There was a moment of silence above my head.

Because Nian Baiyan was closing his eyes and the outline of his side face did not fluctuate at all, Su Ye mistakenly thought that he was asleep. She was slightly stunned, and she touched him gently and said, "Hey."

Then, Nian Baiyan spoke slowly, "I haven't seen it before." He still closed his eyes.

Su Ye was confused.

He reached out to stroke the scar on his arm, bit his lip and was studying. Nian Baiyan opened his eyes, stretched out his hand and pulled her hand to his lips, kissed her lightly, interrupting her possibility of continuing to study without any trace.

She raised her head, "You said that this scar was left by saving someone when you were very young, or was it a girl."

Nian Baiyan smiled softly and said, "If I say you believe it?"

"Of course." He didn't need to lie to her.

He played with her fingers leisurely, his voice always soft, "I'm teasing you, this scar was left when I went down to the mine."

Su Ye was stunned and blurted out, "How could you joke about such a thing?"

"Can't I be kidding?" Nian Baiyan asked with a smile.

Su Ye is mute.

Yes, he could joke, but she thought Nian Baiyan was not a joke easily, and that day, she clearly remembered that he was very serious when he said that.

It was over, she couldn't tell it out for a moment.

"Is it really hurt when going to the mine?" Su Ye grabbed his arm unwillingly and stared at the scar.

Nian Baiyan pulled out his arm and said helplessly, "Really."

Su Ye felt dizzy again for a moment and lay on his chest and stopped moving.

"What's wrong?" he pinched her chin and asked with a smile.

Su Ye's brows were so frowned that it could even twist out of water. Nian Baiyan couldn't help laughing even more. Seeing this, the corners of his lips raised and stretched out his hand to flatten her eyebrows. She made her sigh and said, "Maybe you won't believe it. In my dream, I always dreamed of a little boy walking in the long alley with a green lamp. Oh yes, that long alley looks like the stone street in Qiandeng Town, very much like. I squatted at the end of the alley, very scared, and then I saw the little boy walking towards me. He pulled me and ran constantly, but was still caught up by a group of people. The little boy seemed to be injured, probably on his arm."

She didn't look at Nian Baiyan when she said this. Naturally, she didn't see the increasingly solemn expression in Nian Baiyan's eyes. But after she finished speaking, he covered the look deep in his eyes and chuckled softly, "What do you mean, do you suspect that the little boy is me, and I'm running away in your dream?"

"What if it's not a dream?" Su Ye suddenly thought of this boldly, "What if... is something that really happened?"

The smile on the corner of Nian Baiyan's lips stopped slightly, but it was also fleeting, "You're thinking too much."

"My aunt said I was lost when I was four years old, but my memory of that time has always been blank."

Nian Baiyan sighed, "It is normal for people not to remember what happened when they were young."

"But I can remember what happened before I was four."

"Are you sure what you remember before you were four?" Nian Baiyan retorted.

Su Ye was speechless for a moment. This is because memory can fade away, especially when you were a child. Unless you have to remember it deliberately, what happened at all ages will only become a chaotic picture. When it flashes through your mind, you will think you will freeze the time that happened on it.

It took a long time before she said, "Ding Sicheng said there was a Pandora's box hidden in my head."

Nian Baiyan shook his head, "I want to say it's very simple. There is no so-called Pandora's box. At most, it's the fact that you are lost. You forgot. Maybe this memory is really nothing. Maybe you encountered something you think is terrible. After all, you were very young at that time. If you were lost to children and adults, it would have a great psychological impact."

Su Ye couldn't figure it out, but she still felt that the little boy had something to do with her.

"When you protected me in the aquarium, I thought of that little boy, and I felt that that scene happened, so familiar."

Nian Baiyan raised her hand and put her hair in, "Stop thinking about it, being too obsessed will drive yourself crazy. You are engaged in psychology, you must know that sometimes you can't believe in memory 100%.

Su Ye nodded slightly, yes, she knew this.

After a while, he chuckled softly again and glanced at him, "How great it would be for you to say you are that little boy. Then we met again. This is fate."

An obscure light slid deep in Nian Baiyan's eyes, and he patted her head, "It's also fate to meet in a bar."

"That's not as good as childhood sweethearts." She held his arm and lay almost horizontally in his arms.

Nian Baiyan also let her get tired of herself, "I will be jealous if you say that."

Su Ye pursed her lips and smiled, looked at him, reached out to hook his neck, "Actually, when I think of that little boy, I always think of you. It's a strange feeling, maybe I think you are very good at taking care of people."

These words made Nian Baiyan raise his eyebrows slightly, "You often call me too strict with others."

"You are a little bit less emotionally caring for others, but I think you are the kind of man who can bring a sense of security to others. It's like if you are by your side, you don't have to worry about anything, and you will naturally arrange everything." Su Ye said lazily.

"If it's praise, then I'll thank Mrs. Nian first." Nian Baiyan chuckled.

"It's the truth."

Nian Baiyan's big hand covered her cheek, "How can I choose what I like to hear today?"

Suye's long hair poured out his arms like seaweed, gently entangled with the man's strong texture. "I will regard the little boy as you, which means you are a man who can bring hope to others. Your current maturity and stability have an absolute relationship with your experience. Take Bai Xiao for example. Strictly speaking, he was raised by you, you are his elder brother, but he is more like a father. Therefore, when dealing with children, you are a man with enough experience."

Nian Baiyan's smile gradually faded away, and her slender fingers seemed to describe her brow bones without any thoughts, "What do you want to say?"

He is a smart person, and she knows that she can't hide it from him. When it comes to this, she no longer hides her thoughts.

"I think...we can actually have a child."

Nian Baiyan's finger stopped, Shaoqing, and his tone was firm, "I will not let you take this risk until it is 100% suitable for pregnancy, even if it is only 100% dangerous."

"Bai Yan." Su Ye bit her lower lip hard, "But I want a child."

"But I want you more." Nian Baiyan's attitude was very firm, holding up her face, saying word by word, "If you and your child can only choose one, I will give up on the child."

Su Ye's heart was hit hard by his words, shaking, and swaying, like a storm.

"But..." He couldn't have children.

"Let's focus on treatment first." Nian Baiyan was afraid that she would feel psychological pressure, so he eased her attitude.

Su Ye thought, then said in a depressed manner, "What if it doesn't work after treatment?"

Nian Baiyan looked down at her.

She met his eyes, with a little painful and a little disappointed, "You never have children, and you will be uttered by the outside world."

"Ye Ye, marriage is our own." He emphasized earnestly.

She knew that she always thought that her mouth was growing on others and she could just let her say it. But Nian Baiyan couldn't do it. She didn't want to let him be ridiculed by the outside world because of her own reasons. In that way, she would be worse than death.

After being silent for a long time, she whispered, "If there is really nothing to do, then...Bai Yan, you consider...surrogacy." Only after a very difficult time could she say these two words.

The difficulty was because she and his child were about to come out of another woman's belly. Su Ye's heart was like a knife. When the child married a surrogate girl, when the surrogate girl intervened in her and Nian Baiyan's life as a biological mother...

It's like a disaster, but what if there is no way to avoid it?

If it is really unavoidable, it is better to find a surrogacy than to ask Nian Baiyan to find other women? She couldn't stand Nian Baiyan and other women's twists and turns on the face, and even more unbearable to watch Nian Baiyan and other women's children born.

"Nothing!" A stern tone on the head broke Su Ye's sadness.

She looked up at him.

Nian Baiyan frowned and pushed her away, got up and went into the bathroom, with his tall back hiding his displeasure.

I don't know if it was joy or sorrow, but in short, my emotions were so complicated that I twisted into a rope and wrapped around Suye. She stood up, wrapped in a thin blanket and leaned against her head. Thinking of his frowning just now, she was a little helpless.

After a while, Nian Baiyan came out. He took a simple shower, with water droplets on his broad shoulders.

Seeing her leaning there silently, her irritability turned into heartache.

Go forward, gently hugged her from behind, and put it back in your arms.

"Ye Ye." Nian Baiyan murmured with her name lightly and said gently, "Don't make any decisions for me. I have eaten more salt for 7 years than you. What I want and do must be carefully considered and is far more mature than you."

Su Ye bit her lip hard.

After seeing this, Nian Baiyan reached out to save the lips of the slaughter, lowered his head, and put his nose bridge close to her ears, "There will be no one else in this life, no other woman, no so-called surrogacy, don't say such words again in the future, otherwise I will be angry."

The next second, Su Ye turned around and hugged him tightly.

Bai Yan, I love you deeply, and I have always been so painful that I love you deeply.

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Nature is favorable. It can make all negative emotions pass by the wind. Not thinking does not mean that they do not exist. But at least, when facing the novelty you see on the journey, it is also good to postpone the worries infinitely.

Life in Uyuni was relaxing and comfortable, adding a lot of beautiful memories to your honeymoon.

Su Ye couldn't imagine what the wedding photos looked like. The photography team left after the shooting that day. She didn't even have a chance to see them. When she was urging Nian Baiyan, he smiled and said, "What's the hurry?"

How about not being in a hurry?

She planned to take wedding photos in her life, and she was relieved to see how she looked when she was young when she was old.

Happy days are always fleeting.

In this way, the day left Uyuni has arrived.

It also means that it is about to return to the world and live a prosperous life again.

Su Ye thought they were going back directly to Beijing, but unexpectedly, Nian Baiyan stopped when he was passing through the United States.

At first, she thought he had business dealing with it in the United States, so she didn't ask much. It was not until the flower shop staff delivered a large bunch of birds of paradise to the hotel that Su Ye felt strange.

Who would like Bird of Paradise?

Only, dead people.

She guessed right.
To be continued...