Just when I gave up any hope for life, the bloody world in front of me suddenly started to spin.

Scarlet blood kept swirling in my eye sockets, moving towards the pupil.

That patch of red kept converging towards my pupils, and the area it covered kept decreasing, while the vacant spot turned into endless darkness.

But after a while, the red color had been completely absorbed into my pupils. My eyes were completely dark and I couldn't see anything.

Although blood kept swirling in my eyes, I didn't feel any pain during the whole process.

I blinked.

Can your eyelids move?

I squeezed out a few tears and moistened my eyes.

I haven't blinked for so long, my eyes are sore.

I let my eyes take a good rest and temporarily ignored all the weird things happening in front of me.

MD, even if I want to ignore it, I don’t have the ability, fuck!

Am I just going to keep being a coward like this!?

Who said this society is peaceful?

TM Isn’t peace still maintained by absolute power?

I opened my eyes with some resentment.

What appeared in front of me was a girl I had never met before.

She was wearing a light blue halter top and a pink knee-length skirt. She looked so beautiful and charming. However, she was frowning, with a tired look on her face, and looked at her with concern.

He looked at me as if he had been worried about me for a long, long time.

Although it was winter, she was wearing a cool summer dress. Coupled with the slightly painful expression on her face, I just felt that she was so pitiful. Even my body had an impulse. If it weren't for

I have been restraining myself, maybe I will really pounce on her, hold her in my arms and love her well.

"You..." I had thousands of doubts in my heart, and thousands of words I wanted to say to her, but when the words reached my throat, they were all swallowed.

"Feiyu..." She called me softly. From her eyes, I clearly saw the endless confusion and inquiry in my own eyes, but she seemed not to see anything, just calling me

name, with tears flowing from his eyes.

Suddenly, she threw herself on my shoulder, her left cheek pressed tightly against the side of my face, and she hugged me tightly.

I was startled by her.

But I didn't break away from her.

Because I can truly feel the love for me conveyed from the bottom of her heart.

"I miss you so much...I have missed you for a long, long time...a really long, long time..."

She seemed to have lost all her strength and put all her body strength on me. I was unprepared and was thrown onto the bed by her.

Feeling this soft and elastic female body, my body reacted unconsciously. I stretched out my arms from under her body and hugged her firmly.

Really feeling her scorching body temperature, I felt a reality that I had never experienced before.

Everything before was cold and cold.

Cold people, cold corpses, cold earth, even the air is cold.

Only the girl in my arms now can make me feel a little warm.

Although I don't know who her name is, I know that I have been waiting for her.

It's been too long.

I have longed for this warmth for too long.

The strange girl in front of me is using her own body temperature to melt the ice residue everywhere in my soul.

A few tears slipped from the corners of my eyes and soaked the sheets beside my ears.

Only now do I realize how fragile and helpless I am.

The iceberg-like hard depression that had been suppressed in my heart for the past two days was now washed away like a flood. All the pain rushed down, extremely dripping and extremely painful.

.

My mother has changed, my grandma has died...all the people I could rely on have left me.

And all I can hold on to is this ray of warmth in my arms.

I hugged her tighter.

At this moment, I realized that I had fallen deeply in love with the girl in my arms.

Even though I don't even know her name.

Although I don't know how long I can live.

Love, with a little helplessness and sadness, suddenly came to me.

"Do you like me?" I asked softly in her ear. Although I could feel her infinite love for me, I still asked.

The failed relationship I experienced in high school made me become sensitive and cautious.

When she heard this sentence, her whole body trembled.

Then she raised her head, stared at my slightly hot cheeks, buried her head deeply in my arms, but did not answer my question.

Just when I was at a loss, I suddenly heard a very thin voice coming from my chest:

"Love, love very much, love very much..."

I felt my eyes became moist again.

"I haven't told you my name yet," I wiped away my tears and said with a smile, "My name is Yu Feiyu, 'Yu' means Gan Gou Yu, 'Fei' means If You Are the One, and the third 'Yu'

'It's the kind of fish you can eat. The name sounds like nonsense, hehe."

After listening to my self-introduction, she nodded.

"My name is Zhao Yanyan."

The girl's body was pressed tightly against mine, as if she didn't want to move at all, so she spoke softly.

"Zhao Yanyan?" I was a little surprised and said with a smile, "That's a coincidence. My ex-girlfriend is also named Zhao Yanyan."

"Ex-girlfriend..." Zhao Yanyan paused as if she was confused, and then continued, "Why ex-girlfriend? Do you no longer love me?"

"What...what do you mean?" I was stunned, not understanding what she meant at all.

Didn't we just meet for the first time today?

"Big bad guy," Zhao Yanyan propped up her upper body, knocked my head coquettishly, pouted angrily, and said, "I am your so-called 'ex' girlfriend!"

"You...you..." I was so surprised that I couldn't speak. I just looked at the face in front of me that was completely different from my ex-girlfriend, and a familiar feeling came over me.

Zhao Yanyan saw my surprised expression, sighed, and said quietly:

"As time goes by, love never ends. The heart is like a double mesh with thousands of knots in it."

After hearing this sentence, my emotions suddenly completely lost control. I couldn't bear it anymore and cried "Wow".

Because this sentence is exactly the secret code my ex-girlfriend agreed upon when we met each other when we fell in love.

I cried, I really cried. We have been together for more than three years, so many vows of love, so many close friends, so many memories, so much tenderness, how could I forget?

We made an agreement at the beginning, no matter what happens in the future, as long as we say these words, we will not miss it.

During the college entrance examination last year, I gave her my student ID and password. Nothing else but so that we could go to the same school.

However, we originally both had high-end scores, but she filled in my application form for a third-end school far away.

Then I called her again, but the number was empty.

From then on, we never met again.

Those oaths made at the beginning have all become empty words. The words that will last a lifetime and that will last until death have become fake.

Until now, a girl who claimed to be Zhao Yanyan appeared in front of me, saying the code we had set.

Zhao Yanyan heard my cry, sighed, held my head in her arms, and gently stroked my back.

"You...how did you become like this? Why did you do that when you first applied for a volunteer? Don't you want to be with me?" I choked and asked all the doubts in my heart.

Zhao Yanyan shook her head and said: "I didn't fill in your application. Because on the day I filled in my application, I had a car accident and died."

Her last two words hit my heart so hard that I felt my eyes go dark and my chest was so tight that I couldn't breathe.

died?

How could a dead person appear in front of me?

Could it be... what kind of ghost has she turned into now?

If someone else had said this to me, I might have run away right away.

But that is my lover.
To be continued...