Chapter 125 You both are sick
"No, I'm afraid of disturbing some people."
Luo Haochen snorted, and his words made Yun Mengxue's face look extremely ugly.
"Brother Haoning, I'll go back first."
Yun Mengxue lowered her head and walked out around Luo Haochen, but he grabbed her wrist.
"What are you doing? Why do you want to leave when you see me coming? We are all family, so what's wrong with sitting together and chatting?"
"Family?"
Yun Mengxue glared at Luo Haochen. At this time, he was talking about the family, and he was really looking for trouble because he had nothing to do.
"Luo Haochen, I don't have time to explain so much to you, and I don't want to accompany you here to make unreasonable trouble, let go!"
He shook Luo Haochen away with force, Yun Mengxue walked out of the studio with a dark face. Luo Haochen looked at her leaving back, but just sneered and did not chase her out.
"Why do you do this?"
Luo Haoning's voice was filled with a sigh, as if he was sympathizing with Luo Haochen, and as if he was mocking his childish behavior.
Luo Haochen's eyebrows were furrowed together, staring at Luo Haoning's back, which was still painting. He breathed a sigh of relief, especially when he saw Luo Haoning and Yun Mengxue being together, this breath was even more difficult to swallow.
"Haochen, can you change the reality by beating yourself? Why do you have to pretend not to care?"
"Luo Haoning, what do you mean by saying this?"
Luo Haochen questioned in a bad tone, and Luo Haoning sighed and shook his head gently.
"You actually understand what I say in your heart, but you are pretending to be unaware. Is it really that difficult to let you face yourself and be honest with yourself? Why can't you please accept the thoughts in your heart and go the future path?"
Luo Haoning's words angered Luo Haochen. He walked around to Luo Haoning and snatched the oil painting scraper from his hand. Luo Haoning was stunned and looked up at Luo Haochen.
"Don't want to admit it? I think...I'm not wrong."
Although Luo Haochen has such an attitude, Luo Haoning has no intention of stopping and not talking about it.
"Because of Mengyao, you have always hated me in your heart, and blamed you for being fooled by fate. You cannot get your beloved, and in the end you even lost the opportunity to silently protect her."
The two Luo brothers started a war on Chu Mengyao's affairs again. Luo Haochen always had conflicts with Luo Haoning about this matter, but when he heard this from him, he would be unable to accept it.
"You don't need to repeat this process and mentality again and again, I don't need it!"
Luo Haochen's tone was cold. He even hoped that the oil painting scraper in his hand was a real knife so that he could directly stab Luo Haoning's chest and shut up completely.
"Haochen, have you ever thought that the so-called teasing is that you dug a big hole by yourself, you have made a trap and jumped in by yourself, and then you have to blame your fate after falling and hurting yourself. You are so uneasy, don't you think it's very tiring?"
After Luo Haoning said what he wanted to say, he really didn't want Luo Haochen to always suffer from the past, and he didn't want to see Luo Haochen making trouble for Yun Mengxue several times because of Chu Mengyao.
However, what he said once again aroused strong dissatisfaction in Luo Haochen's heart.
"Ha? Are you giving me a spiritual education class? Luo Haoning, don't show off your noble and noble appearance, as if you haven't dug a hole for yourself and jumped in! You said I was very clear, why can't you see it? Don't you feel tired? If you don't feel tired, why do you think I'm struggling with fatigue?"
Luo Haochen was right. While Luo Haoning comforted him, he actually felt sad. But even so, Luo Haoning would rather drink poison alone and let him resist all the pain and pain alone.
Only by doing this can Luo Haoning feel the meaning of his existence. Otherwise, if this heart is deleted, then what's the use of staying in the world? Of course, Luo Haoning also has the most assured person, his mother Xu Yeli.
"I feel different from you. After all... Mengyao died in front of me. I will never forget the scene before I was unconscious."
Luo Haoning's expression was very painful at this time, but no matter how much he regretted it, he could not go back to the past and change the facts.
"It feels different? Is it the only thing you love deeply? I see that you will not have any other feelings except indifferent!"
Luo Haochen threw away the oil painting scraper in his hand. The scraper bounced two bombs on the ground, and the oil painting paint splashed around the blade.
"I haven't denied your heart for Mengyao, I understand it and understand it. But now you are in a state of stubbornness and can't extricate yourself. You seem to have forgotten that you will encounter many ups and downs in your life."
Luo Haoning slowly turned his wheelchair and came to the thrown oil painting scraper. He struggled to pick up the objects on the ground. His eyes were filled with sadness. On the surface, he seemed to be feeling sorry for the cracked scraper on the handle, but in fact it was not.
"The pit in front of you, whether you dig or encounter it yourself. If you insist on your own and insist on jumping over it, you will inevitably fall and hurt yourself. When you encounter such a thing, why don't you choose another way to go? In other words, in reality, Mengyao is your hurdle, while Mengxue is the road you can take."
"Shut up!"
Luo Haochen shouted angrily at Luo Haoning, his emotions were too explosive, and he could not control his feelings every time he faced Luo Haoning.
"What are you? I don't need you to teach me this kind of class! Luo Haoning, you should take care of yourself, don't always put on Yunmengxue when you're fine! Although she transplanted Mengyao's cornea, she was not Mengyao after all. You can't find comfort from her body, and you can't give your heart much comfort!"
Luo Haoning shook his head. He didn't say anything more. No matter how much he said to people who couldn't understand, it was just a waste of talk. Since that's the case, don't say anything more.
"Haochen..."
Xu Yeli's trembling voice came from outside the door. Luo Haochen glanced at the door unhappily, and Xu Yeli's heart trembled violently.
"Please advise your son, don't always think of impossible and unrealistic things!"
Luo Haochen said the words and walked out. When he passed by Xu Yeli, he was not very friendly and gave her a cold look.
"Hao Ning, is that true?"
Xu Yeli looked at Luo Haoning with concern. Xu Yeli heard everything he said between him and Luo Haochen just now.
Luo Haoning turned his wheelchair and came to Xu Yeli and gently grabbed her hand.
"Mom, don't worry, don't worry, even if Mengxue transplanted Mengyao's cornea, I wouldn't be so confused that I completely confuse the two of them."
"But... your feelings have ever happened, right?"
Although Xu Yeli didn't want to say this, she really couldn't control herself. Luo Haoning was her son. She knew how much longing and guilt Chu Mengyao had, so she could naturally feel the complex feelings that were inadvertently revealed in his eyes when he saw Yun Mengxue.
"It's already past, even yesterday, it's past. There's no need to say it. I understand this in my heart."
Although Luo Haoning was not very direct, Xu Yeli could hear the meaning of his words. He did not deny it. While admitting it, it also expressed his feelings. At most, this is just a thought and will not be confused about the difference between this feeling.
"Hao Ning, mom hopes that you... can get out of this painful memory. It doesn't mean you forget it means being ruthless and unrighteous. You don't have to refuse another person to enter your heart for the rest of your life because of that past."
Luo Haoning chuckled, and his smile surprised Xu Yeli.
"You came here after discussing with Mengxue, right? Why do you say the same as her?"
"I……"
Xu Yeli shook her head, and Luo Haoning clenched her hands tighter to show that she was relieved.
"Don't worry about my affairs. I have a sense of responsibility and plan. The time is coming. Even if you lock my heart and don't let me come out then, I will jump out of the window."
Luo Haoning said self-deceiving words, and the lock in his heart was hard to open. Even if he could jump through the window, how could Luo Haoning's broken body cross the blocking window?
People's lives change every day, and their experiences will be different all the time. However, while these experiences enrich the heart, the original ideas will be automatically updated without realizing them, and the new ideas will completely cover the old ideas.
But sometimes people just don’t want to admit their thoughts that are closer to the sincerity, and they repeatedly make unreasonable evidence to turn them over, using the pitiful theory of a little bit, to prove that their mind has never changed.
Luo Haochen is like this, why is Luo Haoning the same?
...
The door of the room slammed, frightening Yun Mengxue. She stared at Luo Haochen with her eyes curled up, feeling the bad aura emitted from his body, but did not escape and hide.
"Tell me what you want to deal with me, I won't resist."
Yun Mengxue faced Luo Haochen with the attitude of putting her to death and then surviving her. The reason why she went back to her room to wait for him was that she didn't want to be seen outside and clashed with them.
"You are quite self-aware."
Luo Haochen suddenly pressed over, and he held Yun Mengxue's chin with one hand and approached her.
"Is it so unbearable for you to get along with me? It makes you feel uncomfortable all over. You don't even want to stay for a while, but you just want to go to Luo Haoning to find spiritual support?"
"What are you talking nonsense?!"
Yun Mengxue pushed Luo Haochen away unhappily. Just as she was about to get up, she was pulled back by him with his arm and pressed him down on the sofa.
"You know what I said very well. Don't pretend to be pure in front of me and you don't know anything!"
"Luo Haochen, have you taken the wrong medicine? Why do you deliberately cause trouble for me like this every time?! There is nothing between Brother Haoning and I. Do you have to let me say something before you are happy, right?"
Luo Haochen's thoughts and attitude made Yun Mengxue a little anxious. She couldn't understand why Luo Haochen had to care like this?
"You said it straight, because when I transplanted my cornea, both of you brothers regarded me as a substitute for Chu Mengyao, right? I was wronged by you, Brother Haoning will naturally think of Chu Mengyao and I come to worry about me! Brother Haoning and I will touch on the sad things that you were rejected by Chu Mengyao but chose Brother Haoning, so..."
Yun Mengxue wanted to speak but stopped, but Luo Haochen pressed each other tightly.
"So what? Keep talking!"
There are some words that Yun Mengxue really doesn't want to say so clearly. It's okay to say these words to Luo Haochen, but when things touched Luo Haoning, she really couldn't bear it.
"I'll let you continue to say, have you heard?!"
Luo Haochen grabbed Yun Mengxue's neck with his hands, and she frowned in discomfort.
Just say it, are you still afraid that you will not be able to do it?
Chapter completed!