095 You are not my first time
Facing Lu Piaopiao's longing eyes, Wu Xiaojun was very depressed, particularly conflicted and hesitant at this moment.
He could not believe that the tender woman beside him was the usually pure, beautiful, charming, lively eyes, quiet and gentle, intelligent and charming Lu Piaopiao.
I couldn't believe that Lu Piaopiao was so abnormal and suddenly made such a bold move. It was so difficult for her to deliberately test herself, but there was no need or reason for her to think about it.
It was because she encountered any difficult hurdles and could not overcome, and there was no need to practice herself like this.
What exactly is she for?
Wu Xiaojun fell into a state of confusion and dilemma for a moment, and his body became colder and stiffer, and he lay motionless.
Lu Piaopiao kissed Wu Xiaojun's face for a while. Seeing that he had no reaction at all, he stopped as if he had lost his soul. He said in a low mood, "Xiaojun, I'm sorry, I'm not for you. I'm so self-indulgent, I'm shameless and humble, I'm frivolous and depraved, please pretend that nothing happened!"
Lu Piaopiao frowned and suddenly lifted the sheet covering her body, getting up and about to get out of bed.
Wu Xiaojun suddenly grabbed her hand, "Why do you want to do this? Can you give me a reasonable explanation?"
"Since you are a gentleman and a person who is not confused by the care of yourselves, since you have no feelings for me at all, there is nothing to explain!"
Lu Piaopiao broke away from Wu Xiaojun's hand, cried and returned to his room, and closed the door with a "bang".
Wu Xiaojun looked at Lu Piaopiao's sad, aggrieved, and left naked and angry. He completely hurt her self-esteem, and his hard heart suddenly softened. He hurriedly got out of bed, pulled a sheet to wrap his body around him and walked to Lu Piaopiao's door, knocked on him and asked softly, "Piaopiao, it's all my fault, open the door!"
He screamed several times, but there was no reaction inside. Wu Xiaojun was worried that something might happen to her, so he pushed the door open and walked in. He saw Lu Piaopiao curled up and sat on the bed sobbing helplessly, which was very distressing.
Wu Xiaojun said flatteringly, "Piaopiao, what's wrong with you? Tell me if you have any grievances. I'm willing to be your loyal listener."
Lu Piaopiao said resentfully, "I don't need your sympathy, I don't need your mercy or charity. You go and let me be quiet!"
Wu Xiaojun said affectionately, "Piaopiao, it's because I don't understand your heart. Please don't slander yourself, okay!"
Lu Piaopiao said angrily, "Think about how they treat you, even giving them a good memory is so stingy. What else do they have to say."
Wu Xiaojun said, "Piaopiao, is it worth your efforts for a beautiful memory? You are too stupid!"
Lu Piaopiao looked up at Wu Xiaojun and said in tears, "Xiaojun, do you understand the heart of a woman? Do you know what it feels like to love someone? I am stupid, I am really stupid, so stupid that I look down on you. I can just call me a fool and a humble person, right!"
Wu Xiaojun was completely speechless. She was nostalgic for herself and could not bear to leave her. She was right. Once a girl had a true love for someone, she would not be able to pull back even if she was a nine-headed cow, and would never give up until she achieved her goal. That kind of crazy degree really made outsiders feel ridiculous. Why was Liang Yuhua like this in the past?
Thinking of this, Wu Xiaojun felt much more at ease. Well, since she was so hungry and so devoted to her true feelings, she would soon leave and never have a chance again. She was worth a thousand gold for a moment, leaving each other an unforgettable memory of life, and getting to know each other in a relationship without vain. It’s a pity that I don’t know if I would make a summer leaf hat for some bastard.
Wu Xiaojun's psychological defense line completely collapsed, and the complex and contradictory psychology became quiet and simple. All the entangled thoughts and vague feelings of heart fell on the pure and innocent Lu Piaopiao. He wanted to turn the beautiful and innocent girl in front of him into a real woman, and let her fully enjoy the happiness and pleasure of being a woman.
Although Wu Xiaojun's idea is a bit despicable and evil, and is not righteous, in that environment, especially when facing a warm lady who takes the initiative to throw herself into her arms, not to mention a Xinyi woman who has had many relationships with her. No man can resist the extreme temptation of eroding his heart and breaking his bones, unless he is born with a natural physiological disability. Moreover, Wu Xiaojun is a passionate young man with strong energy and strong liver fire.
Wu Xiaojun slowly sat next to Lu Piaopiao, reached out to lift her hair scattered on her cheeks, looked at her pretty face with tears with a hot look, and said warmly, "Piaopiao, I'm sorry, I'm making you sad!"
Seeing that Wu Xiaojun changed his attitude towards him, his tense nerves and inner fanaticism were quickly relaxed, and said with tears in his eyes, "Xiaojun, my idea is actually very simple, I will leave soon. I don't want to leave quietly, not leaving a space for my soul."
Wu Xiaojun held Lu Piaopiao's face with both hands and said quietly, "I really didn't have that special feeling for you when we were together before. That day, you suddenly said you wanted to leave, and then you suddenly realized that you are the only person I am in the hospital who is trustworthy and helps me the most, and never leaves me. I dare not imagine what it would be like without your secret residence in the hospital. Do you know how uncomfortable I feel in my heart? I always want to look at you more, say a few more words to you, and remember your voice, appearance and smile in my heart."
"Well, I can see the ups and downs of your mood. I no longer deliberately avoid me like before. I feel warm happiness in my heart."
Lu Piaopiao said, like a cute little sheep, gently pressing her head against Wu Xiaojun's chest.
Wu Xiaojun's body, which had been stiff, suddenly became soft. His originally regular hands began to caress Lu Piaopiao's soft, delicate and smooth skin, up, down, left and right, front, back and back, without leaving a blank space.
Lu Piaopiao and Wu Xiaojun were close to each other, kissed and hugged fiercely, and soon a harmonious variation was staged in the room, drifting towards the quiet night sky.
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After three fierce battles in a row, Lu Piaopiao's face was filled with infinite sweetness and happiness. Yu You said unsuccessfully, "I didn't expect that you are not only very powerful, but also so bad. Piaopiao, who was about to die, was almost disbanded as if he had entered a fairyland, and his whole body was about to fall apart! Especially you are vulgar and evil enough, making others numb, wet and itchy, and you couldn't stop. If you had known you would be like this, I-" Speaking of this, I was embarrassed to speak and stop the following.
Wu Xiaojun teased, "If I had known I would have been like this, would he have captured me long ago? Enjoy the pleasure and comfort I bring to you every day. I am not as easy as Chao Yougui."
Lu Piaopiao chuckled, "Go to you, it's a nonsense, am I a person like Cao Tingjing!"
Wu Xiaojun quickly changed his words and said, "Yes, yes, yes, look at my stinky mouth, I am a wise woman in our family. How can a slutty fox like Cao Tingjing be compared with it?"
Lu Piaopiao smiled sweetly, "You are still a little conscience!"
Wu Xiaojun laughed for a while and tried to ask in a low voice, "Piaopiao, I have never understood some things. You are also a girl in her twenties and have been working for many years. Why don't you have a boyfriend yet? I did a good job in the hospital, why did you suddenly leave the hospital and go to Xiangzhou? Can you tell me the reason?"
Wu Xiaojun suddenly asked these private and secret matters, which surprised Lu Piaopiao. For her, these were sensitive topics and never wanted to mention them to others. She lowered her head sadly, and her heart was about to talk about whether to tell the past to the man she loved in front of her.
Wu Xiaojun saw that Lu Piaopiao was silent, as if she had touched her pain point. He felt that he had a little distorted and shouldn't have asked a girl such a sensitive question. He hurriedly said, "Piaopiao, please don't think too much, just a little curious. Since you have something to hide, I shouldn't have talked about this kind of topic with you."
Lu Piaopiao suddenly raised her head and said very seriously, "Xiaojun, in our hospital, you are the most trustworthy and admired person I am. Since you want to know, I will tell you without any concealment."
Wu Xiaojun said dumbly, "Piaopiao, no, no, I don't want to understand now, let alone know these things. Let's change the topic and say something else!"
Lu Piaopiao forced a smile and said, "Xiaojun, it's nothing. Now I am your woman. Tonight I will tell you the stories that have been buried in my heart for many years and have been suppressing my heart. Perhaps it will make me feel relieved."
"Look at you being calm and steady, there will be sad stories behind you!"
"Well, it was because of that incident that made me mature a lot. Maybe you are thinking about a question in your mind now, why didn't there be any other's legendary blood when we were together just now, it was related to the dark night I had three years ago."
It really made Lu Piaopiao right. The moment the spear penetrated the hole, Wu Xiaojun felt something was wrong. He was still a little resentful, thinking that a girl like her traditional and serious lacked the reserve that a girl had. Had she been broken long ago? Wouldn't she really be a sucker? When Lu Piaopiao said this, she confirmed her thoughts, and she couldn't help but feel a little ashamed, and she felt sour and bitter, and her face immediately calmed down and stopped talking.
Lu Piaopiao understood his thoughts. A man is possessive of women or selfless possession. Wu Xiaojun has this kind of mentality and expression in his expectations, and said lightly, "Xiaojun, it was me who deceived you. It was not my first time. Please don't mind. The reason I did this is to show you my love for you and to show that you are an important person in my life who cannot be forgotten."
"Then what happened to you before?"
"When I was in junior high school, my family was poor. I had a good fellow named Song Qing. I cared for me and took great care of me. I also had a good impression of Song Qing. At that time, I was still young and didn't understand what love was. I was limited to the likes of each other and did not develop to the point of talking about love. After graduating from junior high school, I was admitted to Pingnan Medical School to study for a technical secondary school, and Song Qing went to high school. During this period, our contact was never interrupted. He also went to the school to see me several times, knowing that he was pursuing me, and his youth was throbbing a little. When I graduated, Song Qing was admitted to Xiangzhou Grain College. I stayed at home for more than a year. It was him who brought me into our hospital through his family and finally got a stable job. This affection, this kind of gift, and this generous gift were so heavy that I was very touched."
Chapter completed!