297 Don't Dare to Hate
Shimmer Courtyard.
Lin Yijia did not attend the afternoon party at the Princess Mansion - the morning was for polite greetings and getting to know new people, and the afternoon was for the young gentlemen who came to spend time alone with each other and having fun. Therefore, it made no difference whether Lin Yijia was there or not.
Mrs. Lin said that she needed to get more sunshine.
Therefore, she was sitting in a recliner at this time, with her face facing the sky, squinting her eyes and taking a nap. The mid-autumn sun in August was still very hot, and after being exposed to the sun for a long time, her skin would feel a slight sting.
Lan Tian was reading a book softly.
Suddenly, her voice stopped and she said to Lin Yijia: "Madam, Princess Linglong is here."
Lin Yijia opened her eyes and saw Zhao Linglong, dressed in crimson, standing outside the courtyard gate looking around at the courtyard. She narrowed her eyes and stood up.
"Madam..." Lan Tian was a little worried.
Why did Princess Linglong come here? She touched it without making a sound.
"Don't be rude when guests come to your door." Lin Yijia held her waist with one hand and put her other hand on her lower abdomen. She slowly took a few steps forward and stood still, smiling as she waited for Zhao Linglong to approach.
Zhao Linglong seemed to be very interested in the layout of the Shimmer Courtyard. She looked around for a long time before leading a maid over slowly. She squinted at Lin Yijia with a half-smile and said, "I didn't disturb Madam Uncle's rest."
"I've met the princess." Lin Yijia didn't answer. She bent over to meet the princess and said, "The arrival of the princess will make the whole house full of glory."
Zhao Linglong curled her lips and sat down on the chair opposite Lin Yijia. She leaned back and leaned lazily on the back of the chair. She glanced sideways at Lin Yijia and said, "Sit down too, I look tired."
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"Thank you for your shirt, Princess." Lin Yijia smiled slightly, sat down again and ordered: "Serve the Princess some tea."
Zhao Linglong was not in a hurry to say anything, she just finished a cup of tea lazily and slowly, put down the tea cup, took the handkerchief and touched her lips, waved to the little maid behind her and said: "You
Go and watch outside. Don't let anyone disturb me while I'm talking to Mrs. Bo."
The little maid glanced at the direction Zhao Linglong was pointing and was surprised, then she said "yes" and walked towards the entrance of the courtyard.
Zhao Linglong raised her eyes again and glanced at Lan Tian and others beside Lin Yijia. She raised her eyebrows and said, "Mrs. Bo, do you need so many people to serve you? Are you afraid that I will be violent and hurt like that idiot An Min?" As she said this, she rolled up her sleeves.
Revealing two white white wrists, he said: "Don't worry. I don't have any poisonous arrows hidden in my sleeves, so I can't hurt you."
Lin Yijia's smile did not change and she said: "Lan Si will stay and serve."
Lan Tian and Lan Xin then retreated. One went to the courtyard gate to talk to the maid, and the other went to the small kitchen.
With Lan Si around, she wasn't afraid that Zhao Linglong would hurt anyone. But Zhao Linglong leaned on the recliner a little rudely as soon as she arrived... This position was very inconvenient. If she suddenly attacked, Lin Yijia would be able to dodge it quickly.
Zhao Linglong glanced at Lan Si again and said nothing more. Instead, she squinted at the clear blue sky in the distance and said quietly: "Do you know? Sometimes, I regret it..."
Lin Yijia sat quietly.
Zhao Linglong didn't seem to need Lin Yijia's response, and continued: "Sometimes I can't help but think, if he hadn't died, what if I was like other women, and was tricked by a man into losing my virginity and marrying him. Then I could only focus on myself.
Let’s help him make progress…what will happen now?”
"My father read the articles he wrote before taking the exam. He once said that he passed the exam in that subject. He just couldn't be among the best. He was considered to be in the middle. Then, he wouldn't be able to enter the Hanlin Academy... With the prince's help, give him
It's safe to seek employment as a small county magistrate." Lin Yijia said slowly: "Well, maybe you
You already have a child... The child will inherit your and his looks, and will definitely be born well and very cute... When a woman is pregnant with a child, it will be different. For the sake of the child, you will continue to beg the prince to let her go.
He will be promoted and improved quickly...perhaps thirty or fifty years from now, he will be as prosperous as Liu Shoufu in the past!"
"So, the princess regrets it?" Lin Yijia shook her head lightly and said: "No. You have made mistakes, and you also know that the prince and the prince actually hate him and you in their hearts. Therefore, the prince and the prince will never treat your county
Get back the name of the Lord. All your future glorious identities must be obtained from Him. He is your heaven and your earth... If he treats you well, you must be grateful; if he treats you badly, you must be grateful.
You can endure it because no one is willing to make the decision for you..."
"I just said that he would become Prime Minister, but I was wrong." Lin Yijia paused and then said: "The prince and the prince hate you and will never really be willing to support you. Therefore, as long as his official position is not
If he is embarrassed, the prince and the prince will put pressure on his promotion path...just like they did to the Zou family. But the Zou family can't help it because of the mud, and they are unwilling to help you."
While Lin Yijia was talking, Zhao Linglong leaned on the back of her chair and looked at the sky without moving.
Only after Lin Yijia finished speaking, she nodded slowly and said with a self-deprecating smile: "You are right. If he had not died, I would not be qualified to enter the gate of the Princess Mansion today... So, I shouldn't regret it, right?
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"Now that I am the princess, I am free and have enough food and clothing..." She said softly: "Except for not knowing whether I can get married, everything is fine, right?"
However, everything is fine, but it will be lonely.
But in the silent nights, she always woke up from the intoxicating dream of spring. She was tortured by the emptiness and itching deep in her heart and could not sleep. She could only use... to quench her hunger and thirst before she could barely fall asleep.
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But no matter how valuable the artifacts are, they are always cold.
She couldn't help but think of the countless nights when he tossed his tireless passion over and over again.
Extremely ashamed. But I can’t help but think about it.
The book says that a woman who has tasted loneliness cannot bear loneliness.
Zhao Linglong didn't know how long she could endure it... Really. When she saw a tall and strong guard and her body could not control the heat, she was really scared!
She even suspected that she had been poisoned. But she didn't dare to tell anyone, not even Zhou's mother... When she came to the banquet today, she saw Lin Yijia with a big belly, and suddenly wanted to talk to Lin Yijia.
So, she avoided people and found the Shimmering Academy.
"Sometimes, I really hate you...Lin Yijia." Zhao Linglong sat up straight, making Lan Si alert. But Zhao Linglong laughed at herself and said: "Don't be nervous, I'm not here today to plot against your master.
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Lin Yijia smiled faintly.
Her smile was met with a hint of ridicule from the corner of Zhao Linglong's mouth. Zhao Linglong said: "Do you know? I hate seeing you guys laughing like this..." After a pause, she asked: "Lin Yijia... Back then, you
Was it intentional? We were only twelve or thirteen years old at that time... I really don’t understand how you found out about something that even adults didn’t notice? "
"I fell into your trap, and since then I have walked into the devil's barrier. Haha." Zhao Linglong leaned back again and leaned on the back of the chair. She opened her eyes wide and looked at the sky, and the bright sunlight stimulated her eyes to shed tears.
Tears.
"Lin Yijia, do you know? If it hadn't been for your exposure, I might never have thought of anything else? I might have been jealous of my sister-in-law, and I'm afraid I would have just changed my ways like those sisters-in-law who are not easy to get along with.
Are you going to cause trouble for your sister-in-law?"
"But isn't it natural for a sister-in-law to embarrass her sister-in-law?" Zhao Linglong chuckled and said, "Whose new daughter-in-law is not like this? How can she establish herself without a few years of hard work! I am the princess, no matter what
No matter how hard you work, you will get married sooner or later... Once you get married, no matter how hard you work, sooner or later you will be able to live a peaceful life! Maybe just like you, Lin Yijia, you can marry an honorable young man and have children!"
"But what about now? Because of what you said, my parents are angry with me. My brother thinks I'm dirty. He wishes he was far away from me. Without a sister like me..." Zhao Linglong said: "And where is your eldest sister?
However, she was loved and cared for so much that our whole family felt sorry for her.
I can't afford her! Whenever I have a conflict with her, everyone will just jump up and scold me, without asking why! Look, how happy she is after marrying into the palace! Her parents-in-law are distressed, and the husband and wife are loving.
, she has both children, she really takes advantage of everything!"
"But what about me, Zhao Linglong? I was originally the most beloved little princess in the family, but just because of your words! My life is ruined!" Zhao Linglong suddenly sat up straight, grabbed the armrests with both hands, and the veins on her hands were prominent.
, a trace of hatred burst out in his eyes, he looked at Lin Yijia and said: "Lin Yijia! Do you think I hate you? I wish I could tear your skin to pieces and peel off your flesh!"
Zhao Linglong gasped for a while, then slowly leaned back on the chair and mocked: "But Lin Yijia, what a stupid person I am. I provoked Qin Mingyuan to ruin your reputation, but I didn't expect that I was trapped in his trap."
In my hand; I provoked An Min to misunderstand that you and Song Jie were having an affair, and led her to take revenge on you. I didn't expect that she was also stupid. All the methods failed, and in the end
Then she ruined her whole life... Haha, Lin Yijia, why can you live a good life? I spread rumors to destroy the Lin family and drive the Lin family into the mud. I want your sisters to be rejected by your husband's family.
You Lin Yijia can't get married, but I didn't expect that God is helping the Lin family! The late emperor actually died in such a ridiculous way! It's really ridiculous, isn't it!"
Zhao Linglong laughed with tears in her eyes. She laughed for a long time before she stopped, looked at the sky sadly, and said: "I really don't understand... You Lin Yijia don't have three heads and six arms, you are nothing.
Why can't you touch it? Look, even God is helping you... Even if you are no longer an official lady, you can still marry a good husband, love you and pamper you, and don't even care about being laughed at and being a henpecked wife slave.
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"I hate you so much, but I don't dare to do anything to you anymore..." Zhao Linglong turned to look at Lin Yijia and said sarcastically: "I'm really useless, aren't I? I listened to your words and killed Qin Mingyuan.
Then I became the princess again, which is very ironic, isn't it? Lin Yijia, to this day, I just want to ask you, where is my future?"
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