She bit her lip harder, picked up the bag on the table, and walked towards the door. When she was about to reach the door, she suddenly stopped and threw the bag on the ground.

He flicked it, then turned around and rushed towards him.

Jun Jinchen was startled, he could avoid it, but looking at her rushing towards her, he didn't want to avoid it.

Her body hit him hard, and due to the force, his body stumbled back, and she pushed him down on the sofa behind him.

He clearly felt her weight pressing on him, which was an extremely familiar feeling to him. In the past, she always liked to press on him, look at him lustfully, kiss him, and touch him.

Looking at him, in her words, it was stuck.

He liked her behavior, which made him feel that she was obsessed with him and needed him.

But now, she was still pressing on him, but her face showed anger, sadness and sorrow.

"Do you hate me coming to you?" she shouted loudly.

"No." He returned, his voice was indifferent, but his hands flat by his sides were constantly clenched, restraining the urge to hug her.

He was afraid that if he hugged her, he would be unable to let her go, that his patience would be shattered, and that he would even force her to stay with him by any means necessary.

"If not, why are you rushing to let me go?" she asked.

"You probably haven't sorted it out yet. Looking at me now will only increase your pain, won't it?" His voice floated deep in the room.

She suffocated and suddenly felt like a deflated rubber ball. Her head lowered and her shoulders twitched, "Jinchen, I hate this."

"I know," he said, because he also hated this, "but...Xiao Xu, what do you want me to do?" he asked, his dark phoenix eyes looking at her intently, with a look on his face.

He felt an unprecedented sense of depression, "What can I do to make you feel better? As long as you say it, I will do it. Even if I risk my life, I will do it."

Her body trembled, and when she looked into his eyes, her throat felt as if something was burning. It was so hot that she could not say a word.

"Xiao Xu, I have never regretted it. My fate is yours. So as long as you make a decision, no matter what it is, I will follow it." He told her.

She knew that it was him who put everything in her hands throughout his life, letting her decide the fate of the two of them.

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What does she... want? What kind of result does she want? And she wants such an explanation?

Lu Xiaoxu didn't know that she had never been so conflicted before, so conflicted that she didn't know what to do next. She loved Jun Jinchen, but if she was too happy with Jinchen, she would feel sorry for herself and die.

's younger brother.

Standing in front of the tombs of her parents and younger brother, Lu Xiaoxu looked at the smiling photo of her younger brother on the tombstone. If her younger brother had not died that day... But she also knew that Jinchen's injuries were also very serious at that time. If at that time,

If the doctor chooses his younger brother, then Jinchen will...

She couldn't imagine that possibility anymore, just thinking about the beginning made her heartache beyond measure.

"I love that person very much... but your death was precisely because of that person." Lu Xiaoxu murmured, "Although I know there is nothing wrong with him, but... I can be as happy as him

Going down?"

However, the only response she received was the wind blowing in her ears.

Some people sleep underground, while others are still alive.

When Xia Qi saw Lu Xiaoxu, she was shocked. She hadn't seen her for a long time, but her friend had lost a lot of weight and looked haggard. If it was because she was too busy preparing for the wedding.

However, there was no joy at all on the other party's face.

"What's going on? What happened?" Xia Qi asked.

Lu Xiaoxu knew that Jun Jinchen had not told anyone else about this matter. Just as she was called over by Jun Jinxiu that day, Jun Jinxiu also did not know the whole story.

"Why did you call me out?" Lu Xiaoxu asked without answering.

"Oh, by the way, this is it." Xia Qi took out a wedding photo album from her bag, which contained wedding photos of different styles taken by different photographers. "My mother-in-law asked me to show you this."

, I’ll let you see which style you like, and then we’ll arrange for the photography team to take the photo.”

Of course, the above photography team is absolutely top-notch. In Lu Xiaoxu's opinion, every one of the samples taken is beautiful and seems to be filled with happiness.

Lu Xiaoxu was flipping through the pages. At the moment, everyone around her thought that she and Jinchen were the newlyweds who were about to enter the auditorium, and they were extremely happy.

The more she looked at these wedding photos, the more her heart ached. If she had not known about her brother before, she would have been very happy looking at these photos, and would have called Jinchen and asked him to look at them together.

Or at night, I would sit in his arms and discuss with him which style is better, what special postures are needed when taking pictures, etc...

But now...

"Qiqi, if one day your relatives lose their lives because of the person you love most, what will you do?" Lu Xiaoxu asked abruptly.

Xia Qi was stunned, but then she felt that her friend's question was not a casual one.

"That depends on what the situation is." Xia Qi thought for a moment and replied seriously, "It depends on whether it was intentional or unintentional."

"It's unintentional." Lu Xiaoxu murmured.

"Then I will choose to forgive." Xia Qi said, looking at her friend, "So, something really happened between you and eldest brother, right?"

This time, Lu Xiaoxu did not avoid the question, but nodded, "Yeah."

Raising his head, Lu Xiaoxu looked at Xia Qi and smiled bitterly, "Qiqi, I have always felt that compared to the love between you and Jin Yan, the relationship between me and Jin Chen is much smoother.

There is no misunderstanding, no such thing as "I love you, you don't love me", I am his destiny. Just like he said, we are destined to be together, so loving each other is so natural.

things."

After a pause, Lu Xiaoxu told Xia Qi what happened that year, with bitterness on the corners of his lips, "I know this, but I can't really blame Jinchen. The person who made the decision was not Jinchen.
Chapter completed!