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However, Ruan Biancheng still hopes that before he leaves this world forever, he can untie Ruan Feitong's heart and let Ruan Feitong grow up so that he can really do what a brother should do.
As long as Ruan Feitong can wake up, it will be not too late. Ruan Biancheng knows what kind of child his child is. As long as Ruan Feitong determines it, he will be able to treat a person thousands of times better. Leaving Yu Luoxiang to Ruan Feitong is the best choice.
"No--" The last sentence Ruan Biancheng was to say, and it seemed that there was an obstacle blocking his throat, making Ruan Biancheng unable to say something, "It's not like that. Although Lin Juqing was not terminally ill, she committed suicide after sending Yu Luohe to our house and left this world forever. In fact, Lin Juqing used her life to make the story complete. Don't let anyone know the truth. All of these were investigated later. At the beginning, she deceived me."
Perhaps the last sentence of Ruan Biancheng was to say, Ruan Biancheng had enough strength to say all of this sentence in one breath, and then his mouth was closed tightly, so pale, without a trace of blood.
Ruan Feitong has not yet reacted from surprise. Everything is so incredible. Why, Lin Juqing is such a person? If you say that she is cruel, she would rather not have her own life for the sake of her children, and hope that her children can live a good life completely and can never come back.
However, Ruan Feitong still couldn't accept it. Why did some people's maternal love be based on such blood?
"Dad, why?" Ruan Feitong couldn't understand why some women could do this, whether it was right or wrong. Ruan Feitong just felt that her heart was so painful. If Yu Luoqing knew about this, how would she feel?
Also, what have I done over the years? In this way, bullying the fallen love and constantly bullying makes a mother's dream built with her life become a piece of ashes.
Ruan Feitong grew so big, and the first time she was crying in her eyes, she was about to cry. It was not touching or heartache, but a kind of discomfort of being rude. Perhaps this discomfort is regret.
Next Zhou Nai, Ruan Feitong finally knew what kind of girl Yu Luoqing was, the simplest and most blessed girl in this world, but she did so many wrong things, and let this girl use it as a bargaining chip to other men.
For the first time, Ruan Feitong felt that she was so cruel, much more cruel than Lin Juqing. Her mother's love was so great, but her heart was so small that it made such a little girl Yu Luoqing suffer so much.
It turns out that Yu Luoqing has never said anything silent. In fact, he is not pretending to be pitiful. Yu Luoqing is such a simple girl who accepts it. No matter what kind of difficulties he encounters, he is alone, enduring it and will never complain.
Ruan Feitong regretted it very much and felt that her heart was so narrow. The reason why her father wanted to hide this story was perhaps because Lin Juqing's true love touched her father.
For Ruan Biancheng, Lin Juqing doesn't have to really save her life. Just the relationship between her father and Lin Juqing, and what else can the club not pass through. However, Lin Juqing just wants to carry out the story to the end, and only then can do that. In this way, no matter who it is, he will not regret it.
Ruan Biancheng's heart hurts so much, and he is so stupid. No matter how he holds up the tears, it is useless. Finally, tears finally came out of his eyes. With a "click--", a huge tear hit Ruan Biancheng's arm, but Ruan Biancheng had no reaction at all. It was not until Ruan Feitong realized that he lowered his head to look at his father. Ruan Biancheng's face was already gray, and he finally said goodbye to this complicated and unforgettable world forever.
Chapter 92
Perhaps Ruan Feitong was protected by Ruan Border Town so well. She was already such a big man, but she had never received such a blow. When Ruan Feitong knew the secret and kept it in her heart by her father, she had not told many years.
Only when such a thing really happens, Ruan Feitong's pride will disappear in an instant. It turns out that Ruan Feitong's sense of superiority for so many years will disappear in an instant.
Ruan Feitong looked at her father. When she was talking to her so smoothly, she didn't expect that there would be no one at once. Ruan Feitong realized at this time that she wanted to listen to her father's words, but it was impossible. The person had passed away, and there was nothing she could do if she wanted to stop listening to his voice again.
"Dad--" Ruan Feitong's voice was so hoarse for the first time, as if his throat could no longer make a sound. It was a painful whine, which gushed out of his abdomen.
Why, when a person is alive, he doesn’t know how to cherish the time he spent with him? Why was he so stupid at that time, he felt that his father had no self in his heart, so he was always a little dissatisfied, but it was not reflected in his face. There was just a wall higher and higher in his heart. That wall made Ruan Feitong feel that the distance between him and his father was so far. Although they were right in front of each other, they couldn’t reach their hearts.
In fact, it was all Ruan Feitong's little mind. Ruan Biancheng loved his children so deeply that he concealed everything, and even now he had to say it out.
It turns out that my father’s life is so hard, and he is so great to watch his beloved die for the sake of the person he loves.
Ruan Feitong never believed before that in this world, there are people who are great, and some people sacrifice what they want for their feelings. Who is not for themselves? However, Ruan Feitong now knows that there are still many people who value feelings like this. But he is not that kind of person, so he doesn't believe that others are managing the feelings around him well.
In fact, Ruan Biancheng is such a person, otherwise why would he be so successful?
Only now can Ruan Feitong have time to take a good look at her father.
When did Ruan Feitong feel that his father is the most handsome person in the world and no one can compare with his father anymore? But now his father is lying quietly here, with no color at all, and his face is as gray as if dead.
Time is really powerful. No matter how great a person is, he is small and powerless in front of time. Ruan Feitong knows how much his father wants to bring Yu Luoqing home and take good care of Lin Juqing's dream. But time has come and he can't even save his own life. How can he protect others?
When did these wrinkles climb up to the corner of my father's eyes? In Ruan Feitong's heart, my father has always been so young and radiant.
When he was a child, Ruan Feitong always felt that his father was a very magical person. No matter how many things he had to do all day long, he was always full of energy. This is what Ruan Feitong envied since he was a child. He always felt that his father had a magical power, so that he would have time and energy, and do more and more things very well. Giving himself such a good living environment, he would be like a god, not caring about anything, and just having a good life, carefree life.
However, all this is changing little by little, and Ruan Feitong's tender heart has not yet noticed it.
In this way, the person who loves himself the most has left this world forever. Ruan Feitong felt how sad he was. No matter how open and honest he was, no one could lie. But what else is better than the father who loves him the most to protect himself by his side?
Ruan Feitong felt fear for the first time. In the past, he was well protected by Ruan Border Town, so he didn't have to consider how sinister the world was. He just had to live his leisurely life. However, Ruan Border Town just left like this, which caught Ruan Feitong off guard and had to face his mother. Not only was he not taken care of by anyone, but he was left to take care of such a big family.
The nervousness is because of insecurity. I originally thought that I was the only person in this world without any shortcomings, but now I know how cowardly I am. If possible, Ruan Feitong really hopes that everything can be done again. In this way, Ruan Feitong feels that she will not be so willful. Such a rash act will definitely follow her father, modestly and seriously learn everything about Ruan Biancheng.
What's the use of saying this now? People are no longer there. Even if Ruan Feitong wants to cry, it's useless. If you want to cry, is it useful? This is not Ruan Feitong's style. 13acv.
If it were Ruan Border Town, Ruan Feitong would not be allowed to fall into a slump like this. Ruan Feitong had to face all this alone. It was time to grow up. At home, mother and mother would take care of her, and such a large company would be handed over to her.
Ruan Feitong can no longer be willful. Only by becoming stronger and doing one thing at a time can he be so angry that his father will not be ruined by all his efforts over the years.
The most important thing is the little secret in Ruan Feitong's heart. The secret about Yu Luoqing was buried in his heart. After a lifetime, he finally told everything when he left.
Now, Ruan Feitong wants to take all the responsibility on his behalf on behalf of his father. Ruan Feitong knows that he will not owe so many things he has done wrong to the fallen love, and will definitely have a chance to repay.
As long as Yu Luoqing is well now, he will have a chance to bring everything back.
Ruan Feitong finally stood up. When the giant fell, another giant must stand up, otherwise how could it support everything?
Ruan Feitong took out one hand and gently placed it on his father's face. He carried it with one hand and his father's eyes completely closed. Yes, the small universe in Ruan Feitong's heart is about to explode. Even if no one can help, Ruan Feitong must bravely face the difficulties. As long as he is brave enough and as long as he walks step by step, then such a pangfa foundation will grow little by little, right?
Don’t worry, dad will definitely lie in the sky, the one who looks at him and helps him will definitely become the luckiest person. Just like before, he will definitely not disappoint dad, right?
Ruan Feitong called the nurse and doctor. At this time, the hospital sent the deceased to the morgue. The hospital officially announced that Mr. Ruan Biancheng had left.
My father's departure was like the wind. Ruan Feitong really wanted to hold his father. Is everyone's growth a price? And Ruan Feitong's price is too high, right?
It is based on the departure of his father. Ruan Feitong told himself that he must become strong, and that everything is not too late, as long as he is enlightened.
Ruan Feitong didn't know how he stood up from such a ruin, but Ruan Feitong knew that with his father's genes in his blood, everything was given by his father's strength, so Ruan Feitong could go so far, and so successful, he became what he is today.
After Ruan Biancheng passed away, Ruan Feitong sent his mother to France. Her mother was a romantic person. France has always been the place where her mother wanted to settle with her father. However, when Ruan Biancheng retreated, her health was no longer possible, so her mother's dream never came true.
It didn't matter if it didn't come true at that time. Ruan Feitong would still help her mother fulfill her last dream.
Ruan Feitong held the funeral very grandly. Of course, a person who was full of storms in the city left the world like this, and there must be many people who care about it.
Those who have received the favor of Ruan Biancheng, Ruan Biancheng has sponsored many people throughout their lives. Because Ruan Biancheng suffered hardships and grew up in a small mountain village when he was a child, he knows how many people in Ruan Biancheng know about it. They want to learn to get out of this world and to glorify their ancestors for their family.
However, no one has money, but it doesn’t matter. Ruan Biancheng has to take out a large part of his money to allow college students who want to study, who are very motivated but have no conditions to study.
At the beginning, Ruan Feitong always didn't understand why his father worked so hard to make money, and he was still some poor people he didn't know at all. Now, when Ruan Feitong saw a group of people who had sponsored by his father to come to pay condolences at the funeral, he realized how interesting all the father did was.
Yes, although money is not omnipotent in this world, many people must not. Because they have no money, no one can forget their roots. No matter whether their life is rich or poor, they cannot forget their previous self.
Special is my father, and he really does a good job in this regard. Although Ruan Biancheng has never been silly and never let the sponsored recipients repay him, those sponsored college students have studied very hard and used their own practical actions to repay Ruan Biancheng.
Some of those college students are now very successful and are of great help to the business of the Ruan family. Some of them are those who have just received funding or are still college students.
However, no one has any difference, because everyone’s purpose is the same, they all come to Shuang Yishuang’s benefactor and the last journey.
Why do people who have a little relationship with you shed tears of sadness for your departure?
Because, you seem to be in a relationship, but there is a kind of emotion that invisibly connects your hearts together. When you are sad, he will also be sad. When you are happy, he will also be happy for you from the bottom of his heart.
Therefore, a person is not lonely in this world because he is connected with emotions.
Ruan Feitong now realized that everything his father did was so noble. In the past, Ruan Feitong thought that all this was useless and thought that his father was like a fool, but now he realized that his level was not high and he could not understand his father's behavior at all. Now he understood it, but it was too late.
Chapter 93
This night, Ruan Feitong really thought a lot. Yu Luoqing was in his arms and cried. Yu Luoqing was never the one who wanted others to see him crying, but she couldn't help crying. They were tears of emotion, not as good as before, and she cried secretly with grievance.
Ruan Feitong is so sad. There are so many things and a huge secret. Should I tell this woman?
However, not long after the fall in love, I still have to face the sad news that my child has disappeared in this world forever. How can I bear it, and be sad again and again.
It's a child who is far away. So Ruan Feitong hesitated and should let it go. Although the truth will come out one day, it's not now. Ruan Feitong doesn't want to let go of so many things in her little heart that is in love.
A person’s feelings are limited. If you force them into it a lot at once and the other party can’t stand it, it is very likely that it will explode. It is a situation that you cannot control.
"Okay, OK, I know what your heart is like, but don't even think about it, okay?" Yu Luoqing is such a kind little girl. In Ruan Feitong's heart, Yu Luoqing will always be that little girl, a simple little sister. He brought the dumplings to Yu Luoqing. "Look, if you don't eat them again, the dumplings will be cold and will not be delicious. Wouldn't I make them in vain?"
Yu Luoqing raised her head from Ruan Feitong's arms, looked at Jiaozi, and then looked at Ruan Feitong, with tears in her eyes.
Yu Luoqing never knew that his appearance was fatal to Ruan Feitong. Yu Luoqing's innocence would not change no matter how many things he had experienced.
A tissue was wiped quietly from Yu Luoqing's face. Ruan Feitong smiled and looked at Yu Luoqing's big tears, which were absorbed by the tissue. "That's the best. If you cry again, it will not look good, do you know?"
Yu Luoqing listened to Ruan Feitong's words. Although he still had a strong feeling in his heart, he still insisted on it. But Ruan Feitong made this dumpling for himself, so he must not waste it, right?
The fragrance of dumplings floats in Luoqing's nose, which is the smell of home, so heartwarming. Yu Luoqing picked up the chopsticks and handed them to his mouth, but the dumplings were not yet on his mouth, and he still couldn't swallow them, and his mouth kept trembling. Yu Luoqing was fighting with himself, don't cry, and at such a happy moment, don't cry.
Seeing Ruan Feitong feeling so uncomfortable, I felt uncomfortable. Why did I misunderstand such a simple girl like that? Yu Luoqing has experienced so many things that should not have been experienced? I have really missed a lot between me and Yu Luoqing, but I also feel happy. It turns out that Yu Luoqing is not just a simple little girl, but also a kind girl. Because of so many wrong things he has done, Yu Luoqing can easily forgive him. If he had not forgiven, he would not have cried like this. That was tears of touch.
Ruan Feitong added a handful of strength and handed the dumplings on Yu Luoqing's chopsticks into Yu Luoqing's mouth. Yu Luoqing looked at Ruan Feitong in surprise. He didn't expect that Ruan Feitong would do this, but his mouth was blocked by the dumplings. He couldn't speak for a long time and was just stunned.
Ruan Feitong felt even more anxious to smile when she saw Yu Luoqing's appearance, and patted Yu Luoqing's little cheek, "Little idiot, eat quickly, it's all in her mouth, move!"
Yu Luoqing realized that he was stupid and embarrassed. After eating a few bites, the juice in the dumplings just came to his mouth. It was so sweet, with the fragrance of mushrooms, and the meat was not much, just right. Yu Luoqing disliked the greasy thing, and he always didn't like to eat meat. Ruan Feitong made this just right, and Yu Luoqing was not repulsive at all.
Inside the dumplings, there are a little bit of green onion embellishments, which is very fragrant. In short, this is the best dumpling that Yu Luoqing has eaten in his life. He tastes the dumplings with a delicious taste and is reluctant to swallow them for a long time.
Ruan Feitong was even more funny when she saw Yu Luoqing's silly look, and patted Yu Luoqing's little cheek, "Little idiot, I will only know how to eat it. You swallow it!"
Yu Luoqing realized that he was stupid again, why did he look like a fool by Ruan Feitong? He simply lost his own thoughts! Yu Luoqing really doesn't want this, and he has to rely on other people to remind him everything, but this feeling is very sweet. Yu Luoqing doesn't want to change, so he can't bear to let go.
After hesitating for a long time, Yu Luoqing finally swallowed the dumplings. The dumplings had been bitten into bits of crumbs, but Yu Luoqing swallowed them reluctantly.
"Is it delicious?" Ruan Feitong couldn't wait to ask Luoqing, really looking forward to a good answer. When Ruan Feitong made dumplings for her father to eat, she was so attentive. Every time her father ate with relish, she praised Ruan Feitong's dumplings and praised Ruan Feitong for finally growing up, because she knew how to be attentive and use feelings. Only things full of emotions can be made so delicious.
Yes, Ruan Feitong smiled and said nothing, but Ruan Feitong's heart was so clear. This dumpling was not just to make his father happy and satisfy his father's expectations. Ruan Feitong knew even more that he liked to eat this flavor of dumplings. At that time, Ruan Feitong was so eager that Yu Luoqing could eat the dumplings he made himself, so that Yu Luoqing knew that Ruan Feitong was also attentive, and was not the most ruthless and coldest person in the world.
Yu Luoqing didn't say anything silently. Ruan Feitong's heart was really anxious. Has his skills decreased, or did Yu Luoqing feel that it was not delicious? Why didn't he speak for a long time?
Ruan Feitong realized for the first time how difficult it was to wait for someone’s answer. Waiting for someone’s praise seemed to be more commendable than becoming the richest person in the world.
Yu Luoqing still didn't say anything. Ruan Feitong couldn't guess the heart of a girl for the first time, and this girl was still stupid. She usually felt that she was not her opponent at all, and she was stupid when she was playing. Now Ruan Feitong was very anxious.
"Isn't it delicious?" Yu Luoqing didn't say anything for a long time. Ruan Feitong felt that she had probably no chance, so she threw a dumpling into her mouth and ate it himself. She said in wonder, "Actually, I think it's pretty good, but why don't you feel anything?"
Yu Luoqing looked at Ruan Feitong's silly look. It turned out that Ruan Feitong also had such a time, and she really wanted to praise someone, right?
How I enjoyed such a moment, I would just stay here forever.
Yu Luoqing deeply knows that when a man is willing to show his childish side in front of you, he treats you as the closest person and is no longer wary of you. He thinks that you are really good at showing off.
Many years ago, Ruan Feitong always acted coolly in front of her, which made Yu Luoqing unable to withstand. She knew that it was Ruan Feitong who had not entered her heart and was always separated from her. In fact, the boy was like this, keeping such a distance from her, which was a kind of defense that came out of her heart.
However, time is also very good in plastic surgery room.
It turns out that Ruan Feitong can also be changed. What exactly is it that makes Ruan Feitong become a completely different person. It is very important to know the feelings between anyone. Once you know, what kind of stuffing should be placed in the dumplings, so that people who eat it will find it delicious.
If possible, Yu Luoqing really wants to leave in the past few years. Just beside Ruan Feitong, and witness Ruan Feitong's growth with his own eyes.
The relationship between Ruan Feitong and Yu Luoqing is like a long moonlight. On such a quiet night, accompanied by the fragrance of dumplings, it is beautiful, wandering, and beautiful.
Chapter completed!