He looked at Roland in surprise, but he didn't expect it to be related to him, and he was the so-called person she was destined to be. No wonder the face of Lan Yatou was full of doubt and weirdness before. It turned out that all the reasons were on him.

I just advised her to explain it to solve her doubts. Now that I am really upset, I really have to eat coptis chinensis. I can’t tell her even if I have any pain. I had no choice but to smile bitterly.

Looking at Roland's persistent eyes, he knew that he must give the other party an answer today, but now he found that he opened his mouth and could not say a word, could not agree, and could not find a reason to refuse.

After a while, Roland's face finally appeared complicated, and slowly turned into helplessness. He murmured: "Are you dislike my past? That's right, which man can't care? Or how could the past be really called the past? Is it really impossible to get through it!"

As he said that, he stopped talking, just lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking, Lu Ziyu looked like, but after a moment of silence, he said: "Actually, I don't care about the past, what did I do with me before? But now it's different from before. I have enough women, and I can't take care of it now. If I get into trouble, I might be sure what I will become!"

"I think you know all the things that happened after Gao Xin left some time ago. You can see the problem between us, so I really don't have that much energy now. Even on the Holy See, I haven't given a complete answer yet. I just promised to pick her up next time I went there, but I don't know when to go, to be honest, and there are always too many things pressing on me, making me not mind to think so much!" Lu Ziyu said helplessly, obviously these are facts.

Roland was stunned, his expression moved, and then he was still a little sad. Xiao Feng'er naturally knew, but at least Xiao Feng'er still had a thought, and what did she have? So it was inevitable that she was still a little sad.

Lu Ziyu shook her head slightly. Although she didn't know what she was thinking, she still said: "So don't waste time on me. It's better to find someone while I'm not a very responsible man. There will always be many problems after being together for a long time. Now it may be just the beginning. When I wait, there will always be people who can't stand it when I'm in such a desperate situation."

"I'm used to it, but I still feel very tired after getting used to it. I want to let go of all this in front of me. At that time, I will find a beautiful place with beautiful mountains and rivers, and my wife and children live on the bed every day, but now I can't. It's useless to say so much. You are a smart person and you should understand what I mean. Roland, you are a good woman, but it is not suitable for me. Or since a long time ago, any woman who has left them has no longer suited me. I always have to be responsible for them and always stand on their side and think about what the consequences of greed are!" Lu Ziyu said softly, his tone unable to avoid some emotion.

After a pause, he said again: "And I have two children growing up slowly, and one is about to be born. If this continues endlessly, what will happen in the future? I don't know, to be honest, I am not optimistic about such a future. Instead of doing this, it's better to prepare everything as soon as possible and prepare myself. Really, at least in my world, I'm enough for my life with them!"

Roland didn't say anything, but it was rare for Lan Girl to say sarcasm. Obviously, what Lu Ziyu said was the facts, and it was a result she had never expected. She originally thought that if Roland said it, plus her natural charming methods, Lu Ziyu would definitely fall under her skirt, but now it seems that many things are not what she thought.

And she also clearly saw the strangeness in Lu Ziyu's eyes. After a moment of silence, Lu Ziyu whispered: "And time is always elusive, or I have something to you, but I think that should be the relationship between my brother and my sister, just like we first met. I am not as big as you, but I just act like an older brother. It's still a bit funny to think about it now!"

"But now we can no longer be as unscrupulous as before. If we change, we will change in the end. Why bother so much? It's just that your world has always existed here, so it's all on me. With the previous reunion, we will have this feeling. It feels like your world is full of my shadow! In fact, it's not like that. There are still many people in this world who are just deliberately ignored by you!" Lu Ziyu said with a smile, and I don't know how much better than the initial embarrassment.

Roland's expression moved, and after a moment of silence, he said softly: "Maybe you are right, but I don't know when your shadow will disappear, one year or two? Or ten or eight years? I am in my thirties, and in such a grade, you let me forget you for ten or eight years or completely erase your shadow? What will I have left at that time? All that is left is an old woman who is about to enter dusk, at least there is no right to have a child!"

Lu Ziyu opened his mouth. Although Roland was telling the truth, he was inevitably a little strange in his heart, but if he said that he was silent because of this... so he stopped talking.

Roland said with endless emotion: "To be honest, I don't know what to do or how to do it, so I have been so long now. Although I knew that this would be the result a long time ago, I didn't expect that when it came, I was still so repulsive and unable to accept it. I just got used to it too much and didn't want to express it. Or I am really old and no longer as excited as I was when I was young. I just understand that I need to use all my energy to pursue what I want!"

"Sometimes, sometimes I always wonder if I will live like this in this life, or if you saved me and left hope but left everything left behind, I don't know how to do it. I wanted to find you, but I couldn't find it. So with the blood rose, after I learned about your news, I knew that you had a woman and a child, I found that I didn't know how to face it, but after meeting, I found that your calmness and helplessness were all just for a while!" Roland said with a wry smile, with a little more ridiculous tone.

As for what she was mocking, she couldn't explain, but Lu Ziyu understood it and continued: "But memory is memory after all, and she always remembers so many beauty. Once upon a time, many people pursued me. Some people knew my identity, and some didn't know that I thought I was just the owner of a large nightclub, but I found that I couldn't find any shadow of you in them!"

"But what happened when you appeared? I found that even if I found it, what would happen? The result is not the same. Some people and some things are destined to be like this. That's it. Even if you say it or not, it's actually the same. But we didn't pay attention to it. Okay, I'm very tired and need a rest. You should go back early. It's probably Liu Xin will be in the next few days. It's better to be with her more. Although I haven't been a mother, I also know what it needs for a person who is about to become a mother!" Roland suddenly leaned on the sofa aside and said softly.
Chapter completed!