Everyone says that I am obsessed with my heart and absurd things all my life. [ ] Who knows the bitterness in it?

Wu Xiaojun wandered around the county town for a whole day, looking around for all the places Qin Meixiang might go, looking forward to the appearance of Qin Meixiang's beautiful and graceful figure, but the reality was cruel, which finally disappointed him. He lost a person he truly loved.

People are immersed in extreme pain that should not have happened, and their spirits are almost at the verge of collapse. But they have to compromise. It was not until the sky was getting late that they dragged their heavy and tired body and their extremely sad heart.

With infinite melancholy and hesitation, I returned to my parents.

The parents already knew about the misfortune of Qin Meixiang's family. Looking at his lost son, he knew the pain in his heart. He did not mention too much about the topics that made him sad, but instead gave him more encouragement and comfort, "Meixiang may only be temporarily

Leaving, changing the environment, forgetting the place of sadness and grief, and after a while, we will naturally come back. She is a good child, and we all admire her very much. No matter what happens in her family, we will not dislike her, let alone her

Abandon her, but treat her well, take care of her and help her. Now there is no other way to contact her except waiting for her."

His parents' words gave him some spiritual comfort. He was so tired and tired that he slept for three days before he had to return to school with worry, disappointment and grief. That night, he returned to the hospital ward and met Shao Yingying.

My body recovered quickly, and I was already moving freely, and my face showed a rosy rosy look. I was sitting by the bed and talking to my mother Chen Jie with a smile on my face.

Seeing Wu Xiaojun suddenly appear in front of him, he was surprised and happy. He quickly stood up and let Wu Xiaojun sit down. He asked with heartache and concern, "When did you come back? Did you see Sister Mei Xiang? What happened to her family.

?These days have been almost worried about everyone, and I just hope that you can come back one day earlier.”

Wu Xiaojun sighed, "It's hard to describe it." Then he briefly explained the situation.

Shao Yingying and Chen Jie kept crying while listening, "Sister Mei Xiang is so pitiful. How could she do the regret of giving up her studies? Didn't she be practicing herself and ruining her life? Besides, she said that

, Can she resist such a big thing alone? Why don’t she tell you and everyone, maybe they can help her with something." As she said that, she wiped her tears sadly.

Chen Jie looked at Wu Xiaojun with a choking and said, "Mei Xiang is such a good child. She thinks about others everywhere. She would rather be wronged and swallow her teeth into her stomach than implicate others and cause trouble for others. Yingzi

, You should really learn from Mei Xiang in the future. As for your illness, you don’t know how much hardship, how much fatigue and grievances Xiaojun has suffered. You must always keep this kind of kindness in mind."

Wu Xiaojun smiled wryly and said, "Auntie, let's not talk about these sad things anymore. What did the doctor say? When will Yingzi be discharged from the hospital?"

Shao Yingying looked up at Chen Jie, and said with an angry face, "I felt almost done two days ago. Just like no one, I was thinking about being discharged from the hospital. My mother always nagged endlessly, afraid that the knife would not recover firmly.

, What sequelae left? We have to stay for another two days and never let it be discharged from the hospital. The hospital is really uncomfortable and it has almost suffocated me to death these days. So, we are discussing the discharge tomorrow

, you're back."

Wu Xiaojun looked at Chen Jie with his eyes and said calmly, "There are people coming and going in the hospital, and they can't eat well and sleep well. It's inconvenient in all aspects, and the air is also dirty. If you are discharged early, you can get some breathing.

Nutrition is very good for the body and the body will recover faster. What are your plans for the next step? Will Yingzi go home for a while or stay at school?"

Chen Jie said hesitantly, "I want her to go back and stay for a few days, but she is worried that she has been having such a long class and wants to calm down and make up for it. She is in trouble."

Wu Xiaojun said, "Yingzi, it is important to take care of yourself. It is not a short time. It is necessary to change the environment when you go home. You might as well go back first. In the past few days, I have delayed a lot of classes and want to take advantage of this to transfer it.

I was restless and focused on collecting and organizing other students’ notes. Then you can calm down and remember them carefully, so that you won’t delay too much."

Shao Yingying said, "Okay, I will go home after being discharged from the hospital tomorrow."

Seeing that there was nothing wrong with Shao Yingying here, Wu Xiaojun waited to be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, stood up and said to Chen Jie, "Auntie, seeing Yingzi recovering so quickly, I am happy for her from the bottom of my heart, so I feel relieved. You two are you

I'll sleep well and it's time to go tomorrow, so I won't stay long to disturb you." Then Chao Shao Yingying nodded, turned around and walked out slowly.

Chen Jie hurriedly said, "Xiaojun, Auntie knows that you feel very uncomfortable now. Let Yingzi send it. You young people have a common language together. If you feel frustrated, just say anything and feel better.

.”

Wu Xiaojun turned around and said lightly, "Auntie, no need, I can hold on. You don't need Yingzi anymore. Let her rest quickly."

Shao Yingying walked gently to Wu Xiaojun and whispered, "Let me give you some."

The two of them walked downstairs silently with their heads downstairs, found a casual chair in front of a nearby rockery and sat down gently. Even though there were thousands of words, they didn't know where to start for a while. They were silent for a long time, Shao

Yingyingcai said uneasyly, "Xiaojun, I know that you and Sister Mei Xiang have a very deep relationship. They are intimate and encouraging each other, understanding each other, and supporting each other. It is true and pure. It is really not easy to walk along the way. Although Sister Mei Xiang

The family suffered such a catastrophe, but I believe she will not easily give up the unforgettable love you have obtained through so much hard work. Sister Mei Xiang is also a person with strong self-esteem and dares to take responsibility. Leaving temporarily does not mean giving up forever

It is her infinite love for you that she cannot bear to transfer her pain to you, but chooses to take responsibility and leave quietly. Don’t be too pessimistic and disappointed, look forward and start fighting

Be energetic and walk out of the shadow in front of you as soon as possible. This may be exactly what Sister Mei Xiang wants to see and want. If you never recover from this, indulge in the past all day long, waste your studies and career, make Sister Mei Xiang feel

The uneasiness and uneasiness in my heart not only took her painstaking efforts, but also a blasphemy to the love between you and the two of you. Maybe she will never appear in front of you and return to you from then on.

When you really want to cry without tears, you should not be able to cry every day."

Wu Xiaojun looked at the starry sky from time to time, sighed, burst into tears, and said with melancholy, "Yingzi, you have never been in love, you don't know the joys, sorrows, sorrows, sweets, and bittersweetness, and you don't know the taste of falling in love with someone. Mei Xiang and I were from high school. Although my classmates didn't interact much at that time, I still knew her better. Whether it was a coincidence or an invisible pusher, many things naturally pushed us together, and it was out of control, like a dream, and each other. The distance between us has been shortened rapidly, reaching the level of fascination. We jointly guard our longing, persistence, loyalty and longing, recall the past and beautiful times, imagine the happy life of tomorrow, feel that everything is bright and beautiful, and in our hearts is So calm, natural and sweet. When all this instantly fades into ashes and turns into shooting stars and bubbles, it is really unfavorable to face, accept, and cannot escape."

Shao Yingying murmured, "Love is a beautiful thing. Although love will experience a certain amount of pain afterwards, it may make you lose your mind for a while and feel like you are abandoned by the whole world. Everything is black and everything is so rebellious. .Because you are immersed in pain, you have lost someone you love, you have given too much for her, your almost all your love, your sincere heart. If you are facing a breakup that is almost abandoned, I don’t feel any pain in my heart, it can only be said that you have never truly loved me."

Wu Xiaojun said lightly, "What can these mean? When I think of her mother wandering in a helpless foreign land with a mental breakdown and losing her mind, I feel heartbreak and heartbreaking pain. That feeling is more It’s uncomfortable to pierce the awl in my heart, it’s a hundred times more painful than taking coptis chinensis.”

Shao Yingying comforted her gently, "Without unforgettable pain, there will be no unforgettable love. What your loss gives you is a kind of growth exchanged for pain. Since this is the case, why do you have to go through a process that you must go through for the inevitable. And what about the distress? You just experienced the taste of growth earlier than others. Your pain is the capital you matured than others. Because you experienced earlier than others and experienced that feeling longer, you The pain will turn into your beautiful memories as time passes, witnessing your growth. The rewards that pain brings are proportional to the pain you can bear. The more you bear, the more you struggle out of the pain The more you get after that, you will have more social experience and more life insights than others. So as the price of growth, why can't you persist and walk through it with a strong heart? We are not alone The existence of us, there are many relatives, friends and people who care about us around us. Sinking into our own pain will not only not free you from it, but will also affect many people related to you and fall into the shadow of pain. Is this a matter of Is it what you want to see? You just lost your mind in the face of pain. Since that's the case, you should be freed from it as soon as possible, for yourself and for those who care about you. Remember: You exist not only for yourself , Your life touches the hearts of many people."

Wu Xiaojun said a little ashamed, "After all, I am a person who is full of emotion and has no experience and is always resentful of anything and is obsessed with it. I have not reached the level of being able to think, take it lightly, and let go, I'm afraid it will be difficult to get out of this fear and haze for a while."

Shao Yingying suddenly said excitedly, "I don't want to see a military military army who escapes and anesthesia and is selfish and selfish only for myself and does not consider other people's feelings. I just want to see a military army that is positive and active and cheerful and happy facing each day. I hope
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