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Chapter 56 Breaking up is easy and coming back is hard

Having said that, whether they only sit on the stage but do not appear on the stage or they are able to appear on the stage, they all have one thing in common, they do not have a complete family, they do not have a home in the true sense.

For some girls, home is a place where they can sleep for a night, risk being beaten by their father for a long time, and listen to the constant abuse of their smoking mother.

For some girls, home is a place where they have to make money to support themselves. Although they are extremely reluctant to do so, there is no labor force at home. They have three or four mouths waiting for food every day. The rent, water and electricity are the motivation for them to work every day.

For many girls, home is an empty shell, a residence where several people who have almost no contact with each other gather together. The link that connects them is not family ties, but a thin household registration book.

Chenchen did not have a complete family when she was a child. Her parents divorced and separated early, and she also has a younger brother. Therefore, Chenchen did not get the care she deserved, whether in front of her father or her mother.

But this will not be the entire reason why she has fallen to this point. The most important thing is that she still does not have a complete family when she grows up.

I guess she and Yang Guoying must not have children. Looking at her current appearance, I don't think she could be a mother at all.

Sun Chenchen, what exactly happened to you in the past ten years.

I have no idea.

But I can be sure that you must have had a very hard time.

I don't know what made you choose this path, but it must have something to do with Yang Guoying. There is no doubt about it.

I suddenly had the urge to sit here with a bucket of popcorn and listen to her story.

But this was too stupid, so I just thought about it. I sat up, stared at the chandelier, and asked the air. "If you don't mind, you can tell me what happened to you over the years."

Oh, by the way, I forgot to tell you, I have obtained the psychological counselor's certificate a few years ago, and I will give you free consultation today. Don't miss this opportunity, I won't come back again."

Chenchen didn't smile, and I knew it even without looking at her face.

For the next half hour, I listened to an old story.

This is somewhat like the story of Yang Zixi in "Beijing Love Story", but it may be a bit more tragic.

What's more, I'm not Wu Di.

Leaving me was a relief for Sun Chenchen ten years ago. In her own words, in her last days with me, when she thought of me every day, she thought of a burden, not happiness.

It's not that there's anything wrong with me, it's just that my obedience and doting towards her made Chenchen feel that she was getting further and further away from her dream.

When she was a child, her parents divorced and separated, and Chenchen has been living with her mother. Although her parents were worried that it would affect Chenchen's study, they kept it secret from her and did not tell her the fact that they were divorced. On the surface, it was just that they were divorced.

It is simply a case of husband and wife having conflicts and staying apart to calm down.

But this calm lasted for eight years.

After Chenchen went to elementary school, junior high school, and high school, her parents showed no signs of getting back together.

Her parents were childhood sweethearts who had known each other since elementary school, so sometimes when old classmates got together, they would pretend to be in a good relationship together, not wanting to lose face. Other than that, Chenchen was never seen again.

Dad and mom lived together.

My mother has been taking care of me since I was a child, especially when I was in high school. Chenchen’s mother rented a house very close to Chenchen’s school. She ran back and forth between work and home every day. She was physically and mentally exhausted.

With more and more gray hair, Chenchen silently made a vow in her heart that she must become stronger in the future and become a strong woman who can stand alone. She must not rely on men or parents to make her own way.

This dream was brewing in her heart.

Until my appearance broke all the balance.

For Chenchen, my appearance in her world is actually not a lucky thing. Why do you say that? Because Chenchen actually likes me very much, likes the feeling of being held in my hands and pampered by me, and enjoys my actions.

Her boyfriend protects her from wind and rain, wherever she goes

She has a boyfriend who is 1.9 meters tall and follows her. He carries a bag and water and lets me carry it when she is tired. He can also tell jokes at any time to make her happy. He is also a good singer. He took me to a KTV party with classmates to sing, and he took me there to look really good-looking.

He can also help her write essays and write reports needed by the Youth Volunteer Association...

Chenchen, who has never been pampered like this, and even her parents have never pampered her like this, fully experienced the feeling of being a queen when she was with me. It felt good, very happy, and very happy.

However, this is contrary to her dream.

With me, Chenchen couldn't convince herself not to rely on me. Without me, she didn't know which bus to take or which subway to take when she went out. She didn't know where was east or north... because it had always been the case.

I went to the city with her to play outside.

Every minute she spent with me was fulfilling and she enjoyed all-round care.

As soon as I was no longer around, Chenchen began to hesitate and worry about whether he would eventually deviate from the path of his dreams, stay with me for the rest of his life, live quietly for the rest of his life, always rely on me, and never be able to leave me.

At least at that time, she couldn't leave me.

This makes Chenchen feel very scared. So every time she thinks of me, Chenchen feels a heavy burden.

When Chenchen broke up with me, she told me that she wanted to be alone and no longer wanted to be in a relationship. In fact, she really didn't lie to me.

She really held this idea in mind and reluctantly broke up with me.

Breaking up is easy, just kick me away with a blank expression and leave without looking back, it's that simple.

After she really broke up with me, Chenchen realized that she could no longer get used to living alone.

Maybe the love I gave Chenchen before was too intensive. She was under my care all the time, every minute and every second.

Suddenly there were no more messages from me saying hello, suddenly there was no more me standing downstairs with breakfast in the morning waiting for her to come downstairs, suddenly no one was there to carry her to class when she came to visit her aunt, suddenly no one was there when she stayed at the bar.

, when he saw that he was asleep, he quietly took off his coat and covered himself gently...

Chenchen found that she could no longer live without being doted on by others.

Especially when she saw a pair of former lovers on the street, looking so sweet to each other, Chenchen felt particularly uncomfortable.

Maybe she doesn't need care all the time, but how can a girl never need anyone's care or love?
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