Walking into Jin Mowei and Qi Ye's room, what they saw was all warm and sweet wedding photos.

Jin Ruge had a smile on her face, but she was filled with envy in her heart. When would she and Ling Yu be able to take such a happy and beautiful wedding photo?

Jin Mowei smiled lightly, took her hand to the bed, and sat down, just like two girls talking to each other when they were children.

"Ru Ge, I know you must have suffered a lot. You were afraid that Ling Yu would feel sorry for him and refused to say anything in front of him. Ru Ge, we are the only ones in the room now. Can you tell me what you have done in the past three years?"

How did you get through it?"

Jin Ruge took two deep breaths and tears suddenly fell down.

Like a child, she tilted her body and fell down, resting her head on Jin Mowei's lap: "Little aunt, apart from you, there is no one in this world that I can really talk to about my concerns."

No matter how close Ling Yu was, he could only say some personal things to his best friend.

Jin Mowei looked at her long ink-like hair, and her mind flashed back to Jin Ruge in high school, who also had long black and shiny hair, a high ponytail, a tight-fitting cartoon short-sleeved shirt, and a vibrant hip-hugging cake skirt.

, with a height of 1.7 meters, anyone can always spot her at a glance in the crowd.

Now, her hair has grown again, but life is like the shape of her hair, which has taken a tortuous path. It has big, curly hair. Although it is beautiful and enchanting, it lacks the boldness of her straight hair.

Jin Mowei played with her hair distressedly. She knew that when a person's inner pressure reaches its peak, if he cannot vent it completely, he will have to suffocate himself to death.

"Ruge, I'm here. Just tell me. Don't be afraid."

Jin Ruge blinked, and scenes from the past filled his eyes.

"When I first arrived in France, I didn't speak French and had problems communicating with people around me. I couldn't adapt to the French weather, French food, and French soil and water. I had vomiting and diarrhea almost every day. The school took care of me.

They arranged a single dormitory for me because I was afraid that I would not be used to it. However, sometimes I vomited completely and felt weak and could not stand upright. I wanted to drink a glass of water. I could only lie in bed alone and look at the ceiling and shed tears.

People would bring me water but no one would bring me food. I vomited so much that I was afraid that the school would find out that I was pregnant. My mind was heavy every day. When I opened my eyes, the world would spin. Sometimes I would lie down for most of the day. Others were pregnant.

, my weight is getting heavier day by day, but I am losing weight day by day. Before, I was fat and white when I was raised by Ling Yu in Seoul. In less than twenty days in France, I became so thin that I lost my original shape.

"

Jin Mowei cried while listening. When she was pregnant, Qi Ye stayed close to her, asking for help, and had a large circle of people waiting on her. She still felt tortured and uncomfortable. Jin Ruge was alone, and he didn't even get a drink of water.

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Jin Ruge sniffed and continued: "Later, the school held a rookie competition, and my senior brother took my painting to the exhibition. When that painting went all the way to the finals, it happened that the school had just conducted autumn physical examinations for current students.

, I know about pregnancy

I couldn't hide it, so my teacher and senior brother notified me to present my creative ideas at the finals, so I told my uncle and I that I fell in love. Later, I thought I would be kicked out of the school, but no, my teacher took me in.

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I aborted my child, but I persisted. During that time, it was really hard and a struggle. I went for prenatal check-ups on time, and every time I went, I felt like I was crazy. I was afraid that I would find a monster in my belly. Every day I

I didn't dare to turn off the light when I was sleeping, for fear that a monster would pop up in my belly at any time. I gritted my teeth and hypnotized myself, no, this is my and Ling Yu's baby, it won't be a monster, but every time

When I get to the hospital, it will be like that again, my whole body will be shaking with fear, and I will even start to resist pregnancy tests."

Jin Ruge bit her lip and her voice was very soft. Although it was light, it was mixed with too much sadness: "When I was about to give birth, Mu Xichen chased me to France. I knew it must be my father who told him on purpose. My father

I hope I can forget Ling Yu and accept another man

, but he didn’t know that I already had Ling Yu’s baby in my belly. Little aunt, do you know, I really went crazy in the later stages. I was afraid to turn off the lights at night, so I locked myself in the room during the day, zipped up

Curtains, I don't dare to see people, I'm afraid that I will also be exposed

He has turned into a monster, but I don’t know it yet. I have nightmares and cry all night long. I miss Ling Yu so much, I want to see him, I really want to hear his voice, but I just want to

I was almost going crazy but I still couldn’t see or touch. Then I didn’t get out of bed.

I just go to bed. I found that I only dream about him and touch him when I am dreaming. But I am also afraid of having nightmares. Every time I go to bed, I feel scared. I want to dream about Ling Yu but feel uneasy.

I have been wondering whether it will turn into a nightmare."

"Ru Ge~wuwu~wuwu~"

Jin Mowei cried so sadly that she couldn't even cry. Apart from calling out Jin Ruge's name, she didn't know how to describe her heartache or how to comfort Jin Ruge's injured soul.

Jin Ruge closed her eyes and let her tears wash over her crystal clear face: "When I was eight months pregnant, Mu Xichen and my senior brother couldn't stand it anymore because they often saw me alone in the house.

Talking to themselves, they force

He took me to the hospital for psychological treatment, but the doctor said that my symptoms were schizophrenia. Little aunt, do you know, I missed Ling Yu so much that I thought I was Ling Yu. During the day,

I will imitate him and talk to the side

In the air, I said what Ling Yu had said to me before. The next second, I changed back to myself and responded to Ling Yu's words in my own language. This symptom appeared for about five or six days, and Mu Xichen and my senior brother

I was scared to death. When I was giving birth, I fantasized

With Ling Yu by my side, I said to myself, Wife, don’t be afraid, our baby is about to be born, and my husband will accompany you into the delivery room, don’t be afraid. Then, I would say to myself, Yu

,Thank you for staying with me, I’m not afraid.”

"Ah~! Ruge~wuwu~"

Jin Mowei cried so miserably!

The two men sitting downstairs drinking coffee couldn't sit still, especially Ling Yu. His hands were tightly clenched into fists anxiously, and he wished he could rush over now to see what he had just recorded that he didn't know.

matter.

Jin Ruge suddenly smiled: "It's okay, little aunt, I got through it. I was discharged from the hospital the next day after giving birth, and was admitted to the ward of the mental hospital on the third day. Mu Xichen and his senior brother took turns guarding me.
Chapter completed!