"Do not touch me."

Relying on instinct, Gu Jingting shook off his outstretched hand and took a step back, her body stiffened and her whole body on guard.

"Tang Yichen, I really hate you."

For his male self-esteem and his pride as a man, he deceived her and hurt her.

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His love for her cannot match the pride and self-esteem deep in his heart? Is this what he calls love?

"Jingting, it's not like that."

He admitted that Gu Jingting was partly right. But another part was that he loved Gu Jingting too much and didn't want her to know that he had such a dark past.

But that's because he hopes that he will be perfect in front of her.

Except for Aunt Zhong, Uncle Zhong, and several of his brothers, no one else in the Tang clan knew about his life experience.

From an early age, he learned to hide his emotions.

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He is mature and steady and never reveals his feelings easily.

Meeting Gu Jingting was an accident, a beautiful accident.

She is so beautiful and wonderful. If it weren't for that night in Taiwan, how could they have crossed paths?

But just such a brief encounter made him obsessed.

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He thought he couldn't let go. After tasting her sweetness and enjoying her tenderness, how could he let go?

"I love you. I'm just too afraid of losing you."

Excuses, all excuses. Gu Jingting didn't want to hear it, and she didn't want to hear it. Her heart was full of anger. She felt worthless, and she felt worthless for herself.

Hurts done in the name of love are less worthy of forgiveness than hurts done without love.

She will never forgive Tang Yichen, absolutely not.

The room was silent, except for the breathing of two people, no other sounds could be heard.

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He couldn't see her, couldn't feel her, couldn't hear her, which made Tang Yichen feel a little uncomfortable.

After all that is said, will he still lose her? Really?

He leaned forward, stretched out his long arms, and trapped her in his arms. When she struggled, he held her tightly to prevent her from breaking free.

Closing his eyes, his tone was a bit pleading: "Jingting, your personality is so stubborn and you demand perfection so much. I really didn't want you to know all that at the time. Can you understand this feeling? When you like it

In front of other people, I always want to keep the most perfect side."

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People who have never experienced darkness will not understand the value of light.

People who have never had it will not understand the pain of losing it.

People who have never experienced love will not understand the feeling of worrying about gains and losses.

Before, he loved her while worrying about gains and losses.

Unfortunately, he didn't know that he and Gu Jingting looked at this issue differently.

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The living environment of the two people is completely different. Tang Yichen was abused by his mother since he was a child and has no father. When Tang Zirou pointed at his nose and scolded him as a bastard, he almost really thought that he was a bastard.

A person who is rejected by his biological mother must have some dark places in his heart that are incomparable to those with a healthy family.

Not so for Gu Jingting. Her parents are loving and her uncles at home also have a good relationship.

When she was a child, her grandparents, parents, and grandparents almost held her in their hands and loved her.

More importantly, she has a very strong and arrogant mother.

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Qiao Xinwan's mantra is: "This is what I am, whether you like it or not. I am who I am."

She would never change for Gu Xuewu. For so many years, she never entered the kitchen or did housework.

She has never concealed this aspect of herself. She is a very direct person. She once said to Gu Xuewu: If you want to love, love all of me. I cannot imitate a gentle and considerate little woman, nor can I do it.

In this aspect, Gu Jingting is very similar to her mother.

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She may be willful, arrogant, or strong.

But she is her, she is Gu Jingting, not anyone else. She will not and cannot hide her shortcomings.

Therefore, she could not understand Tang Yichen's thoughts, let alone forgive him for his actions.

If another woman was standing in front of Tang Yichen today, maybe she would hug him tenderly and comfort him.

Let him know that you are there for him.

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The injuries he suffered and the pain he experienced will be slowly soothed by the tenderness of a woman.

But the person standing in front of him today is Gu Jingting. Gu Jingting comes from a wealthy family and has outstanding appearance. She has almost never suffered any setbacks since she was a child.

She may feel that Tang Yichen's experience is pitiful, but more often than not she doesn't understand.

I don't understand that he used such excuses to deceive himself.

The injuries he suffered cannot be a reason for him to hurt himself.

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It doesn't matter whether she has no sympathy or she is cold-blooded.

Indeed, Tang Yichen had a very miserable childhood. In her opinion, such a childhood was even more pitiful than Lei Sifan, who had been experimented with drugs and imprisoned.

At least Lei Sifan's injuries were all from external forces. His parents loved him and even went crazy trying to find him.

Later, his adoptive father also took good care of him.

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So, overall, Lei Sifan is lucky.

But Tang Yichen was different. The hurt he suffered came from the person closest to him, the person who gave birth to him.

And he couldn't resist or escape.

His life is a tragedy.

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He wants to get rid of this tragedy and climb up at all costs and by any means. Gu Jingting can understand.

If today she, Gu Jingting, were not the ladder he relied on for strength. If today he had not climbed up on the Qilin Hall.

Maybe she would forgive him.

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But today, the person he hurt was her, and the person he used was also her. He even dragged Qilintang into trouble, just to achieve his goal.

She sympathized with what he was going through, but she couldn't understand what he said about worrying about gains and losses, and being afraid of losing her.

She does not object to Tang Yichen's use of tactics, provided that the tactics are not used on her.

In other words, she will not forgive Tang Yichen for using, deceiving, and hurting him.

Absolutely not.

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How could Tang Yichen understand these entanglements in Gu Jingting's heart? Because of his different growth background, he was destined to be unable to understand.

He just didn't want to let go, at least he didn't want to let her go just like that. He hugged Gu Jingting and held her tightly in his arms.

In the darkness, his expression was full of pain. But Gu Jingting couldn't see this kind of pain.

"Jingting, I love you, I really love you. I don't want to lose you."

Gu Jingting's reaction was not at all what Tang Yichen expected. She pushed him away with all her strength, but found that she couldn't. In desperation, she spoke lightly.

"Is your story finished?"

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"Not yet." He also wanted to talk about Xiang Nuan, about that shot. If she believed him, she would understand that if he loved her so much, how could he shoot her?

"It's a pity that I don't want to hear it anymore."

"Jingting——" Tang Yichen suddenly felt very powerless. Why? Gu Jingting's reaction was never within his expectations?

"I'm very tired and want to take a rest." Gu Jingting waved his hand away and sat down to think about how to leave here.

Without food and water, they could last up to three days.

If you don’t leave here for three days, then——

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Gu Jingting's heart tightened, and she suddenly felt extremely ironic. She didn't want to forgive Tang Yichen, but she might have to die here with him?

"Jingting." Tang Yichen fumbled and sat down next to her, stretched out his hand to hold hers: "I ask you to believe that I really didn't fire that shot, and that I really love you."

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Of course Gu Jingting knew that he loved her. But his love could not match his desire for power or the self-esteem of the man in his heart.
To be continued...