real grown up 4(2/2)
At that time, Ruan Feitong didn't even ask Yu Luoqing if it hurt. It must have hurt a lot, that heartbreaking feeling, wasn't it?
Ruan Feitong thought that one day his heart would become as cold as iron, but in the end it did not happen. It only formed an irreparable incompleteness of love. If possible, Ruan Feitong really hopes to go back to the past. If possible, Ruan Feitong
I will tell Yu Luoqing to start over again and never express my feelings carelessly again.
When Yu Luoqing wanted to cry, Ruan Feitong would greet Yu Luoqing and lend her shoulders to Yu Luoqing. Yu Luoqing was like an angel to Ruan Feitong. When Yu Luoqing appeared in front of him for the first time
, Ruan Feitong's heart was intoxicated. He didn't want to turn this little girl into his sister, but his most beloved person.
Ruan Feitong really doesn't want to take so many humble roads and make Yu Luoqing so disappointed. Yu Luoqing's face and bright smile are so eye-catching. There is no need to cry too much at all. Yu Luoqing
He should be the happiest person in the world, because Yu Luoqing deserves to be loved.
On this earth, everyone is actually the same as everyone else. The final result along the way will be the same, so Yu Luoqing really doesn’t need to be afraid of Ruan Feitong. If Ruan Feitong has a bad temper, he should correct it.
Isn't it?
Maybe, the starting point is wrong, because when Ruan Feitong saw Yu Luoqing, he didn't want to be a brother. Why is he a brother? This girl doesn't look like Ruan Feitong's sister at all. Ruan Feitong really
I wanted to have a close relationship with Yu Luoqing, but I didn't know how to express it, so I deliberately suppressed my feelings and made those strange actions.
In fact, there is no difference between Ruan Feitong and all boys. When he is young, he knows whether what he is doing is right or wrong, and he is very impulsive. However, Ruan Feitong is a spoiled child. He feels that
I am the most amazing person in the world, so everyone should act very secretly in front of me.
Therefore, Yu Luoqing became Ruan Feitong's victim. At that time, Ruan Feitong just hoped that Yu Luoqing would be submissive to him like others. It happened that Yu Luoqing was such a well-behaved child, no matter what Ruan Feitong said
Do whatever you do, and no matter how hard it is or how difficult the beginning is, you will do it exceptionally well.
In fact, Ruan Feitong began to rely on this little girl little by little. If Yu Luoqing was not around, Ruan Feitong didn't know what to do. Many things, once they are formed, are difficult to get rid of.
However, everything is formed quietly and unconsciously. When a person really realizes it, it is already too late, because if a conceited person like Ruan Feitong knows his fault, he will definitely regret it.
It's time, something irreversible must have happened after all.
Yes, isn't this the situation now? Ruan Feitong has never thought that he and Yu Luoqing would have such a lovely child. Everything is like an inescapable dream, so beautiful, Ruan Feitong dreams
Everyone wanted a cute baby. It turned out that Yu Luoqing had sent that cute baby to Ruan Feitong a long time ago. Ruan Feitong just didn't know how to cherish it, which made Yu Luoqing feel that Ruan Feitong would never be a good person.
Dad, that's why Ruan Feitong endured so many years of pain.
In fact, Ruan Feitong was not very painful, because Yu Luoqing did not tell Ruan Feitong about this matter at all, so that Ruan Feitong would not be in pain, but the final regret was a lifetime, because Ruan Feitong happily knew that he
I have a child, and the child is old enough to call me daddy, but I have never had anyone to call me daddy.
Ruan Feitong felt very guilty and wanted to give all the best to this child, but the child left this world in such a hurry. Ruan Feitong was so sorry, it was an unspeakable sweat.
Maybe fate is just playing tricks on you. Life is like a song. It always has ups and downs to make it sound good. It has to have highs and lows, and it has to turn a thousand times, and it has a charming voice, and it can't be said in one sentence.
Just a mature voice that can speak clearly.
When Yu Luoqing was a child, she liked singing very much. Some were children's songs, and there were many songs that Ruan Feitong had never heard of before. So when Yu Luoqing sang, Ruan Feitong always felt like a fool. Yu Luoqing
Ruan Feitong didn't know why Yu Luoqing sang songs. In order to satisfy his pride, Ruan Feitong always prevented Yu Luoqing from singing. As soon as Yu Luoqing sang, Ruan Feitong would pipe her into the house and prevent her from coming out.
Yu Luoqing was very afraid of the dark, so she gradually stopped singing. Only now did Ruan Feitong realize that if a person likes to sing, he must have a lot of feelings and have experienced a lot of things. The song he sings is not very important.
The important thing is to be able to express your feelings at this time.
Perhaps it was because of more experiences that Ruan Feitong slowly understood this truth. Therefore, Ruan Feitong also gradually fell in love with singing. When he was in a bad mood, he would go to the singing room to sing songs alone for one night, and he would sing all the songs together.
It would be nice to vent all the sad emotions. Sometimes, when she missed Yu Luoqing very much, Ruan Feitong would also sing. Ruan Feitong gradually discovered that the songs Yu Luoqing sang when she was a child were not very good.
It's a nice, old song, but Ruan Feitong will be in the room, holding the microphone and singing along with the original singer over and over again.
As he sang, Ruan Feitong seemed to have returned to work with money, and he could feel Yu Luoqing's heart. However, now Ruan Feitong really wants to go back to the past. Ruan Feitong wants to proudly tell Yu Luoqing that Yu Luoqing
Love songs are really nice. Now Ruan Feitong has also learned those songs, so the two of them can sing together. But when will Yu Luoqing wake up?
If possible, Ruan Feitong is willing to use his own life to extend the life of Niu Niu, so that Yu Luoqing will not be so sad. In fact, the heart of an angel is also so fragile. It is made of glass, so it is easy to
It's broken. Now, Ruan Feitong really wants to protect this, his beloved, and really wants to.
Chapter 98
Just watching and thinking about it, Ruan Feitong fell asleep. Maybe he was too tired. In such a short period of time, Ruan Feitong had experienced so much time alone, and he never had a breath to breathe, not a family member.
It was an unexpected thing for each of them to leave his side.
Ruan Feitong really doesn't want to watch everyone leave her side. If possible, Ruan Feitong would like to be the one who leaves, and then everyone can stay and live a good life. Could it be that the person who did something wrong is not
What about you? Why would you want all those good people to leave, leaving you alone as a mentally retarded person who doesn't know anything?
In the dream, Ruan Feitong felt that he was a terrible person, having done so many cruel things without caring about anyone's feelings. But the dream was the pain of a dream, and in reality, it was even more cruel.
"Master-" Ruan Feitong didn't know what kind of dream he was having, but he heard a very familiar voice calling him repeatedly, "Master--you wake up quickly, something big has happened."
But why is this voice so real? It seems to be right next to his ears, "Something big happened?" This voice keeps echoing in his mind, but Ruan Feitong can't wake up.
What else is a big deal? Did his father leave? Did Niu Niu leave without even having time to look at him? Or was it Yu Luoqing?
Chapter completed!