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Extra Story "Marriage First, Love Later: Qin Fei Wins Herself" 176

Mrs. Qin looked at him and didn't say anything. From yesterday to now, the old lady didn't speak much and was very silent.

"mom."

Mrs. Qin stretched out her hand and gently held the old lady's arm: "It's been so many years, so don't think too much. Just take care of your old age."

The old lady nodded: "Yes, what's the use of thinking about it for so many years? Your father has been hated for the rest of his life. I can't imagine what he had experienced before committing suicide in prison. Such a peaceful person finally chose to commit suicide."

"I guess it has something to do with Gu Zhanzhong."

The old lady raised her eyes and looked at the rows of tombstones in the distance: "Stop talking about this, Lan Hui, go and find the staff of the cemetery to come over and get me some tools for building weeds. They have been increasingly neglecting recently. The broken weeds next to her are so ugly. I'll repair them."

Mrs. Qin was originally a little worried about her, but seeing that she looked good, she thought that the old lady might want to say something to her father alone, so she nodded: "Okay." She turned around and left.

Because it was just 5:30 in the morning and it was a cemetery on the mountain, it was particularly quiet.

The old lady stood in front of the dialect and looked at the words engraved on it for a long time, but it seemed that she was looking at something through the tombstone, but she didn't move for a long time.

After a while, she slowly squatted down, gently fiddled with the burned coins on the ground, and then looked up at the tombstone: "You have been there for so long. I have almost forgotten about it in decades. Will you blame me..."

As she said that, she raised her hand and gently stroked the tombstone, stroked her fingers over the name on it, and her old eyes were filled with remembrance.

"For so many years, every year when I come to see you, I will tell you about our daughter and our grandson, and I will always say happy things. If you know you, you will be happy with me. But this year when I come to see you, I don't know how to be happy. Lao Zhao, we have all provoked people we shouldn't provoke, and I regret it very much in this life."

"Do you really regret it?"

Suddenly, a faint voice came from behind, equally old, but a little serious.

The old lady's hands froze. She turned around and saw Mr. Gu sticking a crutch. She was slow because she had difficulty walking. I don't know when it came, but was walking step by step.

"Who asked you to come?" the old lady frowned and her face was cold.

"I came by myself." Mr. Gu sighed. Because he was tired from coming over, he stood a few meters away from her, and did not get close to her anymore. He was always looking at her: "I saw you mother and daughter driving out early in the morning, so I followed her, and happened to meet a taxi, so I followed you all the way."

The old lady pursed her lips, her expression cold and tense, but she couldn't say anything.

She had already come, and she only asked him to leave immediately, how could he leave?

Forget it, what should come will always come.

She sighed faintly, no longer looking at him, but turned back to look at the tombstone in front of her.

Mr. Gu walked slowly forward, but the old lady didn't even look at him and said coldly: "Don't get close to this place, don't dirty our place."

"..." Gu Zhanzhong paused, looked at her for a long time before sighing: "Lianfang, we are all old, how many years can we still have to complain and hate each other. Let's have a good chat, okay?"

"We have nothing to talk about. As you said, I am old and have no resentment. I just want to spend my old age peacefully. You should leave." The old lady stared at the tombstone in front of her, and her voice was cold and deserted.

Mr. Gu was quiet for a moment, looked at the tombstone in front of her, and after a while, he said with a slightly hoarse voice: "Actually he is lucky."

The old lady looked at him coldly because of his words.

Mr. Gu squinted his eyes and looked at the tombstone and said, "At least you really lived together, got married, had children, and had family. Although my vitality and confusion at that time ruined his life, he had your decades of longing and feelings."

"Lifang, I apologize to you for everything I did to you and your wife back then. I know I did it too much, but I can't understand why you can't wait for two years? If you were willing to wait for me, maybe this wouldn't be the ending."

"Of course, I'm not blaming you. I came to the door to apologize and kill someone to pay my life. Although he was not killed by me, he died because of me. Even if you want me to die here today, I would rather. Just tell me and tell me in person, why?"

The old lady's silence made Mr. Gu move forward two more steps: "For decades, I often think of this, but I just don't understand..."

"Gu Zhanzhong, do you think about it and understand it is your own business. I just want you to leave immediately. I don't need your apology, nor do you want your life. If it weren't for the many disasters and difficulties of the two children's marriage, I wouldn't face you with such a calm attitude. If you know what you are doing, leave immediately. Don't let everyone suffer with it. Don't harm the children again if you have done it yourself!" The old lady frowned.

Gu Zhanzhong knew that with her hatred for her, being able to face her so calmly is really considering the children's thoughts.

"You are always thinking about others." He sighed.

The old lady said lightly: "I really didn't like your granddaughter. But now my grandson told me that they really love each other, so I don't want to be the elders who broke up the couple anymore. I'm for my grandson, and it has nothing to do with you."

But Gu Zhanzhong sighed: "I regret not talking to you calmly back then as well as you are now. At that time, I was blinded by jealousy and hatred. I should have had a good talk to you."

The old lady turned to the beginning and stopped looking at him.

"Since you don't want to say it, I'll just say it..." Mr. Gu whispered: "Anyway, he is already so old, so it doesn't matter if he doesn't have any face."

In the distance, Mrs. Qin walked into the cemetery with a weed construction tool, but saw two old figures in front of the tombstone from afar. She hesitated for a moment, did not walk over, but just looked up and looked at the weather.

It's raining today, and I don't know when it will start.

She shook her head, turned around and entered the mailroom of the staff on duty outside the cemetery to rest for a while.

In the cemetery, Mr. Gu stood on his crutch with his hands and spoke slowly: "When I told Yu Fei about our youth, she said that I don't understand the thoughts of women. You were willing to follow me, even if you endured hardships, you would follow me, but I threw you in Shanghai. I thought this was the best for you, but I didn't know that you asked me to leave with me to escape marriage. In fact, I pushed you into that abyss..."

He paused: "I, I... didn't know that you became pregnant after I left. I regretted it after I knew the truth. I could not imagine how you lived without me at that time."

"Perhaps, if there is no such person named Zhao, who decides for you, protects you, and says that the child you lost is his, you will be looked down upon by people at that time, and will be kicked out by your parents and in-laws. He is kind to you, right? So even if you know that I am back, you will not see me and insist that I ask someone to "invite" you over, and you will meet me. But you said, you will not go with me."

"But Lianfang, do you know what kind of life I lived in the two years I left?" Mr. Gu raised his head slightly and sighed at the dark clouds: "The Gu family is declining and is not popular in the country. I want to hide my identity and start with a fire-burning soldier. In two years, I killed hundreds of Japanese devils, but there were countless holes on my body. There were several times when I was in danger. I thought of you in a daze and gritted my teeth and persevered. Even if the wound was ulcerated, even if even the battalion commander's nurse said that I would not survive the next day, but I still survived."

"Every time I'm reborn, I want to make a name for myself, return to Shanghai, and bring my Lianfang to my side."

"But when I insisted, even though I had died countless times, I still came back to find you alive. But the first news I knew when I returned to Shanghai was that you were already married." Mr. Gu looked at her: "Xu Lianfang, I was indeed blinded by the jealousy and jealousy in the sky, but do you know what my mood was like at that time?"

"When you stood in front of me and refused to even look at me, when you stood there, saying that you were his wife and would not go with me, when you said that you were pregnant with his child, I really... wished I could strangle you to death." Mr. Gu's hand holding the crutch tightened.
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