. At that moment, he briefly thought about why he felt this way? He clearly didn't know her...

Later, I noticed her hairstyle and dress. Although her height and appearance were very different from Qianqi's, from a distance, regardless of her face, she looked like a smaller version of Qianqi. Moreover, her eyes were very bright.

Just like Qianqi...

He didn't know if it was this reason, but he agreed at that time. If he had to get married, it would be her, whatever she wanted...

Therefore, after meeting her once, he asked her for her opinion on whether she felt she was suitable for her, and if so, he would get married.

His consistent view on blind dates is that the introducer brings a strange man and woman to the market to sell, and compares each other's own conditions and family backgrounds. It may not necessarily be a match, as long as both parties feel that they are good enough, and the other party is worth the investment of such a big investment in marriage.

For the price, you can buy it and take it home.

For example, she only met him once and actually agreed to his marriage proposal.

This was a little bit beyond his expectation. He had thought that girls would be more reserved, so he had to put in at least a little effort.

So, what does she like in herself?

He never believed in love at first sight, and his image at that time was by no means beautiful enough for a woman to fall in love with him at first sight. He had just returned from the Yunnan-Guizhou Plateau. He was as black as charcoal, his face was peeled from the sun, and he looked tired. His clothes were casually put on.

He wore casual clothes, and even his mother was worried behind him, saying that if he could be spotted by a girl dressed like this, she wrote the word "strict" backwards.

What's the result? Of course, we can't really let the mother's last name be written backwards, but we really hit the target at the first glance. Then, there is only one possibility. Let's not talk about everything. At least part of the reason for this girl is that she likes his family.

Family background.

By the way, if someone like him is really willing to marry, I haven't met him before. What's his family background...

He used to be very disdainful of this kind of woman, but this time he is very happy. He really would rather his wife marry someone from his family background. Then, he will not owe anything to his capable mother for the love that he cannot give.

You can move a mountain of gold to a girl, if this is what she wants.

As he had always thought, he could treat her with respect and treat her like a guest. If she wanted, she could have a child. He would fulfill his obligations as a husband, but he would not love her.

Such a life he calls numbness.

It wasn't until that day when this silly woman appeared in the military camp like a madman that he realized that everything was far from what he expected...

In the health center, standing next to this woman who was covered in mud and sleeping, and who was a stranger to him, he was shocked and surprised. What power gave her the courage to come here to find him?

?And she found her? Judging from her embarrassed look, it must have been bad, but this shocked him even more. How brave and strong does a woman need to be to reach this point?

But at this time, she started to babble and kept chanting "Grandpa...Brother Tangtang..."

Brother Tangtang...

Three very slight words, barely audible, but like summer thunder, shaking his eardrums, chest, and forehead, leaving only a buzzing sound in his ears, in his heart, and in his brain.

An echo...

So, she agreed to his request for marriage without hesitation. She went through all kinds of hardships to come to him. This courage, this freedom, these questions all have answers...

Because, after so many years, she has changed so much, while his appearance has hardly changed except that he has become taller...

She must have recognized him as her Tangtang brother at first sight...

She said she would study hard, get admitted to a university in Beijing, and be with Brother Tangtang every day.

In the past, I only thought it was a childish saying, but I never thought that she would be silent and spend ten years turning it into reality...

If he doesn't understand how deep this feeling is, he would be an idiot...

She scares him...

Because the woman he married was doomed to be lonely for the rest of her life. If she had no feelings for each other, she could still make do with it. He even thought that as long as he completed the task of getting married and having children, even if his wife was unbearable and lonely and Hongxing cheated on her in the end, he would

He is willing to fulfill her happiness and let her go at any time, but how can this person be Nannan?

If they were put on the balance of marriage, it would be extremely unequal. It was not the difference in family status, but their emotions. She was full of enthusiasm for him and her love was as deep as the sea. What could he give her?

In marriage, when there is love, there will be hurt...

Whoever loves will be hurt...

How could he let Nannan get hurt?

Therefore, his wife can be any strange woman, but she cannot be his daughter...

He brought hot water and wiped her dirty face with a clean towel. At that moment, she seemed to have found the feeling she had when she was a child again. She always made herself dirty. Every time before going home,

He washed her face and hands with river water, and braided her braids again, so that she could go home clean and tidy, so that her grandfather would not worry.

The mud was washed away, revealing her porcelain white skin and her small face as big as a palm.

The woman in front of me is slender and thin, and it is impossible to tell that she is the round and chubby girl she used to be. How could her chin, which used to be round and fat, become so sharp?

Her eyes were closed tightly, and he suddenly remembered that she had a pair of exceptionally bright eyes when she was young. No wonder he thought her eyes were very bright at first sight on the day of the blind date. At that time, he just thought she looked like Qianqi, but now

Only then did I realize that it wasn’t...

Gently peeling her hair apart, there was no hair growing at the place where the stitches were stitched when she was six years old. Now, there is a clear scar...

The scar stung his eyes, and he quickly let go, as if it was a hot wound that was painful to touch...

The doctor on the side reminded him, "Hurry up and change her clothes. These clothes are as dirty as anything, and the sheets and quilt are all dirty. How can she feel comfortable? We don't dare to change her..."

This regiment is located in a remote area and the conditions are extremely difficult. Generally, no female soldiers are willing to come, and there are no arrangements for female soldiers to come, so the doctors and nurses in the health center are all male.

The so-called full hospital is just one doctor and two nurses. They are only equipped to provide them with special care. Their level is not high enough to be stationed in the hospital.

Therefore, facing this female patient, they who have been teasing men do not know what to do. They can only wait for the team leader to come in person...

He also realized this problem, nodded and motioned for them to go out.

Want him to take off her clothes?

This is a bit difficult...

When I returned to Beijing, I unexpectedly saw her body. At that time, except for the crazy secretion of male hormones, there was nothing else.

However, now that he knows that she is a girl, and that she is a grown-up girl with female characteristics, his hand cannot reach down...

This made him feel guilty, the guilt of blaspheming his sister...

Moreover, she is still a young girl...

In his mind, he has already determined that she is a round and chubby child...

After the battle between heaven and man for a long time, he finally couldn't watch her lying on the hospital bed covered in mud, so he quickly undressed and changed her clothes. However, the faster he tried to do it, the more things got messy. It took a long time to take off the clothes.

, when her exquisite and graceful body, which only an adult woman has, lay in front of him like snow, he almost heard the sound of his own blood boiling...

While dressing her, his fingers touched the smooth skin, which felt like it was on fire, making his blood boil with passion.

The strong sense of shame forced him to suppress the throbbing. She was a little girl! She was his little friend! How could he have such thoughts about her!

For example, after completing a difficult task, he finally changed her clothes, picked up her dirty clothes and ran away. He was really not used to this kind of confrontation...

Unexpectedly, in the process of washing her clothes, the thin feel of the underwear once again made his blood swell. The bright colors and infinite reverie made him almost have a nosebleed...

There was a fierce battle between reason and impulse. In the end, reason defeated impulse and he chose to escape...

He didn't know how to face her, how to face the fact that the little baby he once protected suddenly turned into his wife and was bound to be hurt...

Perhaps, he could be gentle and caring towards her, but that was not love, just like he loved a six-year-old baby back then. He could not imagine himself pounced on a six-year-old baby like a hungry wolf and fell on her

Vent men’s desires…

However, this desire is so strong...

Therefore, he is indifferent, he escapes, and he works overtime even when he is not working overtime, just because he does not know how he should spend those restless nights...

However, seeing her hurt by his attitude, feeling guilty, and feeling distressed, he couldn't help but be gentle to her and tell her that he was her only support...

He is her support, he was before, he is now, and he will be in the future...

This doesn't seem to be changing.

Her tears are a responsibility that he has no escape from. It seems to have been bound to her when she was six years old. He promised her that he would protect her for the rest of her life. Now, her grandfather is gone and she only has him. How can he shirk this responsibility?

responsibility?

But, but, but...

How could he face her loving eyes? How could he accept her kiss calmly?

He can't do it!
To be continued...