"Stop smoking, why are you doing? Smoking alone here. Are you still a man, and you have no prospects."

Wu Xiaojun heard someone cursing behind him, turned his face in disbelief, and saw Shao Yingying crying and looking sadly at himself who was also sad in front of him. The cigarette butt in his hand was crushed to pieces, and the tobacco fell to the ground little by little, "Yingzi,

Why are you here?"

"I've been watching you here for a long time upstairs. I know that you have a pain in your heart and have nowhere to vent, and you can't do it yourself like this. It's too late, go out for dinner."

The two of them came to the Gufeng Night Market and ate a bowl of braised noodles. They didn't want to stroll here, so they sat down under a rattan bar on the road in Beijing.

Wu Xiaojun looked at the vehicles galloping past in front of him with a serious expression, the citizens walking leisurely in groups of three or three, and the couple snuggling together sweetly and saying love words, Luo Xiao's mature, steady but gentle and cute figure appeared.

In front of me, it is so real and so realistic, but it can only stay in the permanent memory. I feel an indescribable feeling in my heart, and I can't help but burst into tears.

Shao Yingying cried and said, "I feel very sad when I think of my sister. I always have nightmares these days. She was abandoned by her biological mother since she was a child, lived a life of living under someone else's roof, suffered from people's ridicule, tasted the warmth and coldness of the world, and worked hard to go.

Entering the university campus that everyone yearns for, I was immediately hit by the death of my foster mother. I finally found my biological mother. Before I could taste the love of my family, I embarked on a path of no return. It was so pitiful and unfortunate."

Wu Xiaojun sighed and said, "I was in Class I when I was in high school. I was a little stubborn and had a firm idea. I walked all the way to the darkness and couldn't pull it back with a trailer. It was this point that gave her the

It hurt. We had a fight on May 1st, and I followed her to the internship location. She told me about her situation and felt very depressed. At that time, I advised her not to do it and not to have sex with their group.

People care about it, but she never refuses to listen. She insists on what they do and what they mean. It is because I did not insist on sticking to my position that she was imprisoned and was killed. Thinking of these, I hate myself very much.

I'm sorry for her."

"This is not your fault, I can only say that she has a short life."

"Uncle Luo and your mother have suffered a big psychological blow this time. How are they now?"

"The situation is not very good. Uncle Luo later relapsed in a heart attack and stayed in the hospital for more than ten days. After being discharged from the hospital, I advised them to come back, but Uncle Luo refused and insisted on waiting for my sister to leave her after the daytime sacrifice.

, I had to let my mother stay with him."

"The relatives are lost one by one, Uncle Luo is too incompatible. Now his only daughter is gone. You and Brother Zili are his relatives. I hope you can respect him and respect him as filial to your biological father, so that he and your mother will be happy

Spend the second half of your life.”

"Don't worry, we can definitely do it. We will definitely bear the obligations my sister should fulfill and comfort her spirit in heaven."

"Recalling the years, knowing you sisters is like a dream. I had a good impression of your sister in high school, but I didn't have the courage to speak, so I could only hide that hazy and ignorant love in my heart. When I came here, I was just a fool.

In the same class as you, out of love for the house and the mistress, and to make up for the original shortcomings, I will no longer miss the opportunity to give you a chance. I pay great attention and care for you in my heart, so that my dreams of Uncle Luo and your sister have been fulfilled, and my family has been reunited.

This affection is increasing day by day, but you always see that you are always cold and warm to me until you are honest and refuse. I don’t know if it’s your sister’s fault, but once misunderstood you deeply. It’s after you have clarified your relationship with your sister.

This kind of thought will never be gone. But things in the world are unpredictable, and in the end they still have no chance with your family. This is God's destiny. I deliberately made a big joke with my life. I feel incredible when I think of these."

"I was moved by everything you did for our family, especially some time ago, being able to take good care of my mother and Uncle Luo in that environment was difficult for ordinary people to do. I am indeed a kind and righteous person.

I was very moved. To be honest, I didn’t have any good feelings for you before, nor did I have no opinion on you. I always felt that my personality was very different from you. I always felt that you were an unreliable person and did not dare to get close to you.

I don't want to leave you, and my heart is always in conflict. After a long period of ideological struggle, I saw that you and Feng Weiwei were fighting fiercely out of love for you, and I felt very angry inside. I couldn't suppress my inner anger and decisively

I refused your request, and I felt sad for more than half a month. Later, my sister directly explained to my mother that she loved you. My mother advised me not to have any illusions about you and to be like this in front of you

I made awkward for my sister. Later, when I thought about it, you two were really more suitable, and I felt much more at ease. Now, when I think about it, I was very sorry for you when I was like you, and I was also very naive and unsatisfactory.

After all, they are all adults with flesh and blood, sentimentality and emotion."

"Reality is too ruthless. Everything has passed and there is no way back. Let it pass slowly with the years."

"It is her luck for my sister to have a boyfriend like you, and it is her no luck to lose you. I know the pressure brought by the trauma of your heart. As a passionate man, you should let go of something you should give up.

Let go, don’t be too harsh on yourself, cheer up, start over, do what you are willing to do, do what you should do, and walk the path you are going to go. I believe that good people will be rewarded and experience the ups and downs.

After the storm, your road will be wider and your future will be better.”

"Thank you, Yingzi, I hope you are the same, so that you can make your uncle and aunt feel proud and proud. When I have time, I will go to see Uncle Luo and aunt. As a brother, if you have anything, just say, I will continue to care about you,

Taking care of you and helping you will never let you suffer any grievances.”

The two recalled the past and chatted until they returned to school very late.

Bai Lingyan and Wu Xiaojun are in the same department. They see him staying in the department all day long, either writing medical records or observing the patient's condition in the ward. They are both working and are worried and have no life. They always feel that he has something to do.

In my heart, although I felt distressed, I was embarrassed to ask questions, worried that it would touch his nerve and arouse anger, so I had to observe him and look at him silently. Seeing that my internship in the department was about to end, I couldn't wait any longer, I should

Sit down and learn about his heart and exchange feelings.

That afternoon, a patient with acute severe pancreatitis came to the department. It was already past eight o'clock in the evening after the treatment was completed. Director Jiang asked everyone to go out for dinner together. Wu Xiaojun felt that he was an intern and had dinner with some experts.

If it was not suitable, I refused on the pretext. As soon as I left the hospital gate, I saw Bai Lingyan walking back and forth with her head down, and hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "Why haven't you been back yet? Are you waiting for someone?"

When Bai Lingyan saw him coming out, she looked excited and said with a rosy face, "Yes, you finally figured it out."

Wu Xiaojun asked in confusion, "Wait for me, is there anything wrong?"

Bai Lingyan smiled with a pursed lips, "What, I want to talk to you, can't you?"

Wu Xiaojun said, "Of course, just say it casually. Why wait here for a long time? I feel ashamed of it."

Bai Lingyan pulled Wu Xiaojun's arm and said with a smile, "Okay, don't stand here. Let's go to Wenhua Road to have snacks."

Wu Xiaojun felt a little puzzled by Bai Lingyan's sudden behavior, and was embarrassed to ask more questions, so he came to a snack bar with her and found a seat to sit down. The waiter came over, bowed lightly, and asked with a smile, "Sir, Madam."

, What do you want?"

Before Wu Xiaojun could speak, Bai Lingyan said, "A plate of peanuts, a plate of chicken wings, a plate of couple lung slices, a plate of beef, two glasses of beer, come again..."

Seeing that Bai Lingyan wanted to ask for food, Wu Xiaojun quickly interrupted her, "Okay, there are only two people, why do you want so much? I can't finish eating and throw it away and waste it."

Bai Lingyan smiled and said, "I know, there is a delicious dish here, and I want you to try it."

Wu Xiaojun said, "That's fine. I want to taste the chances in the future, so it's not bad for this time."

Bai Lingyan said to the waiter, "Okay, that's all, hurry up."

Wu Xiaojun asked with doubts, "What's wrong with you today? It's so formal that I feel ashamed."

Bai Lingyan smiled casually and naturally, "Look, you are nervous, but there is nothing. I have known you for so long, but I haven't really calmed down and sat down for a meal calmly. Now, I'll do it next week

If you want to transfer to another department, it can be considered as saying goodbye to you in advance. To be honest, you have no worries when you are with you, and you always feel as calm as water."

At this time, the dishes were served, and Bai Lingyan raised her glass and said, "Come on, let's have one."

"Dry, do." The two cups were touching each other tightly, and both tried to take a few sips and put them down gently.

Wu Xiaojun picked up the chopsticks in his hand, picked up a chicken wing and put it in front of Bai Lingyan, "You have to eat more of this, the older generation said that girls are smart and skillful in eating chicken wings."

Bai Lingyan picked up a piece of beef, "Should boys eat more beef, and they are as strong as cows?"

Wu Xiaojun couldn't help but laugh, "You are not forgiving at all. I said the first sentence, and you followed the next sentence. After a while, I was already hungry, but I had to eat.

"As he said, he ate a few bites of the dishes.

Bai Lingyan said happily, "From your eating habits, I remembered the situation when we were having dinner at a farmer's house in Xinning Temple City, and it did not change at all."

Wu Xiaojun quickly put down his chopsticks, picked up his cup and took a sip, and sighed, "Oh, time passes so fast, two years have passed in a flash. Thinking of that time, I am carefree and bravely moving forward for a goal, although my body

I was tired, but I was most relaxed and happy. Looking back on the past two years, I no longer had the enthusiasm and heroic passion of the past. It was so sweet, bitter, spicy, salty and delicious, and I couldn't bear to look back."

Bai Lingyan looked at Wu Xiaojun's emotionless face and tried to ask, "Why do you say this? Is there really something inconvenient to express in your heart? Or is it that you encounter some troublesome things? Others don't want to say it.
Chapter completed!