Wu Xiaojun couldn't help but recall the past along the way, and all he could think about were the women he had loved passionately one after another, the strong and resolute Qin Meixiang, the lively and cheerful Luo Xiao, the calm and stable Feng Weiwei who had endured the hardships of life, the beautiful and charming Feng Weiwei who had risen from low self-esteem, and the frosty Bing.

Beauty Shao Yingying

, come one after another like a shadow, taking turns to appear in my mind. It is their appearance, energetic passion, and fiery desire that ignites the fire of their dusty youth, burning unstoppably, giving life to their campus life

Emit dazzling colors.

Each of them is full of infinite infatuation, with youthful dreams and beautiful visions for the future, silently pouring out selfless love, flying and galloping freely in their own world. However, their romantic feelings, beautiful visions and yearnings, in accepting

Enjoying the five flavors of life, savoring

The unique taste, while slowly maturing, is pregnant with the arrival of crises and nightmares. The splendid youth of youth instantly turned into a piece of white paper. I watched helplessly disappear from the field of vision but was unable to do anything, making myself fall into loss countless times.

In the pain and suffering of a loved one.

The departure of happiness, the absence of sweetness, and the long days of sorrow and boredom left Wu Xiaojun breathless. The barriers of geography and work were like a pair of indestructible clutches, ruthlessly pushing Bai Lingyan, who had been close to him day and night, to the other side of the Milky Way.

, gradually drifting away, a desolation welled up in his heart, and the pain of loss, hesitation and loneliness filled his heart again, and he fell into helplessness and confusion again.

He only felt that the difficult family background, several years of cruel life experience, and the time of gratification and hatred had never made him grow up. Everything was just a nightmare. Returning to Pingxi today means that five years are full of life.

The passionate and unforgettable campus life ended completely, which meant that the beautiful love that the two had built with difficulty came to an end, and that their good vision ended in failure.

After a bumpy night, the bus bid farewell to the night and ushered in dawn. A new day kicked off amidst the gloomy sky and rumbling thunder. Wu Xiaojun could not imagine what kind of situation he would meet Bai Lingyan again, saying, "

That moment of "goodbye" will be so painful, and I can't even imagine what life will be like without Bai Lingyan from now on.

At noon, Wu Xiaojun dragged his exhausted body to the school's Qiao Yulin's home, which was also the only place he could stay in Pingxi and one of his destinations.

Wu Xiaojun looked at Qiao Yulin and her daughter having lunch chatting and laughing. His instinct was spinning and he was hungry. Only then did he remember that he had not eaten a bite of food all day and night. Qiao Yulin's enthusiastic exchanges made him feel particularly cordial and without humility.

Have a hearty meal.

Qiao Yulin said with some regret, "Some people say that love in college is just a short-term impulse and a filler for loneliness. It's like walking into a fast food restaurant, and the relationship that should be cultivated slowly is processed and processed in a standardized manner.

It's on the table. Make it quickly,

Eat quickly and break up quickly. Although I don’t agree with this view, the reality is that there are more people falling in love and less success. Most of those student lovers who are in pairs and are passionate about each other cannot escape the dilemma of having no choice but to break up.

, finally able to truly come together and become the ultimate

There are indeed very few people who are in love with each other. There should be about fifteen or six people in our class who are in love. Judging from the dispatch area, except for Lu Jianmin, Liu Youcai, Li Mengyao and others who are still hesitant, almost everyone else has returned.

The place of origin is

It is very unlikely that some people will be reassigned because of love in the future. This is the gap between ideals and reality. It is also about who is with whom, who is separated from whom, who chases whom, and who dumps whom.

, will no longer cause people to be surprised.”

Wu Xiaojun said quietly, "Bai Lingyan made me fall in love again, and we have known each other and respected each other all the way until today. It is entirely because we are similar in age, have similar interests, and have the same understanding of life and the future. We are happy together. I originally thought

As long as two people are of one mind

We sincerely love each other and are loyal to each other. No matter how big the difficulties are, we can overcome them. No matter how many ups and downs there are, we can get through them. Now that I think about it, we were still in an idealized state at that time, which was very different from the actual reality.

, are too naive and childish.”

Qiao Yulin said with great regret, "The law of human nature is that it is easy to give up when you get it. Whatever you get through hard work, whether it is feelings or items, will make people feel cherished. Although I didn't think highly of you and Bai Lingyan before,

But I never expected that you two would have such a painful ending. Life is always ups and downs, don’t complain about anything, no matter how fast you are

Even if you are happy, you will also have worries; no matter how unlucky you are, you will still be lucky. Don't pay too much attention to the results, but regard this love as an important process, gain and loss, success and failure, struggle and enjoyment.

Every experience is precious. There is no need to blame yourself or feel too uncomfortable. Just let it go when it’s time to pick it up and start a new life.”

Wu Xiaojun changed the topic and asked, "Teacher Qiao, are all the students in our class finished?"

Qiao Yulin said, "Most of them have gone back. The day before yesterday, I saw Jianmin and Xiang Meili. They were still the same as before, as if nothing was wrong. I don't know what Jianmin was thinking, whether he planned to go back or not. If he didn't go back, he would stay here forever.

It’s nothing to waste!”

Wu Xiaojun said calmly, "I'll ask Xiang Meili Jianmin later and go see him!"

Qiao Yulin suddenly said jokingly, "Xiaojun, I'm not telling you that you shouldn't have fallen in love with Bai Lingyan in the first place. Shao Yingying is so good. She has a quiet and steady personality, is studious and loves to study, and has a strong complementary effect with you.

Besides, you have always had a good relationship with her family. If you two can get together, your family will definitely be warm and harmonious, and your career will be prosperous. I used to be very optimistic about you, and I have always been very optimistic about you.

I still don’t understand why you two didn’t fall in love at that time? Looking back now, her mother is really open-minded and reasonable compared to Bai Lingyan’s mother, so she drove her from Pingxi to your hometown in Pingdong without hesitation.

If you two had gotten along at that time, it would have been a perfect and beautiful marriage, and there would not have been so many confusions and worries, let alone the ridiculous result now."

Wu Xiaojun said sadly, "Every fate has happened and everything has passed. There is no place to sell regret medicine!"

Qiao Yulin laughed.

As the graduation date gradually goes away, the love between Lu Jianmin and Xiang Meili has never been recognized by Xiang's family. Lu Jianmin holds the attitude of guilt and lifelong responsibility for Xiang Meili, and the belief that one day he will be able to live in Pingxi.

With the hope of establishing a career, I decided to stay and rented a village house in the city near the school. While looking for suitable opportunities and suitable units, I worked part-time to earn some money to make ends meet.

Wu Xiaojun followed the address Xiang Meili told him and quickly arrived at Lu Jianmin's residence. This is a small courtyard built by villagers. It has more than 20 rooms on three floors. Except for the two rooms on the first floor where the landlord lives, the other rooms are

Fully rented to outsiders. House rented by Lu Jianmin

It is located on the third floor, with an area of ​​less than ten square meters. A bed and table were provided by the landlord, a new curtain seems to have been purchased newly, the stove is an alcohol stove, a small new aluminum pot, and the others are from when I was in school.

The books, bedding and daily necessities are very simple.

Lu Jianmin was squatting on the ground holding a bowl and eating freshly cooked noodles with relish. When he saw Wu Xiaojun coming over, he stood up in surprise.

Wu Xiaojun smiled bitterly and said, "Jianmin, you have settled down here so quickly. Your spirit is commendable and admirable."

"Xiaojun, why are you here?"

"I'm here to get my graduation certificate and dispatch certificate. I heard from Teacher Qiao that you haven't left yet, so I stopped by to take a look. What are your plans?"

"As long as people are here, there will be hope. Let's settle down first and then take one step at a time."

"Have you not considered going back to your hometown?"

"It's the same when I go back to my hometown as it is here. No one at home can help me. Even so, for the sake of beauty, I can't irresponsibly leave. I have to stay."

"What's the attitude of her family? Have they been asked to find a solution?"

"I don't expect them to contact me at work. As long as I stand here, they will naturally accept our relationship. What are you going to do if Bai Lingyan doesn't come to your place?"

"When things get to this point, what else can I do? My family won't let me wander here. I can only transfer the files back and go home with my dispatch certificate to report."

"Xiaojun, I don't think you are in a hurry to transfer the files back, and don't rush to go home to report. Maybe you and Bai Ling have a chance to turn around, but it will be troublesome once you transfer them back!"

"Her father is an honest man and rarely interacts with relatives, and her mother is a crazy and unreasonable person. What you say is nonsense, impossible, and there is no hope at all. Besides, I am also heartbroken.

I don’t want to deal with her family anymore, so I don’t need to worry about it anymore.”

"It's a pity, it's a pity. When will you go back?"

"I plan to stay at your place tonight, and tomorrow I'll go to Bai Lingyan's house to see her one last time, to say goodbye completely, to put an end to our love, and to go our separate ways from now on."

"I advise you to be more cautious, and don't insist on doing things to your heart's content. I also hope that we can have the opportunity to cooperate in the future."

"It's hard to look back on the past. Being able to make such a good friend, old buddy and close friend like you is the most meaningful achievement I have gained in all my years in Pingxi. It's a pity that I will never have the opportunity to work together again."

Wu Xiaojun and Lu Jianmin, two brothers who shared weal and woe, talked about everything all night long.

At dawn, the two reluctantly parted ways, and Wu Xiaojun rushed to Siyuanpo, Beimeng.

Bai Yijia and Sun Huiying were about to go to the ground to pull weeds. They were surprised when they saw Wu Xiaojun coming over. Although their faces were ugly, they were not angry and let Wu Xiaojun into the house.

Wu Xiaojun thought that the overall situation was settled, and it would be useless to complain, curse, quarrel, and say sad words to relieve his anger. It was a good time to get together and part ways, and it was not a wasted acquaintance. Seeing that Bai Yijia and Sun Huiying did not show off their power, there was no excessive hostility, and they were indifferent

"I'm here mainly to go through relevant graduation procedures and say goodbye to Yanzi. Please tell me where she is now?"

Bai Yijia said, "A few days after Yanzi came back, he went to the second sister Lingwan's place. In today's situation, I know that you two are reluctant to let go of each other, but there is no way to do it. Your aunt hurt you by talking out of bounds, please

Don’t take it to heart.”

Wu Xiaojun smiled bitterly and said, "It doesn't matter. Since she's not here, there's no need for me to stay any longer. I'm leaving." He turned around as he spoke.
Chapter completed!